Heyy you. My name is Sydney.
I'm female, adolescent, outrageously pale, freckled, green-eyed, and straight edge.
I am emotional, romantic, in the scene, imperfect, loveable, obsessive, hilarious, creative, interesting, complicated, understanding, cluttered, opinionated, strong, one-of-a-kind, LOUD, impatient, caring, secretive, harsh, and affectionate.
I do not and will not ever smoke, drink, or do drugs. I mean if you're into that, that's cool I guess, but don't do it around me and DO NOT try to get me to do it.
I'mma freshman at HCHS.
It's okay, I guess.
Music is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I'm a concert junkie. I've been to so many shows.
There is nothing better than seeing your favorite band live.
July 30th and November 19 were the best days of my life.
I've hugged every member of All Time Low.
And I cried afterwards, haha.
I love Alex Gaskarth. No, I'm not a fangirl.
But oh my god that man is amazing. And so freaking cute.
My top five favorite bands are All Time Low, A Rocket to the Moon, Mayday Parade, Family Force 5, and Brighten.
If I'm friends with you, we're most likely friends for life.
Or at least a very long time.
I'm loyal, caring, respectful, loving, and I will always try to be there for you. I mean it.
I have a lot of ridiculous fears, and I don't want to die.
Well. Maybe it isn't death that scares me.
But wasting my life sure as hell does.
I'm good at giving advice. I love helping people.
Music and love can cure ANYTHING [only if you let it].
I wish people would all just be a lot nicer to each other.
'FREE HUGS' is wonderful.
Spongebob is my all time favorite cartoon ever. Besides Rugrats.
I think about true love, marriage, and babies a lot.
Gay people are the best.
Oh yeah Obama. !
I love gory movies. Zombie movies too, but they give me nightmares sometimes.
Hot chocolate > coffee
Coffee is yuck.
I love bandanas, hipster scarves, necklaces with long chains, big sneakers, skinny jeans, and jackets with fuzzy hoods.
I love what I like to call "bandana/hoody boys". You know what I'm talking about.
I'm a cat person, all the way.
I eat ramen noodles almost every day.
Glamour Kills is bomb.
Zune > IPod
I'm not into cliques, chliches, labels, or judging.
I try to be friends with everyone.
Just because I'm not rich or popular does not mean I'm not a good person.
I'm in a relationship with a boy, a relationship I didn't think would happen again.
And I'm really glad things worked out.
I don't know where we'll end up. And I certainly don't know what the future holds.
But I know that right now I love him and that's all that matters.
I'm just taking it a day at a time.
I think I'm the only person I know who doesn't like Blink 182.
And I'm also the only person I know that thinks Adam Sandler is sexy. bahaha
Okay so I think what I'm typing here is starting to get a bit ridiculous. So I think I'll stop here.
Keep in mind. I'm not perfect by any means.
I cry over stupid stuff.
I care too much about people's feelings And sometimes ignore my own.
And yeah, maybe I love music too much.
But if I do say so myself, I'm pretty damn awesome.
At least I live my life with no regrets.
And no, living with no regrets does not mean sleeping around
lighting up
or drinking it down.
Living with no regrets means smiling, loving, caring, helping, relaxing, laughing, staying sober and clean.
Loving yourself, loving those around you, and damnit, if you mess up, it's not that big of a deal.
No matter how bad things may seem, they will always get better. Always.
That's one thing I can promise you.
This is the only life you have.
And in the words of Alex Gaskarth.
"Love yourself so no one else has to.
And if they close the gates before you
Find a way to climb them."




I am Sydney. I am adolescent. I am female.
But most importantly I am human.
Love me or hate me, it doesn't matter.
I still love you