The short version of my biography.
Hi. I'm Aqib. Guess you want to get to know me.
I was born in Bangladesh, your standard 3rd world country. My parents pretty much gave up most of their youth to come to America so I could get a proper education. I've wasted most of my highschool years doing mediocre work. Not very thankful, heh.
I'm 17. Sometimes I feel I'm aging too slow. Sometimes I feel like I'm aging too quick. I have no real life goals, I don't know what I want to do for a living, I can't even affirmatively say what I'm passionate about. It's pathetic. I see Life going on constantly all around me but I'm trapped on permanent slow motion. Everything happening in grayscale; I'm watching my own funeral.
I'm agnostic, I guess. My parents tried to force-feed me Islam most of my life. Can't hide from reality though. I don't care if Jesus rised out of the Bermuda Triangle and knocked on my front door. My lifestyle would remain unchanged. I don't need a ******** "book" to govern my life. I use common sense and my own system of principles.
I live in New York. Big city of extroverts. Literal torture for an introvert like myself. Right I'm incredibly shy in real life. I was bullied up to like 11th grade when I realized there's no point in caring. I'm incredibly socially awkward. I can be quiet and reserved or loud and energetic. Depends on the setting.
Now for the physical. Untamable short black hair, glasses, 5"7.
I'm an INFP. If you don't know what that is, look it up. And take the Personality Test. You may learn a bit about yourself.
I randomly feel depressed. Not really randomly, I guess. Few things happen utterly randomly. I think too much about things. Maybe I don't think enough. Maybe I don't think. I feel like a empty shell most of the time as cliche as it sounds. I desperately need a soul mate. Or at least someone who listens when I talk and genuinely understands. I've never opened up fully to someone in my life. I've had my parents and best friends come close, but my true nihilistic character works in the shadows. I'm a very lonely person. That's just the type of guy I am.
Hits: Video games, biking, music, physical activity, writing, reading
Misses: Anyone who consciously/unconsciously inflicts mental pain on another human being, any subject I don't find interesting, opinionated shitheads who have superiority complexes
Music: Nu Metal, Alternative Rock, Indie Rock, Techno/Trance, some Rap, Hip Hop/Trip Hop, some Pop, Synthpop, Brit Pop/Rock, Jap Rock
My favorite bands include Linkin Park, Modest Mouse, Coldplay, Panic At The Disco, The Killers, Enter Shikari, Bloc Party, Emancipator, Nujabes, shing02, Fort Minor, Imogen Heap, Daft Punk, The Strokes, Avril Lavigne, My Chemical Romance, Saltillo, Asian Kung Fu Generation, and DJ Tiesto.
Assorted facts: My favorite color is green. I find myself attracted to intellectuals. I'm straight. I love pretty faces. I lipsing on the subway to my iPod. I like World History and Environmental Science.
Oh, and did I mention I'm half-depressed almost all the time? Though you won't usually be able to tell. If you find me interesting in the least, drop a hey-hey. If you find me so repulsing you feel like eating glass, drop a comment anyway so I can sexually harrass you.
Over and out.
Waste some pixels
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Nicely done.
If I had a feather for every time Daddy said that I could fly away.~
Awwwww.
;D
Too bad you're there, I'd make you speak Mandarian.
;D
If I had a feather for every time Daddy said that I could fly away.~
Well, only if you publish it.
Eh, I gotta go. It's been nice talking to you.
And you need to breathe in some different females too, non?
;D
If I had a feather for every time Daddy said that I could fly away.~
There's a job like that. Sort of. My uncle works in the U.N. and he goes everywhere to make reports and stuff.
Hold on, is there a reason why you'd want to write about your travels? To make a book? Or just like a diary?
"Accidently".
Riiiigghhttt.
xD
After this is all over, I don't know what I want to do.
I want to travel, but I don't know for how long and how much money I'll have.
Knowing me, I'd give up and just start working off the bat.
If I had a feather for every time Daddy said that I could fly away.~
Haha =D ok... o.o
Sorry, I just ate dinner.
Anyway, Bangladesh sounds intense. Do they have cows running around too? Like India?
And what are you planning to major in, by the way?
Well ganji will be the flight that you're travelling with.
Until we middle class can afford space ships.
Apparently sex is more of an exercise than exercise itself, so go for it?
xD
After college, maybe I'll be more laid back too.
Or more serious.
I can't tell at this point. Haha.
xDD
If I had a feather for every time Daddy said that I could fly away.~
I hate essays too. D:
I'll be glad when I'm done with college that I'm done with essays too.
Are you feeling any better today?
If I had a feather for every time Daddy said that I could fly away.~
What if you become reliant on that drug?
And yeah, I'm sure I can get through it. It could be worse.
I think that's all I can tell myself right now to feel okay.
So was your day pretty bad today too?
If I had a feather for every time Daddy said that I could fly away.~