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Registered: 07/25/2006

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Location: England

Birthday: 05/01/1992

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The first thing you should probably know about me is that I am my own person. Please do NOT label me. Plzkthx. :3

The next thing I will tell you, is that I am *female*, hence why my avatar is a *girl*. I am not a male playing dress up.

Thirdly, I am now nineteen years old. (:

I am not lesbian or bisexual, however, I have no problems with lesbians, bisexuals or gays. They are awesome people. As are Goths, Emos and random people. Generally, I have nothing against anybody unless, they hate me because I am a big person, or for no other reason that isn't stupid.

I enjoy writing, reading, drawing, singing, and acting. I LOVE Wolf's Rain ~ <3

Star Trek, LOTR, Narnia, X Files, Casualty, CSI, Law & Order:SVU, Primeval, Water Rats, Supernatural, House MD... Yadda Yadda... (This list is almost endless)... I enjoy most types of music, though I can do without Rap and Classical.

Take care, leave a comment, send a friend request, I don't bite. (:

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Elegant Veil - Anonymous - Thank you *SO* much whoever donated it! smilies/icon_biggrin.gif <3


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Xx_lil zach_xX Report | 12/18/2011 12:12 pm
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Arabian Sad Report | 12/22/2010 6:52 am
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We did it once last year, and we had fun regardless of it being 5-6 in the morning, so we're doing it again. I'm glad I'm not allergic to cats; we own 6 of them, and then my mom and one sister work around them every Sunday. : P

We're on break now; I'm already enjoying it a lot. I stood up late and slept in. : )
Arabian Sad Report | 12/18/2010 8:02 am
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It's always a bit hectic here around December. : |
But we'll manage like every other year; we're going to help take care of cats and kittens Christmas morning. : D
I'm happy with my Christmas avi; I'm Jack Frost from Gaia's current Chance Item, the Bitter Frost.
My sister aims to be the Sandman from the Chance Item, but it's gonna cost her a lot to get it done; I'm currently assisting her.
We think Jack & Sandy are super cute together, even if they did try to kill each other in the RIG. .__.
I'd love to see your Christmas avi, if you do one. : )

As for me, I'm doing good so long as school stays out of the picture. It hasn't been my cup of tea lately. I can't wait for the holiday break.
Arabian Sad Report | 12/17/2010 8:53 pm
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And here's my quick reply so you don't feel forgotten. December has been... fairly hectic.
But in the middle of it all, I managed to get myself a Christmas themed avi. You like it?
(No worries, I still have my Lee avi in storage.)
I need to find someone to be the Sandman...

How have you been?
Arabian Sad Report | 11/18/2010 12:42 pm
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Yeah, good for you. I'll approach my sister and start yelling, "Why are you ignoring me?! I know you looked at the PM I sent you! Reply to it!"

I know. It's just, I wish other members wouldn't horribly shoot me down when I TRY to be helpful to others. I know I probably don't have the best advice to offer, but I feel like a leech being there only to ask for their help without offering anything of myself.

I feel fulfilled knowing my characters tickle someone's interest.

I have scattered sections to my NaNo novel as well. The only part that's all in one piece and finished is the intro, and that's not even much. I like my sequel idea as well, but it looks short as it is; I don't have a lot thought out for it, heck, I shouldn't even be thinking about it. I haven't even finished the first part of the story yet.

Yes, I believe that's what people back during Edgar Allen Poe's time labeled anyone who acted like an animal or inanimate object; they were labeled crazy and kept in a mental institution. Though I don't intend to accuse him of being crazy, he probably would be kept in a hospital seeing how he would be of no use to anyone. I like the idea, but I don't know if I'd be interested in writing about it. I had another similar idea about Neji, but it would be too confusing. User Image

Yes, my sister is doing a lot better. She can't attend public school anymore, so she takes online classes. I'm jealous; she gets to stay home all day, but I see disadvantages in that as well.

Lee has seemed to cut down on it, then again, I suppose the two haven't made enough contact for him to start. Ok, in an estimated 20 years from now, I'll be sure to show you the finished product. : O
I can somewhat draw a headshot of Neji and that's it for my artistic talent.

She does do her homework on paper; rarely does she have any reason to do homework on the computer, and this only proves my point more. She comes home and instantly gets on the computer. Wow, that computer must have a powerful pull; she couldn't resist it at all...

I almost figured. Regular Show is a recently added series on Cartoon Network; it' about a blue jay named Mordecai and a raccoon named Rigby, and the episodes usually revolve around the two's personal life; it is one of the few CN shows to have profanity. Because of that, my sisters and I have decided that we have every right to openly say "piss" within our home because if the cartoon channel we grew up with can say it, so can we. : D
Oddly enough, my sisters and I are very attracted to Mordecai...
But it's an absurd show; if you prefer things with at least some level of seriousness, then I would not recommend Regular Show because it's anything but...
I'm just ranting again.
Arabian Sad Report | 11/16/2010 2:12 pm
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I only hold those kinds of grudges against my sister who occasionally ignores me on the internet; she can't get away with it because we live in the same house.

