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GNGTNT105 12/05/2009 8:23 pm

thanks for they buy hon

Kunoichi Kazayu 12/01/2009 8:31 pm

Sorry for the late reply. I wasn't on all thanksgiving break, even though I didn't celebrate it.





I kind of admire how he's able to be so outgoing at mysterious at the same time. I've always been afraid to take risks.. I can't help but think everything through in my head without taking risks. They say that it's better to regret doing something than to regret not doing something, and that's the case in my life a lot of times. I was about to write him a note, but I couldn't find the words... I read it over and over and it just doesn't sound right. I can tell when he's feeling pressured, he's pretty much an escapist.. I'm guessing he didn't want to deal with my misery after breaking up with me so he sent a friend instead? I've researched a lot about the cappy/pisces compatibility myself. I need time, but unfortunately it's not something I have at the moment.. You see, I recently found out that he's going to move out of state in 2010. I don't know how soon or how late, but it devastated me.. On the bright side, we're able to talk just a little now. He's not afraid to be himself around me anymore. I'm starting to think he's completely over me.


There's this one song that's quite popular--Fireflies by Owl City-- it was 'our song'. I was supposed to sing it for a talent show but everytime I hear it, I want to cry Dx. Sigh. I'm still thinking about writing him a note.. Probably a goodbye note.. I'd like to spend as much time with him as possible before he goes..


Thanks so much for your support, though! Your advice does put me at ease. I don't have that many pisces friends, let alone friends that like astrology.

crimson_october 11/27/2009 6:01 pm

thank you for your purchase

leo724 11/23/2009 10:30 pm

I LOVE your avi





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Kunoichi Kazayu 11/23/2009 6:35 pm

Thanks for the encouragement, haha. This entire comment would have been way long, but I was away from the computer for a while and then when I confirmed the comment, I was automatically logged out. When I logged back in, it brought me back to the 'Add Comment' page with the entire comment deleted. Gah.


I'm pretty pissed about it, so yeah.. This comment lacks some detail because I forgot what I said for the most part.





I find it incredibly unique for a guy to look like a guy but act like a girl without being completely gay. I'm the complete opposite, a girl that looks girly but acts quite boy-ish. Yeah, I think I should have called him over the weekend also, now that I think about it. I guess I figured he'd be alright because he's extremely outgoing and goes out every weekend. On this particular weekend, he was going to a rave. I didn't even know you could go to the club at age 14.. even though I'm not really to blame, I can't help but feel really guilty. I don't know if it's my capricorn pessimism or if it's just me. I often find myself swearing that bad things always seem to happen to me at the wrong times. Yeah.. Pessimism x_x. It's a little bit hard for me to balance out alone time for a person and when I should be there. I tend to scare people away when I smother them, and this is the first time I've given someone so much space. Right now, I'm hoping we can just start fresh as friends. I would ask, but it seems he's still kind of nervous to talk around me. I don't know if this means he still has feelings for me, or if he's just nervous because of the feelings of uneasiness he gets from the fact that we used to be together. He didn't really give me a reason when he broke up with me. In fact, he didn't say it to me. He sent a friend to tell me he didn't want to be with me anymore. Yeah.. I know. MANLY, right? haha.





So what makes you say that he's probably sad too? Right now, he seems pretty happy on the outside. I kind of do want to show him I still care, but I'm afraid he'll kinda freak out and assume I'm trying to get back with him. Honestly, I'd just like to settle things so we can talk normally. I'm feeling okay now, I don't know what I'll do. I don't think waiting around for something to happen is an option, in this case. Which is what I do most of the time. Again, sorry for the sort-of-short comment, stupid auto logout thingy!

ichigo_hallow_bankai 11/23/2009 11:18 am

lol yea ive talked to her


got her phnoe too


but i guess she didnt get the hidden message

ichigo_hallow_bankai 11/23/2009 11:05 am

hey joua

Kunoichi Kazayu 11/22/2009 10:07 pm

Uhhh... I'm failing.. Probably all the important ones. Social studies, Algebra1, Chemistry, Language arts.. Eeek. Not good..


So.. I like to read about astrological signs and stuff, and my boyfriend who isn't my boyfriend anymore happens to be a pisces.. Like you.


These aren't my opinions, so I hope this isn't offensive.


According to the internet, pisces are feminine, moody, sensitive, and tend to contradict themselves often. They're usually super outgoing in front of all but that one person they're crushing on.


So i've been connecting these facts with my boyfriend who isn't my boyfriend anymore, and yeah. He is feminine. In fact, he's um.. Bisexual. Moody? Definitely.. When he's happy, he's extremely happy, and when he's down he's very, very depressed. The sensitive part scares me a little. He's kind of sponge-like, absorbing the emotions of people all around him. I didn't want to be sad around him.


anywho, here's how it went.


last friday, he was upset about something. I wanted to be there for him, but I didn't want to be up in his face about his personal problems. I asked him why he was sad, and he told me it was about two of his friends not getting along, and he avoided me all day afterwards. So on saturday, I was getting worried. I thought 'Okay... Maybe he needs his space.' So I was afraid to contact him all weekend. I didn't want to be 'clingy' or 'obsessive' or 'desperate'. That's not me at all. In the middle of all this, I got sick and was on about three different medications. It was stressing me out. I didn't go to school monday. I went to school on tuesday still very sick, but I just had to see him. I didn't want him to see what was on my mind though, so I didn't talk to him. He probably was thinking I didn't care, or that I'm boring, or I'm being cold and distant, but that's not it at all. I thought of him all weekend as I lie in bed coughing myself to sleep! And he broke up with me that day. I wanted to apoligize and explain everything, It didn't even matter if I got him back or not. I just felt so guilty! But when seventh period came, I couldn't even look him straight in the eyes. Since his mood can easily change, the last thing I wanted him to be was sad. So when I got home, I told my mom I wouldn't be going to school the next day, and my sickness just got worse and worse with each day. So up until now, I'm still sick, but better, and I haven't been to school since tuesday.. yeah..


So, since you're a pisces, how would you look at this situation? It seems like a sort of an immature situation or that the guy is a jerk, but he isn't really. I'm a capricorn, by the way!


Colds are super common here in alaska.. I hate it!

s3xy_3m0 11/20/2009 5:18 pm

haii yh dude!!!Thx for buyin!!!Yh rock !

Kunoichi Kazayu 11/17/2009 9:41 pm

yeah =D! Been busy in the eighth grade, Kind of failing classes >.<. Typical boy problems, and I've recently caught a cold.


On the bright side though,... Eh. There is no bright side. Not really. But yeah. I feel alright. How 'bout you?