I wake to a heart that should not still beat
and a mind that should not still think
the wrong done in my past has caught up to me
to fight it is insanity
but if insanity is what gives me my pleasure
insanity shall be the road i take.
is it my fault
when i hurt someone close
or is it my stupidity
for not wanting someone to close?
do i blame myself for hurting her
even in the time that we needed
each other the most?
is it regret and pain i feel
when i wake up?
why do i make these mistakes and
look back in regret?
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