Oof, that's still really unfair. You need to hang out with friends and all that--I'm sorry he was so controlling about that aspect in your life. sad And I'm in SoCal too! Wait, where did you get your bachelor's from?
I'm still working on mine, haha, it's taking way too long. sad
I had that problem too--I've been hanging out with other guys, friends, and such, and I just feel a whole lot better. My boyfriend was jealous and controlling and although we still talk like.. I've found I haven't been so depressive or anxious since he decided he wanted to take a break. I'm really proud of you, though! You totally deserve the best. If we could hang out in person I totally would but if I remember correctly you're all the way up in NorCal? Or at least several hours away from me. crying
And yeah, the job market is scary--have you tried looking into internships on like, well they have things for DreamWorks and Blizzard over the summer, I think. I mean that doesn't help much in the meantime, but that's something you could look into!