I had figured since my family doesn't show interest in assisting me with my writing, I would turn to Gaia for help. I was a member to a guild on a different account, but I switched my membership to this account. It's a guild that supposedly assists in developing stories and characters. I feel like I'm getting ignored or chewed out for having an opinion...

If you were that interested in reading the bios for my two characters, I have these links to my actual posts about them.
This one is Nicki, and this one is Leo. Mind you, there's more information on those posts than what my journal had.

I want to continue my story; I simply lost all desire and motivation to do so. Well now that I'm not rushing it, maybe it'll come out better? What's worse is that I already thought up of a small sequel for it. : P
And ideas for fanfics have been coming to mind as well. As embarrassing as it would be for Neji, I've been very interested in the idea of having Neji suffer a head injury and start thinking he's literally a bird, unnecessarily squawking and flapping his arms, trying to perch on everything and trying to fly which he obviously can't. I know, it's a cruel idea, but I intended for him to snap out of it eventually.

As for my sister, she's been doing better. I hope she can start living her life like usual soon.

Yes, that's a more appropriate term for it. One day I will manage to draw an image of Neji wringing Lee's neck, telling him to stop describing Sakura like she's an angel...

I have been saving my gold up for months to eventually buy a Steel-plated Ninja Band, but...
Lee no wears a headband on his forehead! That's my excuse for purchasing these eyes and this belt instead.

It actually insults one of us if the others do something with dad and leave them out, so he couldn't bring it upon himself to take us unless we were all able to go.
I just told her my sister that, although saying this will make me a hypocritical smart a**, it would probably help if she did her homework shortly after getting home from school so that then she wouldn't have to worry about it later. She's complaining that she's too easily distracted. By what? Vocaloid on Youtube?

This is random, but do you know about Regular Show?
Arabian Sad Report | 11/16/2010 12:39 pm
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[size=10]I didn't think you were intentionally ignoring me, just accidentally forgot. It happens.

And I do not hold grudges like that. : O

I've tried to approach my parents with them, but they always kind of shrugged it off. My two younger sisters read a select few of my things, but I can't say they ever did so willingly. And it's not just my stories; they can't seem to stand doing anything with me from watching a movie or playing a game. Excuse me, I need to have an emotional moment. :emo:
Ok, moving on.

Eye contact. To me, it's as if allowing someone to see into your soul, and that creeps the daylights out of me. It also makes me think that I'm giving someone reason to attack me.
[i]You just made eye contact with me! Now I gotta knock your lights out![/i]

You actually managed to read the journal I was talking about? I know I deleted it a while after I linked it, so I wasn't sure if you read it or not. I thought for sure you would be replying with a, "I don't see the journal!" or something along those lines.

So I have some disappointing news about NaNo. I've lost all desire to write my "novel". I had the inspiration last month and now it's all gone, but for me, that was only to be expected. October is my month of writing inspiration, but I wasn't allowed to write it then. Half of November has already passed and I only managed 5k words. I still love my story idea very much, but I just can't seem to sit and write about it.
It's also been a bad month lately. My one sister has been sick and unstable for weeks now. She's been to a psychiatric ward to the ER, and only recently has she been able to keep down anything she's eaten.

I hope she doesn't either, speaking of which, I wish Lee would drop all his supposed feelings for her. It's painfully obvious that he and Sakura will never be.

And thank you, I love my avi's eyes too. I decided to squander my saved gold. Now my avi looks even more like the image on my profile. : )

So you would not mind a rant about my sister's inconsiderate behavior? I'll try to keep it short and recent all the same though she's irked me for many years with it. Time is of the essence ( I have no clue what that phrase means).
I, though an 18 year old girl, like spending time doing things with my little sister because I have the mental age of a 7 year old. I would like for her to watch movies and Shippuden episodes with me, to play video games with me, to read my stories, but she moans and groans about it like it's a chore. Nowadays when I ask if she'll do something with me, she ignores me or keeps me on edge with her uncertainty until it's too late in the day to bother with anymore. She'll make promises to do something and then forget about it, using the excuse that she has a horrible memory. She'll say she has to use the restroom and then never come back. She tells me she has a busy schedule; to keep this short and simple, I'll tell you that she does not.

I have some fine examples. For weeks now, say since the beginning of October, I've been trying to get my sister to watch this movie with me. It's about something we both love very much, so I can't figure out why she won't watch it with me. Weeks ago she told me that she would, so I set up my laptop so we could both watch it, but she left the room and for hours I sat there alone, waiting... She went and watched a different movie, one that she couldn't even grasp and then proceeded to, what I'm guessing, watch Vocaloid on Youtube. I went to her, reminded her that I was waiting, and all she would do was smile at me stupidly. She recently claimed that she will watch the movie with me "in some point in time" and I must say I don't like the vagueness in that.

Let me offer some background information for this next one. Our parents are divorced in case you didn't already know. Our dad is away a lot due to his job in the Navy and he preferably lives far out of state where the rest of his side of the family resides. We rarely get to

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