This. Is. Me.

There are many passions that describe my life.
The first is just that; passion. I believe in being passionate in all I do. I am passionate in faith, passionate when I sing or play the violin, and I am especially passionate in my writing. I find writing and all those other things to be very important extensions of myself, and all those things are full of feeling and emotion. ^^ I also happen to excell at them. I strive to be in the liberal arts field; english, language, history, etc. I am really aiming for english and language, though am also extremely interested in all sorts of history and culture, and hope to travel the world one day with my hubby. <3

Speaking of which, I have turned into a sort of hopeless romantic over the years. Even if I end up living in a card board box, I will consider myself a success at life if I have a husband. (Yay. Exaggeration.) Anyway, this is an issue because right now, I'm not interested in anyone and I bet no one's interested in me. But hey, I can dream can't I? Well, stu u, I'm doing it anyway. (Ahh! Grammar! GRAMMAR!)

As mentioned before, I am a fan of music. This is where my interests mix into a disgusting ball of awesomeness. I mostly listen to Japanese music, having recently been sucked into the world of Vocaloids. (Oh Lord, why?) Meh, but I like it, no matter how many minutes of my life it flushes down the toilet. <3 I find that language in particular soothing and intriguing. Apparently so, anyway, because I keep coming back to it. ^^ Not to mention plot. Nearly every Vocaloid song has a video and plot to go with it; it has feeling and just humming it can give me a distinct emotion. Especially now that I've found Senka, I'm really appreciating the way I can sing things. He actually started crying in the middle of Pierrot; right there and then, the dam broke. I had to leave the room to compose myself. :3 What can I say? I get emotional.

Speaking of which, that statement is... an understatement. I am more than emotional. I am--dare I say it--sensitive. No joke, I will cry at anything. And I don't know why this is; hormones, my genes, because I'm a baby. It could be a number of reasons. All I know is that afterwards, I feel like a moron and, quite frankly, am embarassed. Mostly because of this: I do it everywhere. I've done it at the mall, I've done it in class, and don't let me start counting how many times I've done it at home. My dad thinks it's because I'm so high strung, says I'll get an aneurysm before I'm 30, but I'm not so sure. I think it's because I'm stupid. ^^ That must be it. (Yep, blame it on retardedness.)

Anyway, here's the jist of me: I love music, my family, animals, and most everything else except zucchini. I believe that being passionate is the only way to live and that without a mate, I will probably wonder what's wrong with me and get a therapist. God is my rock, and I believe that Jesus died so I may have eternal life. Everyone should have a golden retriever, and no one should do things just for their college application. I don't like reading but I like writing and I'm more comfortable around foreign languages. I find inspiration from strange places and I'm a fan of anime. And I have an essay to write and only 2 hours until bed time. Wish me luck. *salute*