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favorite colors: forest green, blue, brown, auburn
best hot dog: hebrew national!
best superfood: spinach! it's SO good for you! icon_biggrin.gif
favorite cheese: colby jack! mmm!
favorite tv shows: south park, animaniacs, House MD
other tv shows i watch: heroes, jay leno, ellen, lost, oprah, reno 911, scrubs, 20/20, star trek, jimmy kimmel, that '70s show, abc world news now... whatever the hell is halfway decent & on regular broadcast
games/websites i play: ma bimbo, psypets
favorite non-game sites: wikipedia, howstuffworks.com, youtube
favorite comedians: george carlin, jim gaffigan
favorite songs: "you gotta be" by des'ree, "hotel california" by the eagles, "building a mystery" by sarah mclachlan, "when i come around" by green day, "you learn" by alanis, "because you loved me" by celine dion
music genres: adult contemporary, modern rock, classic rock, alternative rock. i'll listen to almost anything as long as it's not full of cusswords, sex, and/or violence (like some kinds of rap or metal), or repetitive high-pitched noises/beeps (like techno/trance)
update: ok, honestly, 99% of music just annoys me lately. it's all about relationships that are perfect. either that, or breakups. i can't stand to listen to it due to my own messed-up relationship. *sigh*
favorite celebrities: alan rickman, tina fey, adam carolla, dr. drew pinsky, jimmy kimmel, penn & teller, steve carell, felicity huffman and william h. macy (long live their hollywood marriage!)
female eye candy: salma hayek, eva longoria
male eye candy: hugh grant, liam neeson, alan rickman
sexiest voices: alan rickman, jeremy irons
favorite fictional characters: samwise gamgee, severus snape
description of me: down-to-earth, honest (sometimes to a fault, but ******** it. i prefer the truth to fake, polite bullshit--at least online or among friends), reasonably intelligent. ok, that stuff was positive. here's the negative stuff: emotional, neurotic/negative, underconfident, anxious, sometimes depressed, easily irritated, and critical. (don't you wish everyone told you their faults right up front?)
looking for: fellow [social] anxiety sufferers with whom to commiserate. real human beings who feel real human emotions (and show it), who can humbly admit they don't know everything as they go through life's trials.
future career: elementary school teacher
reason(s) for chosen career: i truly believe that a career as a teacher is the best way for me to push myself to be the best person i can be. i am always always on my absolute best, bravest, kindest, most patient behavior to set a good example for the kids. the days i spend with kids can be physically tiring, but emotionally, i am energized, motivated, and my heart is full. nothing beats that feeling! icon_heart.gif

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knittingwits

08/28/2009 3:43 pm

knittingwits

o funny lol
Kakashi_The_Second_X

06/26/2009 4:50 pm

Kakashi_The_Second_X

np
Altered_Universe

06/26/2009 12:34 am

Altered_Universe

I guess he is just embarrassed about some of his choices in life. In my opinion, that's the kind of thing people think about on their death beds... because of the fact that people keep so many regrets inside and those regrets in turn, weigh them down spiritually. If he doesn't want to talk about it, that's fine, he just has to understand that he needs to let it go if he won't let it out. He may never tell anyone about those things either, but I think you should maybe talk to him about letting his past go so that he can move on to the future with a clear mind and a clean slate because that kind of burden is a heavy burden and believe me, I know it quite well. Well, I like to discuss things so don't thank me for sharing my thoughts, I thank you for listening.
Altered_Universe

06/02/2009 11:50 am

Altered_Universe

Well, they way I see it, I say what's on my mind. It's funny how uncomfortable it can make some people with how open I can be XD The reason why most people aren't open is because of the fact that they think that no one else has ever gone through what they're going through when in reality, no one goes through anything alone. There should be a universal understanding that nothing's really private because of the fact that there are so many others who share our struggle. You shouldn't feel shut out and rejected when people get mad at you for asking them that kinda stuff, you should just realize that those people aren't comfortable with themselves enough to be open with others. Well, the reason why I was so nice to you was because you were just curious and wanted to try to help me, I am not going to scold you for no reason. If people would just be more open and kinder to one another, life would be so much easier and the world would be a better place. When my fiance is condescending, I tell him right to his face what he is doing and tell him not to talk to me like I am a child. We don't deserve to be talked to that way, that's why we should stand up for ourselves, if they really do love us, they'll understand. I feel like, I shouldn't shorten what I am writing just to get my point across quicker, I say what I mean and I enjoy writing things well.
Harajuku Guy

06/02/2009 12:24 am

Harajuku Guy

Thank for the comment. I blame the Telecommunications Act of 1996
Altered_Universe

