You lay awake crying
On the inside, it feels as though you're dying
You try to remember the good time, but all you can see are the bad
You see the things that you want and all of the things that you had
You think, "Why is this happening, did I do something wrong?"
You think this isn't the way it all belongs
You heart is weighed down and there's a lump in your throat
You're finding it hard for your mind to stay afloat
Your sight blurred with tears
The only things abound are all of your fears
"It'll all pass" you say to yourself, knowing it's a lie
What happens here tonight, stays with you till you die
The things you said, the things you thought
The feelings you had, the things you fought
You've put up a fight, but that's about it
At this point, you don't give a s**t
You find a rope and go to the attic
And on your way, what you hear seems like static
Voices tell you no, voices tell you yes
You say to yourself, "******** the voices, life is a test!
I know I've failed, but it doesn't matter!
Now where's my god damn ladder?!"
You climb the ladder and suspend the rope
Once again, swallowing a lump in your throat
"I've been hurt, but it happens no more!
Once I walk through that tunnel's door"
You tie the rope around your neck and say your last goodbye
Not that is actually matters, you're about to give up and die
As you kick the ladder, the attic door opens
It's your one and only love, but it's too late, you're already choking
He came back to say he's sorry, he loves you now and forever
Now does what you did seem very clever
Your eyes open and you see the light
You think to yourself, "Damn it! I should've put up more of a fight!"
Too late, you're already dead
Now don't you wish you would've stayed in bed
All you could think about was him and saw his name
Turns out to be that he felt the same
So stay in bed, leave the rope be
Or you'll end up dead, like me...