story of a dope fiend
alright, updating this s**t again.....
it'll be a mess again... more so....
whatever, only like 3 people have ever read it anyways probably, and they know i'm random and weird, so ******** it.
first thing is first. i've been tied downs, my old whoring ways are a thing of the past.
VVednesdays has broken me, i don't know how she did it, but she made me want her, and only her.... well, and legato, we're working on that still
i love you, can we have sex now? can we? can we, come on... please? i'll be good to you, i'll make it feel amazing, just give me one chance baby, you won't be sorry
-bats eyes at you-
so just a reminder to everyone else, just so you're all aware.
so, i'm an old ********, i'm 27 right now. but i read at a 3th grade level, so that keeps me young
i've been here on gaia since early '04, on various other accounts.
gaia is a great escape from life to me, the people i've met on here are really special to me, and my friends mean the world to me. i won't always be the most chatty with people cause i am really shy and crap a lot of times.
but the people i call my friends on here are always in my heart <33
i'm a BC girl, lived in canada my whole life, most of the time has been in British Columbia.
i love the ocean, i could stare out at the ocean for hours and be happy doing it.
there is just something so beautiful to me about open water, and hearing the waves wash up on shore.... it's just amazing to me.
the fact a lot of my family used to be fisherman might've added to my love of water somehoww... i don't know... but whatever.
it don't matter! just sit me by the ocean and let me cuddle up with you and i'll be a happy Girl <33
My name is Mitchie, i was born Michelle, but i changed it cause i grew up with Mitchie as a nickname, and i had better memories with that name than Michelle. and i really just liked the sounds of it more.
and the thought of me is generally....
^that about sums it up.
i'll be wierd a lot of the time, and random.... so don't mind if i make sense sometimes. it happens.
i'm a little ADD or ADHD, or some kind of attention thing, i don't know... i never cared enough to learn, i'm not taking s**t for it, i just smoke it all away when i get too hyper and my mind is running away on me.
and i'm dyslexic.
so keep those two things in mind when you talk to me, i mind run off onto random subjects, and what i type might not look right all the time
so, ******** off.
i really don't post a lot anywhere, i mostly stick to PMs these days.
so if you wanna talk to me, that's your best bet <33
always feel free to PM me and start up a conversation, just don't feel too bad if i don't get back to you at some point, cause i do get sidetracked easily, and i forget to respond to people sometimes.
just keep harassing me, and it'll be fineeeeee
i don't really know what else to put here right now, hopefully i'll add more later but who knows.
so i'll leave it with a dream of mine.
the thing i want in my life more than anything right now.
what my body aches for, what my heart needs, and what would finally make me feel complete in life.
just to be able to kiss my two girls, one day.... i want to be able to, i dream of the day.