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Registered: 01/31/2008

Gender: Female

Birthday: 07/27

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umm hi
my name is eki, like becky without the b
i'm 21, and pre-nursing
i don't know why i come on here anymore lol
if you'd like to know more about me, just ask! i'm an open book

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pocporn Report | 07/06/2017 10:23 am
pocporn
omg ty for the gift heart
TeIevision Report | 07/02/2017 1:03 pm
TeIevision
np (-:
AwkwardNoodles Report | 07/01/2017 2:31 pm
AwkwardNoodles
idk if I replied

I'm majoring in human services then going into social work cool
Balentay Report | 06/13/2017 5:51 pm
Balentay
It's a combination of Got Dark Buns and Fashionable Libra! You could probably get away with just Got Dark Buns, but I find that Fashionable Libra fills the buns out a little more c:
Balentay Report | 06/13/2017 5:40 pm
Balentay
I like your avi! Very cute outfit c:
aIeckazam Report | 06/11/2017 6:35 am
aIeckazam
I want to help people but sometimes I don't feel like I can help myself

I'm making more pizza again
not used to this oven they are not coming out right
practice
aIeckazam Report | 06/10/2017 3:20 pm
aIeckazam
I was getting real emotional on the bus
over hearing peoples stories of what they are going through in their own life
so many poor people in this city trying to survive when i'm getting by fine but still complaining because I can't afford to go to shows or buy records, or buy myself bed sheets for that matter
sweatdrop

people are hurting in this city, this beautiful city that is struggling to hold on itself by creating an art scene for its self


have you ever thought about how some people just wanna be safe with the law but can't afford a higher education
how they are just stuck sorta directionless, I see so many young parents or people my age around me working shitty jobs
it's the direction they wanna go in though or needing a purpose at all for saying having kids early on, when you are depending on the kid to survive as much as a child depends on their parent
or all these ethnic people working in the automotive industry I all hope it's because they have big dreams and they want to succeed in that field not washing cars forever but someday starting their own business or something idk.

I am able to see the beauty in so many people around me apart from the sketchy people just lost and damaged and then myself, I don't know where I am or who I am for that matter
I feel like I should be something by now, yeah I love pizza but I don't think i'm getting that promotion, pay raise or more hours anymore when a 19 year old now manages the shop instead because she has more experience working fast food. I'm not able to be what or who I want to be and i'm destroying myself trying to figure out how to survive from the inside????
idk i'm eating my feelings. being reckless but still healthy than others idk how i'm supposed to properly learn, my mistakes are having too big of a consequence for me to know how to deal with
everything is such a dream and easy in my head, it's my head that is not realistic but it's also not really healthy either, I get too sad being hard on myself. I want to do good not just for myself but everyone around me idk see I just feel like i'm over complicating things for myself here do you understand

i'm making myself pizza it turned out quality, probably a little heavy in the olive oil but I have not made pizza in months either, from scratch anyways
it's so sad how people think that the frozen balls of dough that are shipped to us is how you make pizza
breaks my heart, people deserve real pizza
aIeckazam Report | 06/10/2017 4:09 am
aIeckazam
it's in my nature
of course I want to learn to love myself
but i'm still figuring life out
and i'm extremely self critical and full of anxieties
yet the therapist says i'm fine

my brain needs to over complicate things almost, from emotions to school assignments
aIeckazam Report | 06/09/2017 2:47 am
aIeckazam
what are you doing wanting to hang around me then? see, you're crazy.
AwkwardNoodles Report | 06/08/2017 6:26 pm
AwkwardNoodles
not that fancy haha
with a professor kinda??

i have to do literature review and analyze interviews
boring (:

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