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Horus of Avalon

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Last Login: 12/03/2009 11:21 pm

Gender: Male

Birthday: 01/22/1992

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x r a w r s a u c e x 12/03/2009 12:02 am: -shakes head-
goodnight, horus.
x r a w r s a u c e x 12/02/2009 11:55 pm: i don't know anymore.
maybe i am ******** up.
x r a w r s a u c e x 12/02/2009 11:46 pm: i'm okay with me
until i realize that other people aren't
and it mainly just frustrates me.
because i want to be a desirable person
but i want to be desirable as i am.
do you know what i mean?
i want to be able to be myself, i don't want to have to change
but why don't other people see that i'm okay?
x r a w r s a u c e x 12/02/2009 11:36 pm: apparently being real isn't a good thing to people.
apparently being honest about myself isn't a good thing to people.
apparently actually being myself and not someone else isn't a good thing to people.
x r a w r s a u c e x 12/02/2009 11:30 pm: pretty much true.
:/
michael just HAD to rub it in my face this evening how he went on a date tonight.
and i hadn't even said anything about it.
and he's all, WELL LOOKIE HERE, MISSY. LOOK HOW AWESOME AND HOT I AM.
and i'm like, .__. go ******** yourself.
and i can't even draw. for s**t. nothing.
i can't do anything right.
x r a w r s a u c e x 12/02/2009 11:25 pm: nothing.
i fail at everything.
i fail at life.
x r a w r s a u c e x 12/02/2009 11:17 pm: shut up.
i'm trying to draw my avatar.
as i seethe.
x r a w r s a u c e x 12/02/2009 11:10 pm: because you're weird.
-sigh-
x r a w r s a u c e x 12/02/2009 11:01 pm: sick.
x r a w r s a u c e x 12/02/2009 10:55 pm: -sigh-
you're so sweet.
.__.

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I'm trying to get 500 white inks... Help me?
323/500
Red, blue, and green inks/bugs are also appreciated.

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'Till the end of night."

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I'm what you would call a survivalist. I enjoy the beauty in simplicity and servicability, and if it looks good well that's just an added bonus. I am readily friendly and talkative, and given time I will become as loyal an ally and friend as you could want. I am mentally armored and immune to verbal and visual abuse, but once I realize you are going out of your way to burn your bridges with me I can become your most hated and, worse than determined, immovable enemy. I am, however, as quick to forgive as to see the good in others, so a simple sorry will often fix things up even better than they were before.

I am a bit morbid at times, and sometimes even inflamatory, but it seems to me that this is often not so very bad a thing. I can always be counted on to tell the truth if I am asked; I may not answer but I will not lie, and I, possibly naively, expect the same from others. If you feel I am out of hand or have hurt someone's feelings, please set me right and be patient. I can only get better if I know what I do wrong.

Sometimes I get a bit malevolent and agressive, but we all have our days. I just want to get along as I go along, and enjoy myself along the way. Talk to me, and I'll talk to you back. We're all just human.