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I am Joshua, my last name has yet to be determind, I am 20 years of age. I have absolutely no clue what life has in store for me. I am a nerd/geek to the fullest extent. I study miscellaneous things in my spare time, most of it useless nonsense. I love animals. I am a avid gamer. I do NOT believe in a god, but I DO believe to government is the cause of most of the worlds problems. Nikola Tesla is my historical hero. Dexter Morgan is my fictional hero. I am and have always been a dark child. I believe that people who follow famous people's lives like some kind of cult should be lobotomized. I spend most of my time pondering why people do what they do, my answer is: they are idiots. I feel I have lost what/who I am. I am not the same person I use to be. I have lost a lot of people in the past few years, some dead, some in jail, and some people just moved in life leaving my behind. I am down to barely a handful of friends, but I am trying to make the best of it. So far that isn't working. I guess that is it for now.

Yours sincerely,
Joshua.

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From the mind of a mental patient.

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Graham Ashe

Report | 07/26/2011 10:20 pm

Graham Ashe

Makes sense.I just got back into gaia not too long ago as well.
Graham Ashe

Report | 07/26/2011 10:16 pm

Graham Ashe

Thanks man.Just been one hella long day.Been trying to get these damn items on here then my mom drops a bomb on me.You wouldnt happen to have a neogaia hero or ultimate rival you dont want huh???
Graham Ashe

Report | 07/26/2011 10:13 pm

Graham Ashe

I dont know.She wouldnt say.She just said to not come around for awhile cause she just cant handle people,even family right now.
Graham Ashe

Report | 07/26/2011 10:11 pm

Graham Ashe

It goes.Found out today mom and kenny are seperating.
Graham Ashe

Report | 07/26/2011 10:06 pm

Graham Ashe

Hey there Josh,its pebbs brother Greg.
Tarrant le Sorcier

Report | 02/06/2011 8:49 pm

Tarrant le Sorcier

Just that I'm fairly sure there are no other Maddigan Kthanids on Facebook. If so, well...son of a b***h. sweatdrop
Tarrant le Sorcier

Report | 02/06/2011 8:38 pm

Tarrant le Sorcier

Likewise, my friend, likewise. I also have a Book of Faces. On there I'm also known as 'Maddigan Kthanid'.

Maddigan, from Hatter Maddigan, the full name of the Mad Hatter in the Looking Glass Wars.

And Kthanid, the 'good' brother of Cthulhu.

I should be the only one on there. xd
Tarrant le Sorcier

Report | 02/06/2011 8:29 pm

Tarrant le Sorcier

Eh. Booze, pot, LSD, shrooms, all that junk - they play their part in ruining lives. But in truth, people's choices are what mess them up. I've made a shitload of choices I regret. And while some of them may have been made WHILE I was intoxicated, I don't regret the choice to get intoxicated itself. But, hey, it's all a learning experience. Nothing is a waste of time if we learn from it - it's all building up to something. Our destiny will play itself out either way - our choices determine the condition we're in when Destiny brings us somewhere new.

Leastwise, that's the view I've adopted.
Tarrant le Sorcier

Report | 02/06/2011 8:17 pm

Tarrant le Sorcier

Eh. A lot's gone on. I think the last three years has been both the best and worst time of my life in a lot of ways. Just tryin' to leave it in the past for now - always remember, of course, but there's a time and place for all things, including things we don't want to do. And now is the time for me to put super-epic parties aside, let my friends do their respective thing, and figure my s**t out. It's been tough, but I got a good regime goin'. I work out, draw, I'm workin' on driving, gettin' ready to go to ITT. I even shower on a daily basis now. Crazy s**t.
Tarrant le Sorcier

Report | 02/06/2011 8:11 pm

Tarrant le Sorcier

Hey, I know you!

Heh, I'm alright, man. Livin' with my grandparents for a while, gettin' my s**t together, straightening myself up. Gonna get into a better position for myself, so that THEN I'll have an excuse to party a lot and waste my time. How's about yaself?