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I'm going to leap...Because that's what people do, they leap, and hope to God they can fly...because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why the hell did I jump? But here I am, falling, and the only one that can make me feel like I can fly, is you.

If looks could kill you'd be the one, to take my world and make me numb..You're the strength I need to fight, you're the reason I still cry, I'm tthe moth and you're the light...use these wings so I can fly.


Music Featured: Playlist wise it's always changing..no lies it's based completely off of feelings starting song wise or it and the few songs following. (as in the song you hear when you come to my profile and the next 2-5 after ). The feelings could be ones that I feel just for the moment or forever (Danny and James, I don't care if you read this and are like "what a f**" cause ta da I'm opening up I'm not the typical guy).


The New About Me Section (not even close to over):The Name is James and consider me more than taken. (I won't hear the end of this) I'm not going to lie, I'm very "loving" I love kids, animals, my demon of a brother, my mom's dog (regardless of how much I say I hate him), a lot of people in a lot of ways and one in so many. I won't sit here and lie, I watch and somewhat like chick flicks, regardless I'm all about scary movies. How my life goes down to sum it up, I live, love, learn, and then walk it off...in some situations another way it goes down is, " I love to have the courage to try, so I know never to try again" majority of you know what things I'm referring to. My thoughts on random things...Music? Can take or save a life, music is a very very very big part of my life.
Politics?: Are retarted, but our country would be s**t without some sort of something running it.

Art?: Poems, drawing, painting, and music? Can and do come from the soul, people can't always express themselves the way they want to, thus letting their art do the talking (I'm an example).

Love..?: This is a big one *stretches* Love...is something that no one can begin to even begin to describe because they have no idea and neither do I but I'll throw out my thoughts on it. Love in my opinion there are pros and cons I find. Example "soul mates" I constantly sway to believing and not believing in them, like if there are such things or do we just settle for "what's good enough"? It's been stated that chances are no matter who you end up with there's always a better match out there. I believe for some yes, but for others I believe that a soul mate is without a doubt obtainable. There are so many different types of love that most likely no one will feel them all. Some can be full of let down like someone loving someone and then that someone loving them back with the "Yeah I love you, you're one of my best friends". Or lust, lust is a very dangerous yet possible passionate thing that regardless usually ends up in let down as well. There's the elementary crush that you're so obsessed with them...which can also be true love in my opinion. There's also love hate type of things ut there's no point in getting into that. I'm not going to lie I've felt so many types of it that it'd crash the server or something if I went over them all, each seeming to be stronger yet weaker than the others in different ways. I won't state names because they know who they are, some have become best friends and others enemies that I'd consider murder if it wasn't illegal. Love is just a very powerful uncontrollable feeling that can be a savior or a death bringer depending on how hard it hits you and what happens afterwards. Me in general love wise? What I feel is pure and untainted by just lust or that crush type of thing, it's more like I need the person to breathe. It's hard to explain and anyone who hasn't been there won't understand. But the very few that may come through here and know what I'm talking about, cherish that feeling. They may not always feel the same for you understand that...just try to find a way to fit yourself into their life and be happy for them. Don't do anything stupid and reckless like some...>.>...Love them...that doesn't mean I'm telling you to give up on it...in a sense i almost did on love itself. I'm not telling you to give up...I'm telling you to fight,,,for you...and for them...if you love something or someone...show it. Show it til you die, never give the ******** up damn it...show that you want it...and if you are in fact close to giving up...just think of what you've been fighting for all along....dust yourself off...and try again. I don't know...maybe it's just me...but I wouldn't give up on love...it could be that I just don't now how to stay down...but I'd get up til I died for love...whether someone was just talking down or the idea...or threatening to take it away..I'd get up again and again even if you made me stay down. Why? (lmao I'm crying...) Because love is love to me...like Spawn and his Japanese girls lol...Love means more to me then my own life. I want to feel it til the day I die. I want to make memories that some people will look at and say "are you ******** up in the head?" to lol..I want the love, I want the memories, I want to be a dad, I want the happy ending I've promised. And it'll happen...Like stated...no matter what is in my way I'll keep going...as long as the main prize is still around to collect. I'll fight and fight some more...and when I'm knocked down I'll laugh in the so called "God's" face and get up and continue. Nothing can stop me lol...maybe I'm crazy...but I'd murder to be a dad,,.to be able to look down the couch at my future wife and then look at my child and make one of my stupid remarks like "can you believe that sexy beast came from us...? I mean jeez look at my ugly a**...he/she got it all from you >.>" which'll get me hit most likely lol.("OW BABE! No fighting in front of the kids!" lol). What I'm guessing lesson wise I'm saying is...love is precious...fragile, and sometimes weak and needing to be filled with hope and promise. Don't toy with it and don't toy with people...because maybe there are crazy people like me out there...that are looking for and need love. So don't just do the whole "wooo one night stands rock" stuff with them jeez. At least try and make something work out of it, friendship, something. I'll shut up about love because I'm sure you're not even reading now.

