My s**t. Listen or don't s**t head.
Well... here's my adivce, don't fall inlove. Don't think about love. When it tries to get in and take your heart shot it DEAD.
Or you'll end up a worthless, trapped, broken guy like me.
Same for girls..
My life...?
My name is Nick.
I have blue eyes, I'm skinny (last time I checked, oh wait no no I'm skinny) I'm tall, I have blond hair and what I would like to call a weird but fun act I like to put on just to bug you. I'm 18, I live in L.a. with my bestfriend in the world Jackie or how I like to call her J.R. The R stands for Rose, I have known her for 11 years and her father took me in (not my gf... God no). My parents hate me and gave me up for dead..... long story
sad .I'm looking for that one girl I want to hold in my arms and tell her I love her, however I haven't yet..... I like to skatebored, hang out with friends, chat, play guitar, sing (but I think thats how my sisters dog went deaf {not really I sing ok not good just ok} ) I go to school like any other guy, but you should know I suck at Italian I know nothing about it! Anyways I like to spend my days either hanging out with J.R. or my best bro Cade.... or ummm.... R.J.
If you have made a friend with me you have made (at least I think or I'm just going insane) a good friend. I will help you with anything you need help with. I will try to make you laugh, smile, have fun and just try with all I can to make you happy. I don't like to watch sports I think thats a waste of time, it's funner to play them than to watch
sweatdrop I play soccer, football (not as much), basketball I guess and anyother game that will come to me sooner or later *thinks* Jackies dad Mr. Nickels was like a dad to me, and when he died it was a blow to all of us...
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Christina KT's sister also did the same thing....she and i are Recovering in the hospital at the moment.....
and okay i kinda figured Jack would be doing that but its not to surprising seeing how she gets bored of Gaia i think easily...
how are you any way Nick ?
Good night nick and i hope your okay i miss you to much ='/
___with
_______Love
____________Vicky & Ashely
i'm sorry for causing you and her more pain i'm sorry for everything i did and said sorry that i even met great people like you and Jack i'm not worth anything to any one one thats the truth i guess this is good bye nick i might not be on after today .....
i love you and Jack .....take care of her for me i'm sorry for causing you and her the pain i did....
i know Lisa sounds like a nut but she's not a bad person you and Jack don't know her as well as i do i am actually close to her i know how she feels i know her pains her weakness .....
but Jack and you think that she is a replacement for Jackie thats not True i never will replace Jackie or any one if i did i couldn't even live with myself i would rather die before i did that even after death i still wouldn't do it because my friends my freaking family means everything to me...
i hate my life either way i'm not worth being here i don't have a purpose no one truly understands me and my feelings no one understands anything about me ....
take care of your self and Jack.....
she also told me all of the good things about you ^^
your a cool guy nick i hope you and i could chat some time i really would like to get to know you more
and you will be in my prayers every night as i know my family is doing the same *hugs gently* get better nick ^^
and its my fault that i am in pain....
hows your chances of survival Nick ?
and you derve so much better than the way i treated you the other day and i am sorry...
overall in a hospital recovering Just like you..
after Ashely told me what had happened i lost my self and put myself here and i was released yesterday but i'm back in here because of me ripping out my stitches and puting my head through my bed room wall....
overall tho i could be better just in pain.
how are you ?