I'm not the best guy in the world, nor will I ever be. I've lost people who were close to me; best friends, family, lovers. I've destroyed most of what I loved.. But I'm fine with that. I can't stay stuck on it. I have to keep going, I have to learn from my mistakes and make sure to never do them again. I'm never going to be the perfect guy, but I'm going to be the guy that people would want to look up to. The guy that people would want to look at and say, "That guy is amazing." I'm going to be the guy my father could never be and the guy my mother and grandmother always wished for.