True XD
You think too many things I do are adorable when they aren't >,<
Whats adorable about a stuttering man that can't speak his heart? What's adorable about a man that yawns and people think he's a dog ><
Mr. Alexander also says that I should go up north to hunt and fish and leave you behind. he said to "have a good time"
He doesn't realize I can't have a good time if you're not with me lolz.
And that's fine, pick on me all you want. But as long as I don't start stuttering again I am fine. Anything that had an I in it when I was around you seemed to be my worst enemy >_> lolz.
See, now I know you're making fun of me XD and it was more like three, but whatever. rolf.
I was nervous! You could have asked me out too ya know. Why's it always gotta be the guy that asks out the girl >_>
I barely got my words out when I finally did ask you out. lolz.
But look! The stuttering and stammering has stopped XD
I know you would baby^^ I love you.
And... I am pretty sure they would send you to an all girl school and hope you don't turn lesbian if you left them to come be with me around the clock XD Of all the times for our anniversary though... why did it have to be Christmas? XD that's like the worst for us. lolz. Well, until about 3 years from now. Then it will be fine.
But don't you see? All I need in this life is your love and I shall be as happy as anyone could ever be. You have given me my life, and so my life is yours. You have taken away my pain, so any pain you bare is mine to help you with. Anything that happens in my life, through every bad time and harsh words and empty threat thrown at me from others, they all mean nothing. because with you by my side, nothing else in the world matters. You have everything thing I need and everything I could ever want and everything I could ever dream of having right there in your chest and in your head. Your heart, that simple rhythmical beat of intoxicating innocence that lies within, that smart witty quick minded manner that lies in your head, the sweet and innocent talk of a burdened beauty. These things that keep me up at night, afraid to fall asleep from fear that sleep will cause me to wake to a reality void of you. These things, are all I could ever ask for. And even thinking of asking for anything more from you would seem to greedy and selfish for my mind to stand. I could never ask for anything more, because my life sits inside that chest of yours, and my breath breathes from lungs that are not mine, my mind thrives off thoughts that are shared with another's. My heart beats with the rhythm of the heart inside your chest, for our hearts have become one as have our souls. If ours should ever sever, it would be only pain to follow, for only half a being would remain. If I were to ask for anything else from you ever, if I could have just one gift, it would simply be that you stay here with me and lay in my arms forever.
Then you are blind my love, for what you have given me, the invaluable love you have given to me and that you have allowed me to feel for another far surpasses any physical object that I could ever hand to you. No amount of praise is ever just to you, for the words I speak are simply my words and though I mean them, there is no way I can prove them to you but to hold a mirror in front of your eyes and hope that over time you come to see that you are the image of true divinity. The one single being that could ever be truly divine in every single way. Simply by allowing me to gaze at that impeccable beauty, you have given me more than I could ever dream of, simply by pressing your hand against mine and speaking those three simple words, you have given me more than I could ever dream of giving to you.
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Not me.
http://img376.imageshack.us/img376/2875/listennj8.png I have this really cool colored hair. I'm actually a brunette, but it's shiney, so everyone thinks it blonde. And it has golden highlets. Plus, it's all natural. It goes all the way to the bottom of my sholder blade.
My eyes are hazel, though. What's strange, is when I wear white, green, and a few other colors, their actually green; compared to when I wear black, blue, and grey, when their blue. They have this darker sun/circle around the pupil as well.
I'm tall for my age, but the shortest person my age and up in the family.
I have one of the hardest to follow brains ever though. I can go from thinking of crayons to remembering Mercedies, my best friend in the third grade who I havn't spoken to since.
Have fun when you meet me, and if you don't, I'll make sure you have fun sometime.
I am X years old and I plan to stay that way untill October. Then, I will be X 1. If you can't tell, I'm a bit of a math deeb. Though, it doesn't matter because if you look at me, or talk to me [except for Hiddi!] you will think I'm X 3. That's just how it's been my whole life.
No matter my age, there are a few quotes that will live with me forever:
Live and let live.
Don't loose sight of your light.
Never give up.
Screw hugs, I'm tackling you when I see you!
I love you.
Look forward to the morning, it might bring something worth living for.
I think your amazing, now deal with it.
Family I've got a family now! Yays!
Okay, this is my family from my point of view. [As in, whom I talk to and are friends with.]
