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my name is julia. i live in seattle.

i like to read. i used to think i was rather picky about what i read, but that is not the case; i am not picky about the books i actually pick up and read, but i am very picky about what i end up enjoying.
i also enjoy films and most genres of visual art.

i am a misanthrope and daily i am reminded of how much people in general, well, suck. i like to make people smile, though, and i think that the more kindness and joy i try to spread to the people around me, the less misanthropical i will be.
i also enjoy people-watching. however hateful and selfish humans are, they are also very interesting.
i probably hate myself the most.

i think too much most of the time, and sometimes i wish i could just put my brain on pause and take a break from existence. suicide crosses my mind daily, but i do not think i am depressed; i think there are just certain things in my life that i do not handle very well. i am fragile. i really just want my body to be taken away from here.
that being said, i tend to overreact and i am generally a huge drama queen. don't take me seriously, because i don't take myself seriously.