Little More About Angel: Hmm...more about me...I draw,sing,sing in the shower,sing naked,sing at random, somewhat play the guitar still, write poems,play Guitar Hero games,Rock Band games, and Halo 3 often'ish. I can either sleep for a long period of time or go days without a lot of or any sleep. I don't like people labeling people so I don't know what I am...I'm just that guy lol.I guess in a sense I'm well known without hanging out with the well know'ish. I won't deny I'm emotional, I can be pissed and you most likely can't tell unless I want you to. Same with sad, off, etc. My dad and little sister? Are dead yup...there's a story if you want to hear, otherwise I'm not going to openly post it on here. I've had my turns for the worst but I'm not going to b***h about them because they've led up to something ******** amazing that I wouldn't change for anything no matter how selfish it seems...In defense of poetry seeing as people talk about "on the little emo kids and their poetry doing it for attention"
Shut your face ********. What writing is for me just free mindedness..I'm thinking about the one I want to and always do, about the good and the bad, the up and the down, what has happen and what has yet to come. I think about "will I wake up tomorrow and everything just be a dream..?" or "Will I wake up tomorrow and maybe...just maybe...the guy who hasn't been lucky in his life up until nows wildest dreams start unfolding...?". I'm a dreamer and a wanter...I don't write for attention, far from, if that was so then I'd be posting the stuff all over my profile. I show it to who I want to show it to, when I want to. I write to get my feelings out I guess...I do it for me as a scapegoat even.It just makes everything...good ^_^ like a certain peoples person grawr rawr.

Go Bys: James, JD, Jamie -.-, Jr., Jackass, Jew, Jimma, and so on I'm sure. Anyways...this is completely longer than the old one and I'm not even close to done lol crying ....I'll finish later...



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FrencToastSyrup biggrin emonic Pendant, Guitar of Demona, WTF Hat, Demon Bow, Blue Sweetheart Teddy, Inari Beads, Oculus Magica, Monkey Pajamas, Mythril Halo, demonic anklets, and countless other things

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SexlessSoapSuds:1.5k,28 or 29kish Thank You Letter For Septemper 2008, Radioactive Red Raving Goggles

Unknown: Demonic Earmuffs, Heartstring,That 70's set (jacket, shirt,and pants), Bag of Win x2, Vampire Hat,Rock Hard (Demonic Mic),Nightmare Boots, Really Jacked Up Pants, Go Phones, Valiant Knight, Assassin's Guise, Freddy Claws, Four Horsemen,Majestic King Exalted Rook, Nightmare Parasol...and the list goes on I'm sure...



