Look, I'm getting adult, will manage all kinds of work. Hit the bustling that the kids will never know. Stay away from young age, approaching old age. Sometimes, I think, want to just be a small child who wants to grow up, learn to school as before, play with preschool friends, get love from relatives and more super duper nice or sad thing.. it was gone now.
All of that will never happen again because it only once in life.
I realize, enjoying every moment with those who fight together in this life, very fun yeah. NEVER GIVE UP!!!!