In a solitary moment, away from the wild public, I contemplate the things I've committed throughout my complicated life. Discovering the goods and bads. No matter how big or small, it will teach me well. Pinching is my only sensational punishment that I am confident and willing to do. Indeed I am different.
I'm not perfect and will never be. I'm just another human being so I will die. I believed that I will find someone to love, believed that I can fly with my own set of beautiful white wings, believed that I can be perfect...but how can I ever be so wrong? My unfulfilled dreams and wishes will never become a reality. Though I don't deserve these beautiful wishes for I am a a horrid, clumsy, blunt, wretched young girl. I cannot recall that it is all my doing for becoming who I am now. You taught me how to hate and regret instead of love and care.
I am blind. I cannot see the goods in most people. Obviously we are all liars. If you deny it, try to prove me wrong and you will fail.
There are things that you`re better off not knowing. if I'd never known these things, I wouldn't have suffered so terribly. But I came to know these things and kept living on my selfish, blinkering little life while I destroyed everything. It's amazing what stories, and feelings I have can be left untold.
Although I am horrid, I don't want to hated. I'll give you what I have to make you happy. I can be really blunt from time to time but they`re for your own precious benefit.
However....I regret regretting because I came to understand completely. I have to stay committed for the one I truly want to be with... I understand now...I'm inlove. It's amazing how those feelings can changed me... it's also amazing how much it can hurt till the point I have to destroy myself. This is... the complication of young love. ... but all I can say is 'Thank you.' even though I know that it's not enough. I still have my friends and family who cares...and you. Tell me what you need. I'll give you everything I have.
Dᴙᴇaᴍ\'s Cᴙᴇᴀτioᴎ , I love you.
I love you .
I'm coming home in a few hours .
If you want, i can ditch my house and come meet you up somewhere and embrace myself towards you for
an hour or two then we go home .
or smt.
<3.
That Day...
This is just another day
Another day to go away
Under those tree we stayed
When everything was okay
That sweet sweet embrace
The sweet trail we traced
When you held my paleface
In my memory, I cannot erase.
to do. Indeed I am different.
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a long time ago
OMG! I love ur Profile! XD
that's really cool.
hahaha, I do that too, I'm not that kind of kid that wastes his life away inside 24/7 in fact I just got back from a parade downtown.
Thats awesome, nothin much really
school
homework
Everybody Hates Chris
bed
pretty boring daily schedule but hey, that's life.
Well hey there, long time no chat.
How've ya been? ; )
knock knock
tam....i dont remember your profilr being so long xDD
ur gorgeous but ur profile is real long
I love you .
I'm coming home in a few hours .
If you want, i can ditch my house and come meet you up somewhere and embrace myself towards you for
an hour or two then we go home .
or smt.
<3.