Ifeel as if I have been dangling on threads trying hard to steady myself as to not fall into the pit of despair. I can feel each thread unrivaling with the moments we're forced to be seperated from each other. But whenever I fear the break is nearing my handsome hero returns to my side and rescues me all over again so that the only place I fall is into his strong arms.
Despite the vast array of fun activities I've partaken in this month since my return to Washington I've found my enjoyment in them to be lacking. Paintballing, camping, fireworks galore, such big events and yet they pale in comparison to a simple day sitting beside you with a controller in my hand. You are the energy and driving force of my life. Fun is wherever you are.
The greatest gift is having you as my life partner. I absolutely idolize you Nicky. Your determination, kindness, vast skills, and soft soul constantly draw me in closer. Ilove learning from you. Withyour nurturing hands and overwhelming patience I've started to grow and blossom into a beautiful, confident, strong woman. A true force to be reckoned with. It's a steep mountain for me to climb, but I will push on knowing youwill be right up there at the top excited to greet me!
I'll keep trying my best to get there ,
Along last the day has finally come for me to return to you! You've been ever so eagerly and patiently awaiting my return and I can't wait to see that beaming smile on your face when I rush into your open arms. Each time is like the first time. I get the wildest butterflies in my tummy when the moment sinks in that soon my darling man will appear before me in all his glory~ Magic awaits us in this splendid new adventure! Take my hand so that we may face these upcoming days together as one.
My journey across kingdoms is a long and treacherous one indeed, but nothing could keep me away. I'm almost there my darling. I can feel your energy flowing through me stronger and brighter as the ground moves underneath carrying me closer to my love. I look forward to being embraced by my strong man tonight so that I may once again sleep sound and securely.
With all the love that emanates from my body and soul for you, Your Palpitating Princess♥
As I lay here listening to your soft breathing I can't help but feel bad for taking so much of your energy. You've been working so hard lately my love and I wish I could ease the burdens from your shoulders. I'm SO proud of you for getting up and doing your best everyday. You truly do inspire me in everything you do from work to Yu-Gi-Oh. All the walking you do and exercise you get..you motivate me SO much to get up and get going! I think it's time I start the workouts again I want to be in the best shape I can so I can keep up with you on ALL our adventures! c:
And as embarrassing as it has been for me I've really enjoyed sharing secrets with you. I trust you more than any other person in my life and I truly appreciate you being so open and honest with me even if it hurts a little sometimes ♥ I want to open up my entire self to you..let you see what's hidden in the deepest darkest parts of my body and mind, so that we may explore them together c;
You are wonderful Nicky. You are a strong handsome man and I adore you so much. The more I learn about you the deeper in love I find myself falling. The journey ahead of us on the path to absolute happiness is still going to be a tough road, but I'm ready to ride it out even when I feel like caving in I won't stop until our climax is reached~
I have always and will always love you,
I'm on this journey till the end!