If I do leave, which is possible, I will always remember you guys friends and family. And I will always love Lucas and will remember him always for he taught me many things and led me to where I am today. I am so proud of you Lucas for how hard you fought. And even though I'm moving on it doesn't mean I stopped loving you. It just means that I'm letting you go.. the way things should be.. and I know that you know that. Rest in peace Lucas my baby tiger. Rest in peace to those I have lost for now you no longer suffering. You are guardian angels and I'm sorry that I have ever hurt any one of you. I hope you have forgiven ms. Good bye my loves.