In a place of uncertainty where pain intertwined in the love you feel, surrounding your heart. Falling further than you realize, becoming someone you don't know. We all go there I know, but there is no going back once you have come to the realization of knowing you will never want to change. Sometimes it works sometimes.... my imagination gets the better of what may be left of the more sweet parts of the noises in my skull, that like to play with my mind especially at night. So in the end I am just the girl in the fading flower holding onto a red string that really cant hold me. The only thing keeping me from falling is my heart. He came along and pulled on the other end of my string he tied it to his finger and said we would never have to part, now when I'm afraid of drowning all I do is tug on the string attached to my heart.
Sometimes we cry for each other sometimes we cry for ourselves, but sometimes we cry together.We can never truly only cry for ourselves without crying for the other in turn.
Pain is what's left when there is nothing else to hold onto. It is also what we hold onto when we have everything.
The darkness that is in my soul only comes out when you rage the monster
within my sleeping heart, so let it sleep or you may realize it's too late,it already has a hold of your soul and is squeezing it tighter and tighter until you can no longer breath, the air becomes your own enemy and you are lost in the darkness that is now clouding your own heart.
If you never try what you think is impossible you will never be able to do the impossible.
Don't mistake a lie for the truth, but don't mistake the truth for lie.
To hide in plain site, is where I stay. No one shall discover what lies beneath the broken glass.
Sometimes tho I know it will hurt him, and bring him pain. I still run a blade cross my skin to feel the pain. I try not to I do, I just hope you understand. When I tell you I love you and I want to be better for you, I mean it please never doubt that.
When it rains I think of you, because the rain is better than any shiny day. I would rather have a million rainy days with you than one day of sunshine without my beloved. <3 I love you more than anything I have ever loved before.
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