a tattered dairy

philip enter'd the beasts room, he was glad to be rid of the foul man that ripped his hunting crew apart, whilst searching the coffin philip came across a tattered dirty book with grains of sand and god know what on it, the first page read
" to the ever distastfull future of immortality my only friend i dine with you." the next page seems to begin liek a diary it began....
pge 1
"it all began i remember the taste of the air when i was on a boat travelling to old england and i was a young man reading on the deck admiring the beauty of the moon bouncing of the waves, when i was taken by surprise by what was his friend who fell onto me bleeding i remeber seeing h his eyes fading rapidly, to my surprise his eyes wasnt fading they were turning to a shade of red.my dearest friend tobias leaped at me with these fangs deep into my arm, i screamed with pain and beat tobias over the head with my book as hard as i possibly could till the pain hurt no more. i awoke to find that the beauty of the moon had gone and the furiuos sting of the ever so bright sun blared against my eyes the pain was unbearable i tried to crawl and crawl but got no where in the sand till i felt something wooden and shaped i remember the engraving's ti was my dearest friends violin..." then the book stopss for several pages that had spatters of blodd and dirt till it resumes. " ahh my good diary i return to you a changed man all those hundreds of years ago an ignorant man ha, i didnt know of all these possibilities in the world ah the blood i tasted the lives iv taken the pain if felt the paini have given its all changed me to such a learned man all those book sof history i have read all the things i have to change history all the battle i have fought all brings me to this everlasting death its so fulfilling..."
pg 8 the writing seems to be quick or hurried

.......

The paths that I once tread
have all but gone.
Only embers now smoulder
where bridges once burned.
I feel alive and yet I fear
what may happen now.
I know I can't return.

And I hear me say again
'oh let me not return'.
Damn the illusion of redemption
and the hopes that held me here.
I will oppose all that would befall me.
With this rage inside of me
I will defy what I would become.

The solitude and anger
that do battle inside me
will always guide me to the answers
that I know I may not see.
They are the bonds that hold me tighter.
They are the chains that weigh on me.
One day I know they will be gone.

Can I start again and erase this pain
by casting doubts into the waters,
asking judgement of the sea.
Though fortune may guide to the fools
I have no wish to be free
until I am gone.




if you are frightened of dieing and youre holding on,
you'll see devils tearing the life away.
if you've made you're peace the devils are really angels freeing you from the earth.
 

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BAROZE DE LIONCOURT
OF THE LIONCOURT FAMILY
HUMBLE SERVANT TO THE DEMON SANCTUARY CLAN

embrace the pain for it tells us we are truly alive

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-Myst Sadakichi- Report | 12/18/2009 5:02 am
Baroze!!! My friend, it's still the same girl you talked to a while back.
~Hugs him~ Oh, how I've missed you so much. And, to answer your question,
I am doing well and I've been quite happy. Of course, there have been up's and
down's, but I've had help working through them. Now, how have you been? What
have you been up to for so long? Haha, I missed reading your elegant words.
Hm, perhaps when you're not so busy, you could send me an email or if you
have any form of messengers, we could talk and catch up there.
It is really good to hear from you again, Baroze.

Your Friend,
~Mystic~
Kami the Queen Report | 12/12/2009 1:58 pm
Unn..

Yeah, I wanna hear them. :3
I'm glad to bve able to talk to you again, it's been waaay too long. ^^;
Kami the Queen Report | 12/11/2009 2:17 pm
*tackle/glomp/hug thing*

I could NEVER forget you, silly. >w<
It's been a while, yes, but I can't just forget a friend. I mean, I still remember my first friend i made here, on Gaia. ^^;
So, how've you been?
Any intresting stories? :3
-Myst Sadakichi- Report | 12/03/2009 7:19 am
Hello Baroze De Lioncourt, it's Mystic.
I'm not entire sure if you remember me, but I haven't spoken with you in some time.
I do hope you're fairing well with everything.
Talk with you soon, old friend.

~Mystic~
Kami the Queen Report | 05/23/2009 9:18 am
Hello again, tis me. (Well, duh...Who else would it be by the name of Kami...ANYWAY)
Just poppin' in to say happy birthday in advance and hope you enjoy it too. ^_^
Kami the Queen Report | 04/30/2009 6:27 pm
Ahh...
It warms my heart to hear from you again, it really does...
I'm glad that you're alright. I'm the worryfuul one so I wasn't sure what could have happened to you...You know I thought of this...Do you happen to have yahoo?
Because that way there may be a better chance of, ever if at all, talking. ^_^
Kami the Queen Report | 01/30/2009 2:12 pm
*random tackle/hug/rape thingy*

I've missed you....xP



Soooo, how've you been, my bud? ^w^;
Yin Yun Yang Report | 06/26/2008 6:08 pm
Hey there Baroze, long time to speaking.



I am doing fine, things happen at regular, if not daily, intervals. And life has continued.



P.S. Tried to be like a letter but didn't have enough material for it, ah well.



Signed, Yin Yun Yang
Jek The Watcher Report | 04/01/2008 3:19 am
really like the pic of Drizzt you have, and blame me it's my fault spells likes drizzt so much hehe but she is right i wouldn't mind seeing a move or something using them.
SpellsThorn Report | 03/18/2008 5:03 am
hey friend



i love the profile, its nice to see someone else obseesed with drizzt as i am ^_^



also the guild is active again why dont you come and peek your head in once and a while



also



THEY NEED TO MAKE THE DRIZZT SERIES INTO A MOVIE OR A BUNCH OF MOVIES OR A TV SERIES GOD DANG IT

Drow warrior im'a saving if you can please help

 
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