i quit

don't believe in me
believe in the person i wanted to be

you know i never wanted to be
like this

thanks for all the wonderful times, everyone, and even the not so wonderful times, because pain can be useful
i won't forget any of you, even though i'd want to forget some of you

and i realized this isn't running away, because i have confronted all my fears and cried countless times and have thought in many different ways
and i still try to find meaning in everything that's happened
this is taking a step toward a life that isn't only
crying late at night or wishing i could be loved again