About

Okay, now, before you decide to have me in your friends list, there are a few more things you need to know about me:

1. I am a big Fullmetal Alchemist fan, best if you're not an extreme hater of the series.
2. I'm not a big fan of Naruto, I don't appericate critizing nubs who bring people down because of this.
3. I'm not the happiest person alive, but I won't complain to you or anyone, but having someone to talk to would be nice.
4. I'm horrible with grammar, please don't tease me or hound me about it. ^^;; It gets on my nerves, I really try my best to use decent grammar to the best of my ability. Simple correction wouldn't count as teasing or hounding.
5. I tend to get very emotional. Usually, during the you-know-what or anything. You decide how to deal with this.
6. My avatar changes with my mood. There are three main outfits I may choose:

-Emo/Sad Snow- My avatar is in dark clothing. You may see this many times when looking in my profile.
-Girly/Happy Snow- My avatar is in light/pink clothing. Truthfully, this avatar may only show once in a blue moon.
-Casual/Neutral Snow- My avatar is wearing her usual clothes, which is a black tanktop, teal skirt, and grey coat. This can mean many moods other then sad and happy, but it shows up mainly for if I'm content or neutral. Best way to tell my mood while my avatar is dressed like this is to take a look at my status message.

The fourth outfit is an extra outfit, which is a cosplay outfit or, if there's a holiday coming up, is Holiday Snow.

7. Be sure to check my status before looking at the outfit to tell my mood. Sometimes, I may be too lazy to change the outfit. XP Also, my status usually contains quotes from anime or tv shows, or lyrics from songs.
8. Fill free to comment in my comment board! ^^ But I must warn you, I tend to not tolerate anyone picking on anyone in the comment board. If you don't have anything to say to me, or to anyone else for that matter, first time starts with a warning, second time results in an ignore.
9. I put music in my profile. If you would like to suggest a song, I would be happy to put it in the list for you. If you would like to learn how to get music in your profile, IM or comment me.

"Where was the equivalency then!? What have we gained from our losses? It's always been a one way current, a series of us giving into the void. Everything's been taken from us!" Edward Elric, Fullmetal Alchemist

"We'll just have to hope our powers are good enough to help us rise above our own limits... 'Cuz we're not gods... We're humans... Tiny, insignificant humans... who couldn't even save a little girl..." Edward Elric, Fullmetal Alchemist

"I had it in my mouth, Maes. And I couldn't pull the trigger, I was too afraid to end it..." Roy Mustang, Fullmetal Alchemist

"Equivalent Exchange is a myth, a contrived order to give sense to a world that has none." Dante, Fullmetal Alchemist

"The only difference between us is that I can feel pain." GLaDOS, Portal

"To be, or not to be, — that is the question: —
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? — To die, to sleep, —
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache, and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, — 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; —
To sleep, perchance to dream: — ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come,
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office, and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death, —
The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn
No traveller returns, — puzzles the will,
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know naught of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought;
And enterprises of great pith and moment,
With this regard, their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action." Hamlet, Act III, Scene I of Hamlet

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Snowraichu


These are songs that match me, or part of songs..

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
~"Gotta Be Somebody" by Nickelback

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me
~"The Unforgiven" by Metallica

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives
The door cracks open but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining
What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?
~"The Unforgiven II" by Metallica

So low the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So you bring this poor dog in from the rain
But he just wants right back out again
I cry into the alley way
Confess all to the rain
But I lie, lie straight to the mirror
The one I've broken to match my face
~"Low Man's Lyric" by Metallica

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't be long
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not to late
It's never too late
Even if I say
"It'll be alright"
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cuz it's not to late
It's never too late
~"Never Too Late" by Three Days Grace

I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out, find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
~"Inside Out" by Eve 6

I reach to the sky
And call out your name
And if I could trade
I would
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it stings
Yeah it stings now
The world is so cold
Now that you've gone away
~"Gone Away" by The Offspring

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything,
so I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
'Cuz it's all misunderstood
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around
~"It's Not Over" by Daughtry

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't runaway, no you can't runaway
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't runaway
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away
~"For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic" by Paramore

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me
'Cuz we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cuz we just wanna be whole
~"We Are Broken" by Paramore

