Hi everyone. You might have heard bout me from other people. Or if you're in my guild then you already now this. My name is Shyra. And my original gender is that of a girl. When people come online it's a chance for them to become something they're not. On sites like this they can dress up their character or avatar and become someone else.
This was my case. I thought I knew who I was or what I wanted to do. In the end though nothing changed even when I was pretending. Sure I love dressing up my avi. I love meeting new people. But if they weren't going to see me as who I really was then what was the point in doing all this?
That's what I came to understand. My dream is to be an author. I want to write stories that people will remember even is they're not popular. In the beginning I thought that writing was all about becoming the character you write about. Seeing the world through their eyes. Now I understand writing is about creating a character that you can't become. Not because they are too extreme or because they do things you can't. But because the character you write has to come alive on their own. You may create them at first but after some time you are only writing the adventures they have, not as them, but as an observer.
Learning this helped me realize the reason I stopped being on here was because the character I had created had become something I couldn't handle. So I decided to just stop being that person. In the end though that person was still around. On here. Thought of by the people who had met him. So now I am cutting him loose completely.
My name is Shyra. I am 18 years old. My favorite colors range from earth brown to a dark violet. I like to read. My favorite authors I can name off the bat are: Tamora Peirce, Louisa May Alcott, Shakespere, and may others whose books have inspired me to become and author myself.
I listen to all kinds of music. I am childlish letting my emotions go crazy sometimes. I like reading and watching anime and manga. My favorties are: One Peice, Black Butler, Inuyasha, Bleach, Angelic Layer, Fooly Cooly, and dozens more I can't list right now. I have a job which I hope to keep for awhile and a moped I call Jessebelle.
I will be doing my best to attend the cons nearest my home and will be dressing up as Paniya from Full Metal Alchemist and hopefull Ussop from One Peice.
I will admit that I have a second account by the name of NegroLeo that I am in the process of deleting. Check it out if you want but from now on this will be the only one that I will be using. I apologize to everyone I have known before as the other me. I will leave my comments on this page so feel free to let me know how you feel. I understand if some of the comments will be full of feelings and I will say nothing in return unless you have a question.
Sorry and Thank you.