05/29/2009 6:16 pm

Altered_Universe

Hi Ariel, I know you were just concerned so I am not taking it personally. Thanks for the compliments ^_^

I think the main reason why it bothers me about what he said so much is because I feel like if that's how he feels, than he doesn't know me as well as he thought for one. And for two, it's not so much how he said it, it's the fact that he says it all the time and the way he says it to me. He can be very condescending when he talks to me at times when he shouldn't get like that at all, if he maybe just talked to me like I was an adult or treated me like one, things wouldn't bother me nearly as much, but it's hard when your fiance treats you like a child. You see, having a relationship like ours, we're supposed to communicate with each other and be honest. He shouldn't tell me that he's fine with the situation when he is so obviously not.

Honestly, it's not really a luxury to stay home all day, every day. It can be quite hard since I am here completely alone for the greater part of the day with no one to talk to and not much to do. Besides the fact that I clean this house every day and he acts like I do nothing all day. Sometimes he will pull out the hurtful "and what do you do all day" like i'm just sitting idol all day and not caring weather I live or die. I honestly wish I had a job, I really do, I would be grateful to have one right now. It's not so much a luxury when you realize that everyone is depending on you to keep the house clean, even on the days that you are feeling sick or down and out. You don't get sick days when your out of work, so there is no luxury. Not that I mind cleaning, I do it for a particular reason and it's not to keep everyone happy, it's to keep my friend angel, which I live with happy, because she works hard all week and she pays all the bills here. Other than that, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't clean at all, except for maybe something to do. It's not really the fact that I hate cleaning or anything like that but, my fiance acts like I make no contribution to the house we're living with and he acts like my job isn't hard. Well, in reality yes what I do is considered a job, and it can be hard... especially when some people don't realize that it takes patients and determination to get these household things done every day.

No, I don't have kids, but I have taken care of kids for other people, I was practically my cousin's daughter's mom because her real mother is incompetent and wouldn't even pass up a night of partying when she knew her daughter's birthday party was the next day. I may not have kids yet but, I know him and I aren't ready for them yet and I wouldn't put a child in this situation because of the fact that we're not exactly millionaires at the moment. There's no reason for him to be concerned with finances, we have no real bills. I started being nicer to him and i'm trying to talk to him about it without ratting the person who told me what he said. It's just that he doesn't tend to take my feelings into consideration for things like these, especially when they concern me. I know he doesn't deserve being treated like that and that's why I stopped being a jerk to him, it's just hard knowing what he said and how he feels when he won't even talk to me about it. As far as me not having a lot to do, I can only say, I wish. There's a lot to do here, i'm responsible for getting these things done, not to mention I watch the dogs all day because when there's no one else around the dogs can be quite bad.

I do have a good relationship and a good situation, don't get me wrong. Believe me, that wasn't nearly the worst thing he's said to be, he can be quite cold from time to time. We do talk things out, it's just that I don't know how to approach the subject when he doesn't even know that I know yet. You have to understand, people say things when they're arguing and he can say some heartless stuff, but what he said the other day was unprovoked and unnecessary to be brought up in the first place. I understand that I have something great, it's just that I wish he knew that I don't sit around on my a** all day, it consists of a lot of s**t to do and it can be time consuming. He shouldn't assume that just because I don't have a job that I never leave the house.

Also, I know that you only want to be helpful but, you shouldn't assume what I have going on is that great either. So I don't have kids... I want a baby, and yes I know how hard it can be from personal experience. It's not like you can return the kid, and they're there every day, they wake you up, no matter how much sleep you haven't gotten, they always need you and there's no breaks for parents. I can't have kids right now though because of the fact that I don't have an occupation so that I can support the child either. That's even harder, because I love kids, and yes I know what it takes to have kids.

Also, you don't understand that even if I got a job, he'd probably complain about things around the house not getting done, but wouldn't lift a finger to do them himself. There's one thing you have to understand though, he just assumes that I do nothing when infact, i'm busy almost all day on some days. He assumes that what I do is easy when in reality, that's not the case, he doesn't even try to see things from my point of view. He always talks to me about how he's worried that i'm depressed too, even though i'm not depressed and I haven't been in a while.
Bunneh Bear

05/29/2009 5:53 pm

Bunneh Bear

Aww thanks! I like yours too!
Eialani

05/25/2009 5:30 pm

Eialani

Thanks for buying from my store
Silver Nephilim

05/25/2009 5:16 pm

Silver Nephilim

I don't know. o.O;
KemyRight

01/25/2009 5:55 pm

KemyRight

Thank you!

I like your avatar. The color scheme is sweet!

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