The Monster in Me

I'm trying to get better, one day, one pill, one moment at a time. One doctor appointment, one thought, one action at a time. I've done wrong, I know I have, I hurt others, hurt myself, burned everything around me. I was engulfed in hate and just know, I'm trying.

One day I’ll face the Hell inside me
Someday I’ll accept what I have done
Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me
For now I accept who I’ve become
And now I see clearly

All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right