We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below, and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken
I try to patch things up again
To calm my tears and kill these fears
But have I told you, have I?
I'm not going
'Cuz I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
When it might save you
~"Miracle" by Paramore

We had fire in our eyes
In the beginning, I
Never felt so alive
In the beginning, you
You blame me, but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't want to hear it anymore
I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore
~"Let It Die" by Three Days Grace

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, everytime I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not too
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try too
~"Over and Over" by Three Days Grace

I need to run far away
Can't go back to that place
Like she told me
I'm just a big disgrace
Lied too much
She said that she'd had enough
Am I too much?
She said that she's had enough
Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home
So now I'm standing here alone
I'm learning how to live life on my own
~"On My Own" by Three Days Grace

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight
All the time
Nor could I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time
How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know
~"Decode" by Paramore

I'm never gonna dance again
'Cuz guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though, it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better then to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So, I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
~"Careless Whisper" by Wham!

You, you got me
Thinking it'll be alright
You, you told me
"Come and take a look inside"
You believed me
In every single lie
But I, I failed you this time
And it feels like tonight
I can't believe I'm broken inside
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight
Tonight
~"Feels Like Tonight" by Daughtry

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late
Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late
~"Call Me When You're Sober" by Evanescence

Look, here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself, lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
~"Everybody's Fool" by Evanescence

You're too important for anyone
You play the role of all you long to be
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone
But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
You can't escape
You think that I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone
But where will you go
With no one else to save you from yourself
You can't escape
The truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't abandon everyone
You can't escape
You don't want to escape
~"Where Will You Go?" by Evanescence

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice, it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
~"My Immortal" by Evanescence

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding to tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cuz everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right infront of you
~"Numb" by Linkin Park

(Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)
(Called to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Handfull of anger, held in my chest
And everything left's a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else's more
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood, sweat, and tears
The uphill struggle over the years, the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it, just like you
~"Nobody's Listening" by Linkin Park

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
'Cuz I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
~"Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Park

Everyday, I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else, yeah
LA told me, "You'll be a popstar
All you have to change is everything you are"
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me
Doctor, doctor, won't you please prescribe me somethin'
A day in the life of someone else?
~"Don't Let Me Get Me" by P!nk

I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again, but she's being a little b***h
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run, just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear, you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
~"Just Like A Pill" by P!nk

When someone said, "Count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone"
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still, you said, "Forever
And ever"
Who knew
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you, my friend
What happened
~"Who Knew" by P!nk

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...
~"Missing" by Evanescence

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care
I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care
I don't care
I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But you're eyes see right through
That's all they do
I'm getting tired of this s**t
I've got no room when it's like this
What you want of me
Just deal with it
~"I Don't Care" Apocalyptica Feat. Adam Gontier

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
~"Leave Out All The Rest" by Linkin Park

The whole world is different, now men have died
You can just sense this feeling in our eyes
Like no one's hands are big enough
To hold on to this fear
And no one's hands are strong enough
To fix what happened here
Lead on to save me, lead us all there
Find me some answers, one nation beware
Can't tell the difference between myth and man
Or what's necessary or where I should stand
So do we dare now
Raise our voices loud
We're searching for something that cannot be found
I hear open mouths
And I see open hands
But the blinded and silent, I can't understand
~"Words, Hands, Hearts" by Yellowcard

Man, we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
It's worse in here
The world slows down, but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part, where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
~"I Hate This Part" by The Pussycat Dolls

And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And everytime I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it. Well, can you feel it
Well, I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
~"You Oughta Know" by Alanis Morissette

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
"Where'd it all go wrong?"
But the list goes on and on
And truth be told, I miss you
And truth be told, I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
~"Gives You Hell" by The All-American Rejects

I hear a voice say, "Don't be so blind"
It's telling me all these things
That you would probably hide
Am I your one and only desire?
Am I the reason you breathe
or am I the reason you cry
Always, always, always
Always, always, always
I just can't live without you
I love you, I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you
I can't live without you
~"Always" by Saliva

Just let me say one thing
I've had enough
You're selfish and sorry
You'll never learn
How to love
As your world disassembles
Better keep your head up
Your name
Your face
Is all you have left now
Betrayed, disgraced
You've been erased
~"Bitter Taste" by Three Days Grace

