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How to start... well im 19. live in new mexico, gods oven. i am a writer who specializes in fantasy and romance. i am a huge military and gun nut!!! i could keep a gun conversation going for a good five hours. also dont trust the clorfors... clorf you right out of your cash.

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Affan Archuleta Report | 04/06/2014 11:06 pm
Affan Archuleta
hey cat im sorry i was away for so long just now. Thanks for adding heart
Linarila Report | 11/08/2013 6:41 pm
Linarila
I see... I wonder if there's something wrong...
Linarila Report | 11/07/2013 5:16 pm
Linarila
Cat, I found out that he died on January 11th, 2009... Not 13th... But, I guess it doesn't matter... I don't know what's wrong with me, but that's just too... no...
Anyway, did something happen? Don't tell me he's a girl? Same here, I just knew it... But, it's okay. I mean, it's not like she's a bad person. I'm sure she'd make a good friend. And, both of you guys can find love anytime.
Linarila Report | 11/05/2013 1:10 pm
Linarila
No, people can't hurt me anymore, really. I just don't care about their opinions. Yep, not anymore! xp My biggest fight is with the life itself. But, I'll be fine! emotion_dowant *Beats the living crap out of life* See? ^.^
Linarila Report | 11/05/2013 12:59 pm
Linarila
Haha! xd Okay... I wont. ^.^
Linarila Report | 11/05/2013 12:36 pm
Linarila
I don't know what to say either. But, thank you so much... I will never forget you... I think it's my time... I mean, I've done everything I can, and still... I'm not even ''living''... It doesn't matter if...
No, I'll keep trying, Cat... Don't worry. I can... You're not going to have to go into hell and drag me back to this world. ^.^ OMG, no cat is allowed to enter hell! They're too cute to be there! ^.^ Haha! I'm fine. Sorry, I was being so silly... Thanks again for everything. ^.^
Linarila Report | 11/05/2013 12:04 am
Linarila
Oh Cat, you are truly kind. Of course I am... Yesterday, I started a thread in the forums, and it seems like I annoyed the heck out of everyone... I don't know why people are so willingly being negative, though... Oh Cat, I don't wanna make you upset, but I need to tell you something... I found out something terrible today... Back in 2009, I started a thread, and explained something; then a few minutes later some guy named Steve thanked me for it. I thought he was cute... Sometimes, I look at the profiles of the people I don't know, because I'm kind of a curious person; so I checked out his profile... Unlike me, he seemed really happy about his life... I know it was terrible of me, but I got kind of jealous, and tried to forget about him... But, I have a really weird memory. I don't know why Cat, and you may think I'm weird, but something just prevented me from forgetting him. Yes, I thought he was cute, but it wasn't that much of a big deal... Yet, I still wasn't able to forget his face. I really don't know why, but I actually never forgot about him... Anyway, today I was checking out my past threads, and suddenly noticed the one in which he'd posted... And, I wanted to know exactly how long has it been... November 22 2009... I felt miserable for still remembering him, since there was no doubt I was nothing to him... I checked out his profile... And, god... All those comments... Cat, he's dead... Apparently, it was in the news... On January 13 2010, he died... I googled him, it wasn't just a rumor... Just a few weeks after I met him, he died, and I found out about it today... His happy life, it ended... I've been thinking about committing suicide for years, and he's the one who died... These last few years were especially terrible for me... I wish I were the one who died on January 13 2010, not him or anyone else... He was happy, but I never was... I feel so lonely and left out... I want to go, too... I really do...

Cat, I'm really, really sorry, I felt like I was going to EXPLODE, I had to talk to someone... But, you don't have to reply or anything, really. Thank you for reading. It's more than enough for me. I mean it...
Linarila Report | 11/04/2013 6:21 pm
Linarila
Cat, I'm annoying, right?
Linarila Report | 11/04/2013 12:34 pm
Linarila
It's Lily!! Thanks for caring!!! Waaaah!!! crying crying crying crying crying
Linarila Report | 11/03/2013 5:35 pm
Linarila
What makes you think so? surprised No, it starts with ''L''. whee

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