Who Am I?

Who am I? Well, isn't that the question we'd all like to answer? Truth be told, I don't know who I am anymore, nor what I want. I see all my old dreams collapse before my eyes, yet down the long tunnel, new ones materialize. I see those who mean the world to me grow apart and new beings replace the voids in my soul. For what I once stood seems to be subject to constant change, seeing each new day bring about new disappointments and new betrayal, new satisfactions and new loyalty. I'm still a slave to my own mind, my logic imprisoning me in a dull, mundane existence, my sanity yielding irrationality and brash actions into high risk factors, calming the blood-hungering beast that lurks within the depths of us all. A once effervescent future grows dim, and what I have aimed to shape myself into becomes transparent, evanescent. The willpower I possess for motivation becomes an addiction for procrastination, the force of will to accomplish dissipating. And all the hatred I've come to muster over my years is only a nostalgic need for affection, a cry in desperation for a release from the hell of my overburdening solitude. Although I am not who I seem at first, not being the most loving, caring, heartwarming, friendly, or enlightening person, if you can brave the storm of arrogance, elitism, and sarcasm, you will find loyalty, trust, and open arms.

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XD lol