I am a Soldier, E4, and a huge ******** nerd. Hell, I'd probably bore you to death with Army and hobby s**t before you learn much. Otherwise I am self-taught on home-made revolution weaponry, psychology and some other scientific fields, mostly watching My Little Pony when reading such things.
I will accept you for who you are, unless you are of two different things; incapable of empathy or too apathetic to act on your own accord. I might have been taught to take care of the guy beside me, but he doesn't give up on me either. We must all fight together in life, period.
One more thing; I have Depersonalization disorder, probably, and commonly feel a disconnection from all of reality. It's as if every single thing is in a video game, but also with the feeling you get when absorbed into a good movie in a theater, where you feel close to what is happening, but still held at a distance because you are so far from the screen.
“'You are drunk Sir Winston, you are disgustingly drunk. 'Yes, Mrs. Braddock, I am drunk. But you, Mrs. Braddock are ugly, and disgustingly fat. But, tomorrow morning, I, Winston Churchill will be sober.”