no she'll take my sister with her to whenever she wants to see him, and it drives me crazy. he's a trucker so she thinks it's fine to take her kid like 6 hours away to sleep in a ******** truck. so while she's gone i have to take care of the house, all those cats i didn't want, and i have to take care of my grandfather.
yeah, i wouldn't kill myself, but i still turn into a huge debbie downer and just isolate myself from everyone and everything until i pick myself up.
i'm not an alcoholic, but i'm that kind of kid that drinks and is like THIS IS THE ONLY ESCAPE I HAAAAAAVE. i don't have an outlet for my anger around here so getting drunk once a week calms me the ******** down in a heartbeat. i cant really say it helps since it's still a vice, but it's better than nothing. but as far as drugs go i stay away from that s**t; i know i've got an addictive personality and noooo cash so i back off from it.
yeah i think you two were fighting cause she dated that black guy at the time and you said he was a ****** or something and she flipped. idk, that was ages ago gonk
everyone has s**t self esteem, but you shouldn't worry about it man. you've never been ugly AND EVEN I'M GETTIN A POOCH
if i could i would just sit around all day eating pringles and sleeping. i ******** haaaate hate h8 my job, but i need the cash incase s**t happens around here. like, if my granda dies we'll be on the street, and i dont really care what happens to me i just dont want my sister growing up in the gutter. i probably wont be able to handle two, but its better than worrying myself sick
i should just start playing the lotto and hope for the best :c
idk if you did or not. my memory isn't too hot these days
MSN is like the only thing i really use. i'll check facebook like once a day then just sit the ******** on MSN all night lol
i'm still working the the shithole job i've been at for the past 3 years, but i've been worried about money and s**t lately so im tryin to work out a second job in the same village center as the grocery store i'm at, but i dont wanna work at the liquor store cause i know i'll be too tempted to steal s**t.
you aren't a bad friend, i just figured you had other s**t goin on and then i just lost track of you when i quit gaia
my mom keeps goin back and forth between here at home and other states to see her boyfriend. the s**t aggravates me like crazy, but she doesn't listen to anyone, so i gotta go with the flow and just make sure my sister is okay
lifes been good and bad. i haven't really had any more problems stack up on me, but the same old s**t still grinds my nerves real bad. went through a month or two where i was real suicidal but i managed to jump out of that, but i feel like im headed down the same dirt road.
she's actually shown me hers a few times but i have noooo idea what you do on it. i just root through her pictures when she links me lol
and its only cluttered cause i have no imagination and settle for whats worked in the past cry
pretty much in the same boat. i just get on MSN and check facebook whenever i feel like shits goin on
just felt like you fell off the map and when i saw you around i wanted to see how you were doin. i've got nothin to throw around though; im still a boring fart
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