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Last Login: 05/20/2015 9:10 pm

Gender: Female

Location: Everywhere

Birthday: 08/04

Occupation: Astral Worker

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3/15/15

I'm done with all negativity. Such a thing is fading from existence for I, the people I work with and the universe it self is forcing this to happen because none of the negativity that has existed in the past was ever a natural part of the universe. We are all going through the final purification process and I'm sure it's nearly complete.


We are now in the time frame to where things should start becoming renewed. Everything has been leading up to this and everything is getting into it's final position before the Event. To this day I still can't say that I am 100% right on everything I've always known and have believed in because I just don't have that like my beloved Heirrurum does.

All I know for 100% fact is that I am the beloved Companion for Life to my Heirrurum, the mother of all my children and that I have been taking part in this planet's liberation process since very near the beginning. And one more thing, that my intentions regardless of anything is for this planet to be 100% liberated and for everyone to be completely happy and free. I want to end all people's suffering and mine as well. Not only that, but to make it so that none of the past sufferings will ever happen again. I feel it is already working. I feel more so than ever that there will no longer be good or evil, just one way, the right and only way.

I was thinking of looking at some of my past entries from these last couple years but I just couldn't. There is so much fear, pain, and suffering in my old entries and art that I never want to see any of it again. I've said it before and I am saying it again, I never want to look back, not at anything, I only want to keep looking and moving forward and that's what I will do.

I've learned much in all my years but now it is time to let the past go entirely. What I and the rest of the universe went through on this is I believe was something of a preparation for I don't know what else to call it other than a perfect existence. In order for that to have happened, we had to go through the worst of everything so we could learn not to be that way ourselves and also to defend ourselves as well. But I don't believe defending ourselves will ever have to be a thing again after this is over. All we've done and accomplished will make it to where we will never have to live like this ever again nor shall anyone else on any other plane of existence.

I have forgiven every single person that has wronged me personally and anyone else. I am not looking back at any of the horrible things that has happened. That way it is fading from my memory for ever and never shall it come back again. I know many others are working the same on this and soon enough everyone else will go through the same and we will be even more so free from our past burdens.

I learned much more about the people that I once considered my/our enemies. I learned more about souls this way too. No soul can ever be completely corrupted or destroyed because it originates from source. Those people that have harmed us in the past where put through the same that we have been but they didn't know how to resist the trauma so they became just as ******** up as those that harmed them.

In some of my latest astral work I saw my self healing and freeing an ancient trapped soul that was encased in so much negativity it was disgusting to even look at. I converted and dispersed the negativity around it and freed that soul and it was able to go get reconstructed so it could start over again. This is what is going to happen with the other souls that are being called unredeemable. Again, this I could be wrong in but I feel it is true.

I don't know if I will awaken soon as my Heirrurum says I will but I believe it to be likely. I am feeling more and more shifts and have been having more dreams of awakening. I also trust in my love. Regardless, I shall not fear because I know this planet will get the help it's been needing for so long and should be soon. That means me as well. My main concern is that regardless of anything, the entire planet gets liberated, my main concern is not my own awakening.

Yes I sometimes fear and worry for myself and want to awaken very bad but, it can wait if it has to. I know I wont be left behind, nor shall anyone. Anything else is not an option at all. We are all one and we shall be together again.

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Beautiful_Angeline Report | 05/10/2015 4:55 pm
Beautiful_Angeline
I just quit your guild. It is way too dead right now. I hope one day it will become active. I am sorry that I am moving on. I hope you take care.
Have fun with your minecraft.

Bye bye.

Sincerely,
Beautiful_Angeline
Midnight-pop-clips93 Report | 05/03/2015 8:41 am
Midnight-pop-clips93
About you info.
Midnight-pop-clips93 Report | 05/02/2015 8:13 am
Midnight-pop-clips93
Your info is good and very long.
Broex Report | 05/01/2015 10:13 pm
Broex
Thanks, that means a lot.
And likewise, I'm always here to talk.
Broex Report | 05/01/2015 10:03 am
Broex
Ah...
I'm sorry to hear that.
I actually had my first breakdown in awhile yesterday, so I'm quite the wreck as well.
Broex Report | 04/29/2015 10:20 pm
Broex
Ahh, okay.
And fake how?
Broex Report | 04/27/2015 9:19 pm
Broex
Ah, I understand.
I was intrigued by the thought of a place paying people to do this.
Clearly not the case, but still very interesting nonetheless.(:

When you first started your astral projection, how did the world look then?
Excuse all the questions, but you've gotten me very interested in the topic.
Broex Report | 04/27/2015 3:26 pm
Broex
Interesting!
I've only been able to find myself in deep reflection when I'm using substances.
Where do you work as an astral worker, if you don't mind me asking?

Broex Report | 04/27/2015 11:23 am
Broex
Indeed, drugs are an effective approach towards a spiritual trip.

For awhile now I've been experimenting with shots of psilocybin to test its effects on self reflections.
As opposed to weed, in which I completely lost past images of myself, shrooms helped me see myself in a new light.
I only do this every so often... doing too often can lessen the effects of the psilocybin, but every time has been a pleasant journey into deep reflection.

I haven't attempted to journey anywhere outside of my own mind with shrooms, however.
Last time I had tried that with weed I had forgotten who I was, quite literally..
Fortunately I had very close friends at the time that helped me piece myself back together, but I still feel like a shadow of who I once was.

The thought of this leaves me a bit queasy, it was more shocking back then as it is now.
I was inexperienced and quite foolish, so I suppose I got what was coming to me.
Broex Report | 04/27/2015 6:23 am
Broex
/chuckle
No need to apologize for being who you are, then.

Hell, I have a bigger problem with drugs than I do drinking.
Not too good for my studies, but it makes me feel alright in the head.

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