Mommy: Ambie434
Other/Unknown/Those I don't talk to: [Note: No Links for them. XP]
Lord of Palkia - Dad
Nannerz (-Vagtastic-) - Aunt
Jaxcam - Sister
TehXDrunkenXSuppie - Sister
HeavenlyFall - Sister
kitten99336 - Sister
xXtoast - Sister
Tailam - Grandfather
hcmonkeyroxx - =Grandmother
shadow k9 - Aunt
Bishoujo849 - Aunt
twilight zeifer - Uncle
wolfpuppy_101 - Uncle
iHOLYHAM -Sister
Andrew<3 Recently I have fallen in love harder then anyone my age ever should, I think. I am head-over-heels, give-it-all-up, I-will-marry-this-guy, I'd-do-anything-for-him, Forever-Love, in love with him. His name is Andrew, and he is -hands down- the most amazing guy I've ever met.
He's smart, humble, slightly insane, funny, but perfect for me in almost every way imaginable.
When I'm with him it's like the outside world doesn't matter anymore. I don't have to worry about the future, and no one else matters, but he and I. When we're together, nothing can stop me from smiling -except my parents. I've been told that when I talk about him to friends, my eyes "Glitter and shine." All of my friends can see how in love we are, just by standing near us. Gosh, I wish I could get him off my mind once in a while though, because when I'm in class trying to finish a test and he pops into my mind, I get so distracted! Not that it bothers me, untill I look at my grade anyway. >.--
Still, I plan on marrying Andrew as soon as I turn 18 -well, according to a certain friend of mine, it will be 7 months after I turn 18. lol. Man am I in love.
Avi Art Mentions:
Bytheway..
This is me:
And so is this, but I'm not wearing eyeliner, so my eyes are super shiney.
And so is this, but I'm not wearing eyeliner, so my eyes are super shiney.
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fun fun? lolz.
Try to have fun baby.
I love you too.
Bye
Alright.lolz. guess that means no falling asleep on the phone again tonight? XD
Is Jade sleeping over?
Alright^^ Don't know if my messages went through. Your phone can go on yahoo though if nothing else you can use that.
True XD
You think too many things I do are adorable when they aren't >,<
Whats adorable about a stuttering man that can't speak his heart? What's adorable about a man that yawns and people think he's a dog ><
Mr. Alexander also says that I should go up north to hunt and fish and leave you behind. he said to "have a good time"
He doesn't realize I can't have a good time if you're not with me lolz.
And that's fine, pick on me all you want. But as long as I don't start stuttering again I am fine. Anything that had an I in it when I was around you seemed to be my worst enemy >_> lolz.
See, now I know you're making fun of me XD and it was more like three, but whatever. rolf.
I was nervous! You could have asked me out too ya know. Why's it always gotta be the guy that asks out the girl >_>
I barely got my words out when I finally did ask you out. lolz.
But look! The stuttering and stammering has stopped XD
I know you would baby^^ I love you.
And... I am pretty sure they would send you to an all girl school and hope you don't turn lesbian if you left them to come be with me around the clock XD Of all the times for our anniversary though... why did it have to be Christmas? XD that's like the worst for us. lolz. Well, until about 3 years from now. Then it will be fine.
But don't you see? All I need in this life is your love and I shall be as happy as anyone could ever be. You have given me my life, and so my life is yours. You have taken away my pain, so any pain you bare is mine to help you with. Anything that happens in my life, through every bad time and harsh words and empty threat thrown at me from others, they all mean nothing. because with you by my side, nothing else in the world matters. You have everything thing I need and everything I could ever want and everything I could ever dream of having right there in your chest and in your head. Your heart, that simple rhythmical beat of intoxicating innocence that lies within, that smart witty quick minded manner that lies in your head, the sweet and innocent talk of a burdened beauty. These things that keep me up at night, afraid to fall asleep from fear that sleep will cause me to wake to a reality void of you. These things, are all I could ever ask for. And even thinking of asking for anything more from you would seem to greedy and selfish for my mind to stand. I could never ask for anything more, because my life sits inside that chest of yours, and my breath breathes from lungs that are not mine, my mind thrives off thoughts that are shared with another's. My heart beats with the rhythm of the heart inside your chest, for our hearts have become one as have our souls. If ours should ever sever, it would be only pain to follow, for only half a being would remain. If I were to ask for anything else from you ever, if I could have just one gift, it would simply be that you stay here with me and lay in my arms forever.
Then you are blind my love, for what you have given me, the invaluable love you have given to me and that you have allowed me to feel for another far surpasses any physical object that I could ever hand to you. No amount of praise is ever just to you, for the words I speak are simply my words and though I mean them, there is no way I can prove them to you but to hold a mirror in front of your eyes and hope that over time you come to see that you are the image of true divinity. The one single being that could ever be truly divine in every single way. Simply by allowing me to gaze at that impeccable beauty, you have given me more than I could ever dream of, simply by pressing your hand against mine and speaking those three simple words, you have given me more than I could ever dream of giving to you.