I imagine nicky a lot! I take him wherever I go. I try to text him and take pics for him as much as I can so he can feel like he's there too! Soon though my handsome man will be visiting me and i'll be able to show him all the places in the photos i've shown him and enjoy them even more!
I love this Nicky so very much. I think that he is a very wonderful man and I care about him so deeply. I wish I could come up with more creative ways to spend our time together while I'm not present in his real life. Each and everyday I get to wake up to a message, or a call from this very gorgeous man makes me happy and excited and I just want to have fun stuff to greet him with!
I know he can do it! He can rise to any challenge and triumph because he is my darling and my darling always does his best! And no matter what I'll always be here to greet him with open arms when he gets home to make sure he feels like the real winner he is ^-^heart
I feel bad when my emotions get the best of me. I'm not the best at handling when I'm hurt and I get really frustrated when no one else can make it better for me..It takes such a toll on me that I end up sleeping all day and end up missing out on a good time with my Nicky <3 I wish I was strong enough to not care about pety drama that I don't have any control over..but linnys are such sensitive creatures. *Curls up into his shirt* I'm really grateful Nicky tried to make this lil linoodle feel better. He's very kind and caring. But sometimes linoodle just needs to be held in his strong arms and pampered with attention for awhile like a little babe.
I'm always picturing laying on his chest. Even if I'm already there it's the thought that calms me the most. He took a very special place to me and made it as safe as can be and when it's time for Linny to sleepy that's where I go! I've always loved how perfectly I fit there and how I'm tiny enough that he can wrap his whole arm around me to keep me close. Sometimes I wake up when he's still resting, but I can never seem to move because he's so comfy! I feel like he knows it too because he'll wiggle more into me and use his free hand to hold mine and I just melt right back into sleeping >///u///<
Even though Linny isn't quite worth her salt yet, she still deep down enjoys playing against her man. It's funnest having his flirting being protecting her, but killing flirts are cute too =//u//=
someday though...SOMEDAY this nicky is going to have to watch his back...CAUSE LINNY IS GOING TO BE ON HIS BUTT! heart
He still makes me feel all twitterpatted like a young teenager! His voice still makes me tingly all over and his pictures still get me to blush redface And when he teases me...I still giggle like a school girl...heart
We've come a long way you and I. From the days of shyly exposing our faces to one another on camera and living in a fantasyland of "some day.." To enjoying the day together hand in hand. You still make me feel like I'm living in an anime dreamworld. With you as the witty, vividly literate, poised, handsome hero and me as the cutie, clutsy, obsessive, love-struck heroine. And I'm having the time of my life in this adventure with you~ heart