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I hav 2 lives.
1. im depressed and lonely -____-
2. IM RANDOM AT THE SAME TIME XD

Mood: Depressed and In love - Alphilion <3 3v!l_l33 lol been dating for 7 months :3 (lol my lucky numbah)
June 26th is our one year anniversary ^^

Current book: Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr

Bought in Gaia Art Shops ^^










Total Value: 990,309 Gold
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Item List:
Fallen Wish 2nd Gen.
Fallen Wish 7th Gen.
Fallen Wish 4th Gen.
Fallen Wish 7th Gen. X
Fallen Wish 7th Gen. X
Fallen Wish 8th Gen. X



Total Value: 56,568 Gold
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Item List:
Black Fur-Trimmed Bra X
Black Fur-Trimmed Underwear X
Tsunami KO Classic Coat X
Skull Eye Patch X
Rock Hard
Rock Hard
Drop Dead Gorgeous Stone Skull Choker X
Grim Witchling Broom
Grim Witchling Hat



Total Value: 246,462 Gold
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Item List:
Gimpi 4th gen. X
Spirit Falcon
#0000FF Complex Shirt
Black Eye Stripe Tattoo
Gray SKA shoes X
Silver BFF Heart Chain
Those Black 90s Gloves X
Black Workjeans



Total Value: 292,541 Gold, 8,200 Tickets
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Item List:
Gift of the Goddess X
Skull Eye Patch X
Silver Prince\'s Rapier
Winter Rose X
Purple Lace-up Cork Sandals X
Flashy Cut Off Shorts X
Enchanted Book 6th Gen.


Total Value: 261,881 Gold
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Item List:
Black Fur-Trimmed Underwear X
Gimpi 4th gen. X
Black Zoot Suit Tapa
Drop Dead Gorgeous Stone Skull Hairpin X
Black Kiseru X
Rock Hard
Devil Imp Plushie
Angel Imp Plushie X
That 70s White Shirt
Gray SKA shoes X
Striped Stockings X
Black Eye Stripe Tattoo


Total Value: 281,650 Gold, 8,200 Tickets
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Item List:
Gimpi 2nd gen. X
Silver Promise Ring X
Black Stockings X
Angel Imp Plushie X
Silver Prince\'s Rapier
Demonic Earmuffs
Soft Black Underwear X
Black Strapless Bra X
Jenny\'s Secretive Open-Toe Shoes X
Emo Glasses
Elegant Black Satin Coat


Total Value: 318,890 Gold
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Item List:
Prisoner\'s Shackles
Black Star Arm Tattoo
Midnight Black Sweet Lace Knee Socks
Midnight Black Sweet Lace Headband
Oculus Mythica X
Soft Black Underwear X
Black Strapless Bra X
Carol of Ol\' Ebenezer 2nd gen.
Prisoner\'s Ball and Chain
Demonic Anklets
Enchanted Book 9th Gen.



By Alphilion (a.k.a Kathy)

Called: Confession

You and I sit together on the bed of grass
We hold each other in the quiet afternoon
You kiss me so passionately that I fall backwards into the earth
As you lay on top of me, I wrap my arms around your neck
Our breathes are in sync and your hand wraps around my hair
As we let go, we pant from the lack of air, and finally, you say...
"I love you." You grab my hand and pull me close to you
I blush from the sudden action and I know that you meant what you said
Your final words made me feel safe and warm "I shall protect you...Always..."

Called: Protection

I and my love stay alone in my room while my parents yell in the night,
He holds me tightly whispering in my ear saying; "it's ok"
My mind wanders and focuses on the voices in the darkness.
He feels the tense in my body, and kisses my neck catching me off guard.
Thy tears drop down on my face and i weep softly in my lover's arm.
He kisses me passionately as I cry, he reminds me over and over;
"I shall protect you, at all costs." He and I drop onto my bed, still holding me,
as time passes by I eventually fall asleep....

Called: Pouring rain

I stand alone within the pouring rain, having both arms stretched wide to have the rain drop right onto me.
I get my hair and clothes get wet, as I think of my love.
All I could think of at that moment is his warm smile...but, now I think it's as though he hates me.
Then, all of a sudden two arms wrap around me and holds me tightly.
I panicked, turned around and slapped the person who was behind me.
The stranger didn't move, but just stared at me. As my eyes adjusted I noticed it was my love.
"Baby, what's wrong ?" he asked.
I didn't want to suffer, I was scared that he would leave and hurt me. I stepped back slowly and started to run away within the night.
I kept on running, hearing him chase me and call my name within the darkness.
The dirt turned into wet mud and I slipped and fell right flat on my face, I didn't want to look at his face so I acted as if I fainted.
He then, caught up, lifted me up and held my head right against his chest; not caring that the dirt is getting onto his shirt. He whispered,
"If I've caused you this much pain, means that I shouldn't have left you all alone in the first place..."
He then dropped to the ground and started to cry, putting his face on top of my head.
My body gathered his emotions and I started to cry as well.

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Shall love ever find me a true person...or will suffer with the lack of dignity...


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Garand Finale

Report | 03/27/2010 5:30 am

Garand Finale

You remember little ol' doomy?
Dominics_Boo_Bear

Report | 07/14/2009 9:38 pm

Dominics_Boo_Bear

hey kathy its karyn my gothrockfairy profile doesnt work anymore so i had to make a new account well how u beenive missed talking to u
B i d o 0 f

Report | 07/04/2009 8:58 pm

B i d o 0 f

KYASHII!!! xD
lmao its 12:00 at night and im bored

have u been using my account?
Nickybooh

Report | 06/17/2009 10:50 am

Nickybooh

-glomps-
Hunneh!
Im back! ;D
I missed ya!!
Zakery P

Report | 04/17/2009 2:35 pm

Zakery P

happy birthday biggrin
ilym heart

Report | 02/20/2009 11:07 pm

ilym heart

hey kathy it's drew, i decided to make another account after all, add me
Garethp

Report | 02/17/2009 5:16 am

Garethp

It's sad when people get hacked like this v-v
annibanni

Report | 02/16/2009 12:44 pm

annibanni

lol im richer than u again : D
Zakery P

Report | 02/16/2009 10:26 am

Zakery P

look at the drawing on my profile..totally amazing!!
Zakery P

Report | 02/16/2009 10:22 am

Zakery P

and emo..points at bag--

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My love, on this winter night, you hold me close and kiss me well.
Our kiss warms around us, burning off thy snow.
Happy Valentine's Day, my dearest 3v!l_l33+