Lol i thought you forgot, but thanks for commenting back even after awhile, i guess your kinda right , but its not easy, people i give a chance to either get fed up of me or they don't get what iim saying, they come down on me saying im a loser and other stuff. I know everyone has problems, i guess i complain too much, i can't help it though, i do try, it....takes time i guess.....Ive kept it bottled up for too long. I still look for good friends, i treat people kindly but sweatdrop they just take advantage of me......, anyways...thanks =D its nice that yu care "'hugs"lol..if yu fforgot my names marium..., on a lighter note how are you?
I dont know..Hah thats interestings...You've gone through what im going through ...Its not always the same for other people hell they have a rockin..childhood. I Don't think anyone understands...me maybe bits and parts of me. Im...not bold.....dunno sometimes just want to cut everyone out of my life...and sit in the corner and cry for the rest of my life... Glad..you could change...dont think i can. hah Thanks for actually trying to relate back..Makes me feel better.. Don't really like it when people say Oh that sucks...and move on. I really apperciate it. Maybe guys arent as stupid as i think they are
Im real quiet but think too...much in my head...When i cant stand someone anymore i say something out loud...tha t i dont...mean..and its real bad. I get into a lot of trouble. Hm lets see im An outcast..but i get a long with strangers better then anyone else. Im really shy and blush A llot. Im short...5'4 or 5'3 dont know..people..dont believe im 14 so....they think i dont understand half the things i say. When i stand up for myself (which i rarely do) people Are amazed....that i can talk ive been sent home or to the coouncler for being so quiet blah. ..not good..with guys....or big groups could probably talk well with one person one on one. I think im pretty mature..for my Age....thats...why most people dont like me they think im a party pooper...Im Guliable thats for sure...Ill always believe someone dunno...why. I feel as if no one understands me....I hate people time to time...but i get over it...I....kinda was emo.....Im still a little depressed...But im okay i guess. hah. I really suck at making friends in real life...didnt have good friends till 6th grade...guess i live for my friends more then family. Im a pushover..Innocent...person.....Blah.my friends Scarr me... and Yeah...I guess this is me..I know im not good enough for anyone and im a Faliure but idont care This is me and i think im..an alright kid..Im differnt and weird and like that..I dont judge people by appearence or by what people say..Not preppy or gossipy..Just.plain.achick
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