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"Live not in fantasy, but in reality for when you loose sight of what is real, you loose sight of what matters in life."

~ Amorpheous

"Memento Mori."

~ Latin for "Remember you are mortal.", "Remember you will die.", "Remember you must die.", or "Remember your death."

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Amorpheous

Amorphous - adj. Lacking definate shape or order, with no pattern, lacking organization or predictability.

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Glass - An amorphous solid which has been formed by quenching a glass forming liquid (or melt) through its glass transition temperature sufficiently fast that a regular crystal lattice cannot form.

Break, breaks, breaking, broke. 'Glass, broken heart, broken mind, crystal, happiness, fallibility, inability, changing, changed, chained, chain, pain, if only, impossible, probable, insufficient, unable, better, worse, shard, broken, glass.' Offer me your heart. Offer me your soul. Make me feel like you love me. Let me pretend that you love me. If only you knew.

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"Expect nothing, but expect everything. In that way, you can't be disappointed or taken off guard."

~ Amorpheous

"I am not upset you lied to me. I am upset that from now on I can't trust you."

~ Friedrich Nietzsche

"Absence of evidence is not evidence of absence."

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: 09/25/2009 1:31 am

Princess.Of.The.Darkness

Thanks For the Buy^^
: 08/16/2009 1:53 pm

Athena127

Cool avi!
: 06/20/2009 12:09 am

heartpinkie

> >> >> >>read this!!!! PLEASE > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> >> >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> >> >> >> >>ok i know u hate this crap when people send you things > >>like this > >> >>but trust > >> >> >>me i mean trust me i will never lie too any of u....this > >> >> >>this is freakin scary its sooo crazy and it > >> >>works but u > >> >> >>have too belive in it.. soo good luck lates > >> >> >> > >> >> >>DO NOT SEND THIS BACK TO THE PERSON THAT SENT YOU IT!!! [not a > >> >>good idea] > >> >> >> > >> >> > >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>thursday october 6, 2005 > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>here just do it > >> >> >> > >> >> > >> >> > >> >> >>most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I > >> >>received this > >> >> >>letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, > >> >>and within a > >> >> >>week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy, > >> >> >> > >> >> >>this > >> >> >> > >> >> >>really > >> >> >> > >> >> >>works!!!! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>************************************************

************* > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> > >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna > >> >>be with 3 > >> >> >>times! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>************************************************

************* > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week > >> >>and say it > >> >> >>to your self 6 > >>times!! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> > >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 > >> >>times!!! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> > >> >>------------------------------------------------

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> >> >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> >> >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last > >> >>chance. Now pay > >> >> >>very close attention this important message! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> > >> >> > >> >> >>Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those > >> >>kinda chain > >> >> >>letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864 > >> >>and if you > >> >> >>break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing > >> >>these > >> >> >>stories. > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>First Example > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she > >> >>got this > >> >> >>same chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid since > >> >>kindergarden. > >> >> >>when she got this mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She > >> > >> >>just > >> >> >>thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her dad got > >> >>fired and > >> >> >>her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent the letter > >> >>none of > >> >> >>that would have happened and her mom would be alive. > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>Second Example > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had > >> >>glasses, was > >> >> >>short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of your total > >> >>dork. He also > >> >> >>received this letter and sent it to 51 people in the hour. Now, > >> > >> >>like > >> >> >>Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd grade. The next day > >> >>after > >> >> >>sending the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever since > >> >>3rd > >> >> >>grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out, and of > >> >>course, > >> >> >>she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew up and > >> >>married > >> >> >>each other to live happily forever. > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>Third Example > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked. > >> >>Listen to > >> >> >>this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just > >>getting on AOL to > >> >>check his > >> >> >>mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek > >> >>either. he was > >> >> >>just normal. He > >> >> >>saw he had mail from his friend. It was this exact letter. Now > >> >>Jordan > >> >> >>Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what could happen if he > >> >>didnt pass it > >> >> >>on. He simply pulled a few friends from his buddy list and sent > >> >>it along. > >> >> >>The next day, about that same time, he got a phone call. It said > >> >>he had > >> >> >>won the lottery! then his dad came home and bought him a new > >> >>bike! His mom > >> >> >>bought him Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him > >> >>a new > >> >> >>computer, and his best friend gave him tickets to the concert he > >> > >> >>wanted to > >> >> >>go to, Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new > >> >>tv from his > >> >> >>aunt! He was goin' wild! the next day his secret crush asked him > >> >>out, and > >> >> >>they have been going out ever since. > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather be, > >> >>but thats > >> >> >>up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats only > >> >>me. We all > >> >> >>want what we cant have > >> >> >>but now's ur chance to go out withthat special somebody ur > >> >>waiting for. > >> >> >>Take it or leave it. If you send this to- > >> >> >> > >> >> > >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... > >> >>forever!!!!! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... > >> >>ONLY!!!!! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>15 people- your crush will say they like you > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>20 people- your crush will ask you out! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>25 people- your crush will kiss you!! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>30 people - Your crush will have sex with you > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>35 people or more- > >>All of the above!! > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >> > >> >> >>Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have everything u > >> >>wanted, and > >> >> >>more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any friends. Well theres > >> >>an answer > >> >> >>4 everything. It's simple, just go in a chat room, pick some > >> >>names and > >> >> >>send away! but here's the catch..... you only have 1 hour
: 06/06/2009 2:50 pm

fiendpyrotica

Thanks for buying (late response) ^-^ Hope you got something good from the gee boi heart
: 03/10/2009 3:44 pm

Mazele

Yay! Guud guud ^^

Hehe, well if you ish, then Twi supposes that she should hold this avi for a bit, nuu? xD

Twi never could make red go very well in her avi's. They always turned out to be the same thing, yush. @.@
: 03/10/2009 1:25 am

Mazele

Twi dun mean to be a distraction.

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well, Twi hopes it dun affect your grades and stuff, nuu. Grades and homework and stuffs ish important too, yus. (: Sankyu though for teh compliment though Twi likes Oni's avi muchly too, yus ^^ But Twi can't draw that well. T.T
: 02/28/2009 9:55 pm

Hiroki.Lunar

Nyaha, I'm so clever. =u=

I am doing the same. It seems like a really long day for some reason.
: 02/28/2009 9:36 pm

Hiroki.Lunar

MLE is online!

How are you this lovely evening?
: 02/28/2009 7:12 am

Novaske

Ah, I see now. XP I could definitely understand why that would get annoying as all hell. And I seriously do not understand how Bella does survive.. seriously, she's got this major stalker thing going on, first sign of danger everyone goes "Hrmm.. I bet you anything Bella is getting attacked by vampires right now.." It is very strange...

I've been sick this entire winter and part of fall.. The cold really doesn't like me. Though I could've sworn my immune system was better than this once upon a time... Hrmm...

I ish glad you ish doing good though =D
: 02/26/2009 9:06 am

Novaske

Oh God.. You joined the anti-twilight guild.. Excuse me whilst I hide in phear of the almighty Amorpheous.

-actually read and enjoyed the Twilight series for what it was, even though Bella was annoying as hell-

Anyways,

How has ye been? =P

-dances to ze Evanescence music on your profile-