World domination is number 14 on James's to-do list. Number 15? Learn to play "Flight of the bumblebee" on the banjo.
When James was put on Santa's naughty list, James decided to forcefully relieve Saint Nick of his position in the present-hording and children-stalking business. James now owns a chain of Toys 'R' Us stores.
James can make mutes moan like wilderbeast.
The Eleventh Commandment: Thou shalt not ******** with James.
James thinks F.E.A.R. stand for ******** Easy And Retarded.
Once a cobra bit James' leg. After five days of excruciating pain the cobra died.
The human heart has four chambers. James's has forty-six.
Superman's only weakness is Kryptonite. James laughs at Superman for having a weakness.
James defines love as the reluctance to murder. If you're still alive, it's because James loves you.
James invented the word 'sexy' because people couldn't describe him with words.
If you google 'James' it comes up with thousands of pages about the art of being a legend.
Jamesaphobia is a fear of getting pwnd by James.
At the age of 18, most children grow up to find that James is their Daddy.
A horse once neighed at James, James got very annoyed and kicked it in the bollocks. It neighed loudly in pain then disintegrated into the floor.
James created a new sport involving chainsaws and babies.
James invented all the colors in the visible dimension of light. Except for pink. Chuck Norris invented pink.
A fellow dies,goes to hell, and is surpirsed when confronted by a room full of beautiful blondes and kegs of beer.He asks a nearby demon if this is really hell, and what was so bad about the place. "well, James is here."
James steals babies to make delicious baby milkshakes.
The Popular video game "Doom" is based loosely around the time Satan borrowed two bucks from James and forgot to pay him back.
James once beat a brick wall in a game of tennis.
The first death from AIDS happend in 1987, the victim was reported to have glared at James the previous day.
The Ice Age only occured because James was giving God the cold shoulder.
The Four Horsemen of the Apocolypse all pay James protection money.
The original title for Alien vs. Predator was Alien and Predator vs. James.The film was cancelled shortly after going into preproduction. No one would pay nine dollars to see a movie fourteen seconds long.
Ghosts are actually caused by James killing people faster than Death can process them.
James: the only person in existance that has honestly said, "Hand me that piano."
James once shot an enemy plane down with a finger, by yelling, "Bang"
Every action has a reaction, just like every satisfied woman has a James.
James can seduce a Nun in one minute flat.
The saying 'the whole nine yards' was originally founded by James' erection.
Even if it smells like chicken, tastes likes chicken and looks like chicken, if James says it's pork, then it's pork.
James is the strongest power-ranger.
Mack Feaver: the uncontrollable feeling or need that you "must" have and or sex James Mack

Hi I'm James...*grins*

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The Plot In You

Report | 04/16/2013 12:19 pm

The Plot In You

I miss you! );
RadioActiveXSmile

Report | 06/16/2009 7:11 am

RadioActiveXSmile

jyu seem very awesome. I'm not to judge but you seem like a really cool person. if the profile is who you really are. Bye Byez.
darkchaos_96

Report | 11/06/2008 10:29 pm

darkchaos_96

of course

and a donation can also do very good for me

please donate
shadow_neko_666

Report | 11/02/2008 11:44 am

shadow_neko_666

sure ^_^
SexyInsanePsycho

Report | 10/17/2008 3:10 pm

SexyInsanePsycho

oh
SexyInsanePsycho

Report | 10/16/2008 8:48 pm

SexyInsanePsycho

hmm kool,

so what Im I going though?

O_o
Angel Chortle

Report | 09/09/2008 6:40 pm

Angel Chortle

Hola!!! ^^ thats nice, if you want I can translate some stuff for you, thats how am learning Portuguese ^^'

Oh, ummm may I have your msm?? If not its okay! User Image

Ahh, thank you! I would really like that. I find you really cool too.
Angel Chortle

Report | 09/09/2008 6:22 pm

Angel Chortle

You made yourself a girl?? lol thats interesting. Your really good, gah I wish I hade that talent ^^......saddly I cant draw a tree so I have to buy avi art....so far I've been disepointed on the ones I bought.

Oh! I meant to ask, do you speak spanish??
Angel Chortle

Report | 09/09/2008 4:06 pm

Angel Chortle

Hmmm.....I dont know if your making fun of me or not......:stear: But yea! I really liked his hair.....btw yours is very cool. And your profile is amazing ^^ I like that song Please from Lude.

And did you do any of those avi art?? I read that you do, so just wondering.
genkichaos

Report | 09/08/2008 10:16 pm

genkichaos

Booga Booga!



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