It comes alive
It comes alive
It comes alive
And I die a little more
It comes alive
It comes alive
It comes alive
Each moment here, I die a little more
Ooh, I die, I die, I die a little more
Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Treats me this way
And I wait for this train
Toes over the line
And then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away
It takes me
Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away
Get the ******** out of here
I just wanna get the ******** away from me
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
It hate it all, why? Why? Why me?
I cannot sleep with a head like this
I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I wanna hate it all away
~"The Unnamed Feeling" by Metallica

Take time to realize
That your warmth is crashing down on in
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you?
But I can't spell it out for you
No, it's never gonna be that simple
No, I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize, what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize, what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now
~"Realize" by Colbie Caillat

And I've lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on
But I know
All I know
Is that the end's beginning
Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced
All this time spend in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over
There's a light
There's the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer all
Yes, his love will conquer all
Yesterday, I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
~"Shattered" by Trading Yesterday

You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now, to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man, pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time
You'll never know why your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know
~"Stricken" by Disturbed

I never thought
I'd feel this
Guilty and I'm
Broken down inside
Living with myself
Nothing, but lies
I always thought
I'd make it
But never know I'd
Let it get so bad
Living with myself
Is all I have
I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like
I'm frozen in time
Living in a
World so cold
Wasted away
Living in a shell
With no soul
Since you've gone away
Living in a world so cold
Counting the days
Since you've gone away
You've gone away
~"World So Cold" by Three Days Grace

I always knew that you'd
Come back to get me
And you always knew that
It wouldn't be easy
To go back to the start
To see where it all began
Or to end up at the bottom
To watch how it all ends
You tried to lie and say
I was everything
I remember whne I said
"I'm nothing without you"
Somehow, I found
A way to get lost in you
Let me inside
Let me get close to you
Change your mind
I'll get lost
If you want me to
Somehow, I found
A way to get lost in you
You always thought that
I left myself open
But you didn't know
I was already broken
I told myself that
It wouldn't be so bad
Pulling away, you took
Everything that I had
You tried to lie and say
I was everything
I remember when I said
"I'm nothing without you"
~"Lost In You" by Three Days Grace

I ignored the signs, opened every door
But I couldn't find what I searched for
I try to fight, but I turn and run
Every move I make is the wrong one
You patiently waited for my next mistake
I know it won't be much longer
You waited 'til I sobered
You came when you knew that the game was over
I didn't even want to be found
But you chased me down and broke in just when
I was done believing
Spun me 'round so close now
I can feel you breathing
Sunlight burns inside and
I feel so alive and
Help me now, tell me how
How can this last forever?
You gave me so much more
Then I could ever ask for
But I turned and followed
A road that left me hollow
And you still waited for me to come back home
You brought me home...
~"Forever" by Red


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Senora N E O N

03/05/2009 1:55 pm

Senora N E O N



WELL

I was thinking...

Laquisha Laurence if its a girl

and..





Lofondodahaiji if its a guy ;D





Such awesome names, ikr?



Lofondodahiji = Low-phone-Doe-Day-I-Jay

;D

Senora N E O N

03/03/2009 7:51 pm

Senora N E O N



What are we going to name her?

='D
Senora N E O N

03/03/2009 7:46 pm

Senora N E O N

Well..

Shoot..

-pregnant?-



I hope its a girl >D <3
Senora N E O N

03/03/2009 7:39 pm

Senora N E O N



Just talk, silly!

like

HELLO!

Or

HOW ARE YOU?





Or, better yet



-RAPES-
Senora N E O N

03/03/2009 7:36 pm

Senora N E O N



Hmph.

About time god dammit xD

<333
Senora N E O N

03/03/2009 6:42 pm

Senora N E O N

Hey You<3
KittyCabbie

02/27/2009 6:36 am

KittyCabbie

Rawrs
Senora N E O N

02/13/2009 7:51 pm

Senora N E O N

I send you comment.

Love me.
Eduwardo-sama

12/27/2008 6:28 pm

Eduwardo-sama

Snow, you're avvie got sexah ;D I mean! Hi! ^^ I'm not blind!
SnowBuizel

12/27/2008 12:25 pm

SnowBuizel

YOUR PROFILE IS SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!>< GOSH SHADOW IS AWSOME! you should make a slide show or something of Shadow while Numa Numa is playing! Bye!

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