Name: Nathanel Caudill
Nicknames: Jew, Jew Boy, J.B. (favorite :3 ), Jewey, Nate the Great, B.J. Backwards.
Ethnicity: Caucasian (White)
Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual (Straight)
Relationship Status (IRL): Single
Medical issues: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder), Short temper, Trypanophobia.
Occupation: High School student
Blood type: O+
Likes: Pizza, RPGs, Video games, writing, acting, singing, dancing, fantasizing, role playing, having friends with benefits, anime characterswho speak "engrish".
Dislikes: Asparagus, obnoxious people, hearing the word "swagger", abortions, murder, depression, rejection, emptiness, being called a creep or stalker, getting my feelings hurt, being ignored, being unable to get my feelings or intentions across, getting friend zoned.
Personality: Sweet, goofy, sensitive, empathetic, shy (towards women)
Motto: "Do it for the LOLs!"
MY STORY "The darkness gave me nothing but hatred, it gave me nothing but chaos, gave me nothing but death, sorrow, abandonment, the darkness gave me destruction and war. The darkness betrayed me, my friends and my family. The darkness consumed everything.
But in the darkness lied beacons of light, hope, faith, light that gave me guidance, strength and willpower. I used these flames to guide me through the darkness, to guide me to a haven.
With its power, I used it to fight the darkness, with its power I kept it at bay. I banished my shadow to the void with this new power and used it to fill my new world with light and warmth.
I gathered the remaining pieces of my heart, and with this new flame, I reforged what was once destroyed.
My soul has become whole again.
Ever since that day, I have sworn to be a guardian angel for those in need, just like the ones who cared for me in my darkest hour."
"i am now..........REBORN."
(Obviously as you can see I have a very dark and checkered past. If you wanna know more, just go to my journal, I mainly used it to vent my feelings so its filled with nothing but garbage about how my life was nothing and that everything was nothing but a lie, whatever, just look at it.)
We all feel that way when we see someone who is suffering.
But ultimately we have to worry about your own well-being.
It's good to help, but there is a limit to how much you can do before you start suffering.
And when that happens, like you are now, you gotta take a deep breath and back away from the situation.
There is no shame in it either.
You didn't fail, you did your best.
The important thing to remember is none of us can 'fix' anyone.
The person themselves had to have the determination to get through life.~
When life gets you down, professional help is the best solution.
If they don't want professional help and you are at your wits end, that is pretty much it.
Don't bring yourself down over it though. cat_3nodding