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Avalon passed away on September 19, 2014 at 10:43am. I am very sorry it took me so long to update all his friends on gaiaonline. I know he was on here a lot but please understand it has been a rough couple of months for all of us. Thank you for understanding. If you don't have anything nice to say, please keep it to yourself since I cannot delete this profile.

love, Blake

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Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 06/17/2015 12:14 am

Sup3r_Bwahaha

Out of respect for sananabsananab, I will not be posting in this profile for a while after this comment. I really do miss you.
SananabSananab

Report | 06/13/2015 12:36 am

SananabSananab

Realized PMs were still disabled.
I don't care who reads it. I just want someone
to know that I care and that I miss him.

I honestly don't know what to say. First off, I guess I should tell you that my old username was Hplar. Don't know if you remember it or not. I just know there were times when you were in the room when Avalon and I were talking. Assuming it's Blake reading this message, that is. If you ever read it. I only talked to Avalon for maybe four years? That's not deducting the time he was busy for those couple months last year. He was actually surprised when I called to him. Thought I forgot him. I would never.

I met him in a guild. Somehow, we ended up in each other's friend's lists. Out of the blue one day, I ended up IM'ing him. I ended up IM'ing a lot of people because, well, they were on my friend's list and I thought it was odd that I hadn't talked to them for awhile. He ended up replying back. Confused, but it didn't take him long to get comfortable. I can honestly say he's one of the most sexual people I've met. I'm not saying that as an insult. I just thought it was funny considering we're total opposites. We ended up talking everyday, or almost everyday. I didn't really tell him much about me since I know how judgmental people can be. Plus, he told me he didn't want to be talking to a baby. Not a baby, but I was/am pretty young. While there were times when I enjoyed talking to him, there were some when we would argue. Majority of those times involved him asking about my life. Despite those arguments, I cared about him a lot. I still do. He had told me about his brother and how much he missed him and wanted to be with him. So there were always times when I was wondering what he was doing and hoping he was okay. The last time we talked we didn't leave on good terms. After a few days, I got worried. I went to his profile to see if he had updated it or anything. That's when I noticed his 'about me'. I became more worried. I looked at the comments and became even more worried. I wanted to message him, but he had PMs disabled. I didn't know how many days had passed since he had made the post and I didn't want to believe he was honestly considering harming himself. I hate to say this, but I believe it was not too long before September that we stopped talking. May have even been in September. I tried looking for the message; however, it was too long ago, so it ended up being pushed to the back and deleted. I can't help feeling like I pushed him over the edge. That maybe if I had told him more about myself and didn't argue with him, he would still be here. We would still be talking. And you and the rest of his family wouldn't be having such a difficult time. I really am sorry. I wish I would have done so many things differently.

I hope you, Reina(I believe that's her name), Aurora, the twins, and the rest of Avalon's family and friends are doing better.

I keep hoping this a joke and Avalon is just sitting behind the screen laughing at how gullible I am.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 05/29/2015 11:31 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

It's almost my birthday. I wish I could tell you happy birthday.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 05/18/2015 12:06 am

Sup3r_Bwahaha

It's hard for me to move on.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 05/04/2015 12:06 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

I had a dream with you in it, and iit made me want to cry when I woke up.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 04/21/2015 6:32 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

I miss you. I wish you could come back.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 04/10/2015 4:59 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

When I heard the news, I cried. I wish I had stayed up with you.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 03/20/2015 5:15 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

Saint Patrick's day is a day I don't know why it's supposed to be a special day.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 03/09/2015 3:08 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

Hello. It has been a while. How ar you?
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 03/01/2015 4:12 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

Hey.