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About me


Greetings, welcome.

A few things first...
Yes, I am eighteen. No, I don't look like it. I probably never will. I am a girl. I don't have an identifiable sexuality. I can be the most annoying person you will meet. Ever. Just warning you. And I also say 'ever' a lot. I love fantasy, and I love to read, but I hate all those young adult novels about some random chick meeting some mysterious guy and whatnot. I don't care about her stupid boring life and how friggin' hot the guy is. Just saying. I can be horribly critical and downright blunt at points in time. A lot of the time I don't even feel sorry for it. Sometimes I do, if I care about you. But if you're some stranger, I don't really give a rat's a**. I can be a total smartass, a douchebag, a b***h, and bold. Not even in the good way. Life can suck. Period. But it has its highlight moments that make it worthwhile. Which is worth it in the end. My life is dysfunctional, as are many people's. I don't have a hard life, but it isn't smooth sailing twenty-four seven. But when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Or, as my Physics teacher said, "Attack the hills!", which is one of the truest statements ever. Don't slow down when you're about to go over the top; make it over and then you can slow down. Life is what you make of it, though, so make the best of it. Because this is the only life you're going to get. I have the best group of friends ever. They are all so great and amazing. They help me in so many ways. And even though we don't always get along or we get caught in sticky situations, we always manage to pull through and make it out. I love them more than they could know. They make my life 67% better. 72% on good days. I cry really easily, even though I don't like other people to know it. I also don't like crying in public. I get startled really easily. Like you could sneak up behind me and I'll lay an egg from fright. I can be a total dork at times. And I can be...as my friend puts it, 'ugly'. Not ugly as in physically ugly (I think that's a stupid word) but just acting in a really horrendous way. I am in current possession of a snuggly rat, and a demonic cat who only loves me. There was a house centipede residing under my bed named Ernya, but he seems to have left. I stink at flirting or being flirty. Subtlety is also not my specialty. I like people that I can get into long, intellectual conversations with. I absolutely hate conversations that go, "Hey." "How are you?" "Good." "What are you up to?" "Nothing. You?" "Not much." That. Is boring. I'm also a notorious grammar/spelling Nazi. Forewarning. I like to think that I'm an interesting person that you can get into fun conversations with.

If you have any issues going on with your life and you want to talk to me, PM me about anything. I love to help.




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Report | 02/01/2015 10:22 am


Thanks. I just came back from a hiatus and I don't really have any of the new items. smile
Javier Cross

Report | 02/01/2015 9:53 am

Javier Cross

That link you gave me isn't too shabby, I hope you have a look at the Litmus Test links below my signature and who knows?
Maybe on tumblr we can go have a Master-Post out of all those versions of the Tests until we get The Right and Definitive
Mary Sue Litmus Test worth using.
Or until the Majority of the Test versions start growing brain-cells and get smarter in general,
whichever happens first.
Javier Cross

Report | 01/31/2015 9:00 pm

Javier Cross

I really hope I don't turn out to be part of either group. crying
I'll never know now if the Role-play communities don't get better soon.


A version aside from the one at my signature that can be reliable and trusted you mean?
Give me the link, we could collect versions of the Test that can be trusted sometimes, and who knows?
Maybe we can stumble on one that has the quote 'We Are A Trial, So Do Not Disbelieve,' in mind as well.
Javier Cross

Report | 01/31/2015 8:53 pm

Javier Cross

We all know Gaia's seen better days with its role-playing and Art-drawing communities as of late as well, I
wasn't out to deny that. crying

Also for that matter, a lot of the versions of the Mary Sue Litmus Tests weren't very well-crafted either, there's
a point to keep it in mind yet even the most poorly-done among them all's right every once in a while.
Javier Cross

Report | 01/31/2015 8:34 pm

Javier Cross

People who are fans of both the Potter-world and Dot Hack(.Hack) are dying breeds nowadays, even the willing role-players are
getting Rarer.

What about The Worlds of Skulduggery Pleasant(by Derek Landy) or Madoka Magica by chance?
Javier Cross

Report | 01/31/2015 8:16 pm

Javier Cross

So does some site called factpile and even another site called ComicVine's not exempt from it either.
Also I fired a reasonable mouthful that demands honest Worlds
to get more Love
and I called our Generation The Potter-world and Dot Hack(.Hack) generation for a reason as well in fact.

How long is it gonna take for The Mortal Instruments to take some notes from Dot Hack(.Hack) worth taking?
Javier Cross

Report | 01/28/2015 6:03 pm

Javier Cross

For the fact you've done the rare thing and finally returned.
We need to talk more. crying
Javier Cross

Report | 01/27/2015 9:41 am

Javier Cross

Praise The Lady Rainleaf. biggrin
Careless Kim

Report | 06/24/2014 3:04 pm

Careless Kim

I think it's a winter theme item with a Cardinal in it as one of the poses, but I can't remember what it's called off the top of my head.

Report | 06/01/2014 6:53 am


Aha thanks! blaugh


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