I think it's safe to post this now that the person trying to ruin my life seems to be gone. Don't mess with The Devils Alibi. That boy
(jesus you're not really a boy anymore are you?....) man is an angel. He is so good to me and I'm so happy I met him. He doesn't deserve to be put through the s**t that happens to him, he's too good to be treated poorly. You may ask why he's the only one on my profile without a little caption thing. That's because there's too many things I can say. So he's getting this entire spoiler dedicated to me talking about him and embarrassing him. I'm able to just relax and be myself when talking to him. I've broken down and cried while talking to him and never felt ashamed of it for even a moment. He just stays there and calms me down, talking to me until I feel better. I don't know where I would be today if I hadn't met him, likely in a mental hospital or something.
When you read this Bobby, I want you to realize how important and special you are. I can't say it enough or do enough to show it. If you want me to remove this I will, just let me know, but until then it will stay here.
From bodyguard to prince but forever loved.
Been living with Bobby for 5 months now, and I couldn't be happier. Getting to fall asleep in his arms and wake up to him, it makes me so relaxed. I love being able to just go out and do things with him. Hold his hand, even just hug him, little things I couldn't do before. He spoils me rotten when he gets the chance, and is so sweet. We haven't fought, just silly playful joke fights. I love being able to do couple things, or even just curl up on the couch and watch a movie. Even after dating him for this long, and being down here for 5 months, I still get butterflies from kissing him. I love when he pulls me close and just holds me, it reminds me that this is real and that he's mine.
Alright, I'll stop being sappy now. But I intend to update this again after a few months or another milestone moment.
Two months later, Christmas is nearing, people keep asking about weddings. GTFO please
Anyway lol. I don't think I go two weeks without the subject of marriage or kids being brought up by someone. The other day I was referred to as Bobby's bride.
His dad wants me to record our baby (if/when we have one) saying grandma/granny to Bobby's mom. (Poor Dena)
His grandma wants a girl so bad (man cave) but she's going to end up being a tomboy most likely. Darth Vader, video games, Batman. She (or he) will be soooo spoiled
Back to Christmas coming up. To shut Bobby up from asking what I want (saying all I wanted was him wasn't good enough) I said I want to be his fiance. Yep, he stopped asking =w=
But he DID get me a gift and it's under our 2 foot tree. It's a small wrapped box, ring box size for comparison. SO excited to open it but I know I'll cry.
I'm glad I won't be going to NC to see my family. Sounds harsh. I love them but it's my first Christmas I can be with Bobby, I want to enjoy it.
Yawning as I type this and listening to Bobby breathing as he sleeps. This is a weird update but my life is weird now. I started out living with just one guy (dad) and then the three women in my family including me. Then it was I was the only girl, and now I still am but we're down a person. So it's two guys to one girl versus three to one.
Urgh, so much to say but I think this is starting to sound bloggy. ******** it I don't care.
Appy's going to laugh when she reads this, call me silly or sappy or go awwww.
I need a blog site x-x or a diary site. PFFT I just need a diary in general. I swear I'm not 15 years old.
Anyway. I'm loving it here. His dad treats me like his own daughter and his grandparents treat me like their own granddaughter. I feel so loved and accepted. Hard part will be introducing everyone to MY family x-x
Too much yawning. Time to save this and update it again closer to Christmas/New Years.
Eep! First New Years kiss with my angel!