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xXMiss AsphyxiationXx

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Last Login: 11/28/2009 12:00 am

Gender: Female

Location: the garden of broken dreams and suicidal tendencies

Birthday: 02/01

Occupation: Scene maker

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Poem/song of the week ... "Goodbye"

here i lay by the bottom of a bottle
here i cry knowing you were all wrong
and i cry and i cry
here's the sad part knowing you are dead
sweet baby your never coming back again
my darling you have left forever
my love i never said goodbye
never said goodbye .. i wannna say goodbye
here we are and time is still passing
hold on i wanna save your life
baby please just come inside
oh i wont lose u tonight
hold on don't u walk outside and
hold on don't u leave my side and
hold on don't get in that car and drive
sweet baby don't play with life
sweet baby i don't wanna say goodbye
baby not tonight
hold tight sweets u calm my fright
tell me softly you wont die tonight
you promise me your fine
sweet baby i cant stand these lies
cause i know deep inside your not alright
how could i shut my eyes
how could i let you leave my side
why didn't i make you stay inside
sweet boy your dying here tonight
sweet boy your gonna lose your life
so this is goodbye
this is goodbye
cause baby i tried..

[[ by: Me ]]

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- sick ♥ of ♥ the ♥ lies ♥ you ♥ all ♥ adore -

- W E L C O M E . 2 . m y . N I T E M A R E S -

Well hello there welcome to my profile, Im glad you came..
I'd tell you my name but i prefer you not know so you may just call me Miss A. ((previously known As:: shadowheartworrior))
That is unless we know each other in that case you may call me whatever you normally would. I've been breathing now for 15 years 9 months && 24 days. Do the math kidds. I'm a rather upbeat person most of the time or at least i try to be. I have my days where no matter what I'll just b***h you out, its not personal it just happens, you'd understand if you were me. I have found music to be my one true addiction, art my one true love && you could call drama && acting my form of religion. Don't kill my happiness don't break the peace it's not a smart choice. Flower Face is my best friend, she's the most amazin person in the world your all so jealous that she's not your bestie and i can understand why you'd feel that way. I am currently SINGULAR && that be fine by me though i do tend to get rather lonely. I really wish I had a boii to call my own but i happen to suck at finding a good guy instead of a heartbreaking SoB. I really likked a kidd I call Sunshine better known as Adam. He is just sumthing i can never have, but will always kinda want. We had a 'child' .. it was more of a giant sunflower, but his neighbors killed it. *tear* I'm slowly getting over the thought of him ever being my guy, but accepting that he'll always be my best friend. My life story is much of a tragedy so i wont waste any time telling it to you unless you beg and plead. I'm the person to come to if you want an honest opinion or need a good cheering up. If you cant take the truth like a lot of other people you may find yourself calling me a b***h along with a few other rude names. I can forgive you for this though so don't panic. I'm a verii forgiving person you will find I forgive everyone for nearly everything. I have a few exceptions and they know exactly whom they are. If you are a judgmental person && like to categorize people please && i mean this in the nicest possible way, get the ******** off my profile and go back to taping labels on cans. ahem anyway.. if you're still here i believe i was still telling you about me. Yesh me such and awesum topic.. haha right... not. Any who electric blue is the colour i adore and brown the colour i despise. I have so many favorite songs not even the largest i-pod could hold them all. At the moment SOMETHING, [by:: Escape the Fate] is at the top of the list. If you couldn't have guessed it my favorite word of all is Asphyxiation, it's also my favorite method in which to kill one's enemies. I have a real problem with how many different flavors of jam/jelly are on the market. Its crazy. my primary language is ENGLISH vais je aussi parle francis. (: i also speak french. I'm not perfect at it but i know quiet a bit and i find it to be a lovely language and above all my favorite if only i could completely understand it. I am if you cant tell an american. Je suis americaine. Parden my french. moving on.. mtn dew and strawberry crush are my drinks of choice && to me frenchy fries are like heaven on earth to my mouth. I have a few obsessions or fetishes none of which directly involve humans. I have quiet a few creations or what you would call "imaginary friends" i dont talk to them so i dont refer to them in that manner. my favorite one is Stitches, i talk about him frequently so it's important you know who he is and what exactly he is. Stitches is a purple rain cloud with x's for eyes and a stitched close mouth, his tongue to forever stick out. now i could explain all of the lil friends i have made for him so he isn't all alone but that my friend would take far to much time of which i'm afraid we do not have. i am a feline lover, that means i like cats more so than dogs. I have two lovely lil kats i like to call Iggy [[male]] && Annabella [[female]]. The ocean is my paradise but sadly i am land-locked and no where near the ocean. This tends to surprise people but i dont really enjoy sweets, they tend to put me to sleep and i dont like that. Pasta makes me insane, extremely hyper, people have even accused me of being high because of it. I find that funny being i am nearly 100% straight edge the thing keeping me from the full 100 is that i do like to drink on occasion not regularly but about 7 or 8 times a year. I can honestly say i've never been really 'drunk' or 'high' as far as i'm concerned i rather stop before that point, i'm not interested in the hangover the next morning and as far as drugs go i will never use. I lost the one person i loved the most, my big brother, my hero, to an over-does. he proved himself wrong. He once said you can never get to high, well he did and it stopped his sweet lil heart. I am sad to announce that i have lost nearly every truly good person i knew to either distance or death. It tares me up inside to think about it so i normally dont but at night the flashes come to me and i can no longer pretend. I am considerably a freak. I talk to earth-bound spirits. I have since i was little i've had around three out-of-body experiences. only two was i old enough to remember. I used to be big into cutting, yes i was infact a cutter. But i have gained control and beat the habit. and as sure as i am that i could keep going && going && going much like the energizer bunnii Let me shut my mouth now and talk to you about the people who put a smile on my face...

Shannon O::
Shan you're my best chick friend i'll love ya forever an ever no matter what. we do so much retarded fun s**t together and dont care what other pple hav to say about it. if they're staring it's cuz they wish they could join in our stunts.
The Mirf::
Mir you're my most trusted friend. i've know you for a long long time and hope to always know this wild lil girl. you may be quiet around other pple but when im with ya you dont shut up, and by all means mir its a good thing (:
Lauri [D]::
the friend i've always had (: weve been pals since i was in kindergarden. [yes i realise i cant spell] anyway D i love you soooo much please please please never leave me.
Liz::
(: your pretty freaking amazing and i luff you to death gurly. thankx for being a friend.
Adam::
Spills boy your my best friend but more than that i love ya. you're the most amazing person in the world no lie. and your pretty much my twin. i've never met a person as much like me as you are. I love every moment i spend with you, you always brighten my days. I miss you on the bus ): but im glad when i pass you in the hall my hello is always followed by a glomp from you (: thankx for making me better. love love love making retarded vids, watching movies, going on adventures, breaking laws, texting u at 2 in the morning, playing violent video-games and playing lil kid games in ur basement. i hav a blast when im with you. always. [[R.I.P: Sun Delion, our one and only child XD]]
Ryan::
i consider you a brother. u annoy the ******** outta me im not gonna lie but you are a funny SoB and i enjoy your jokes ... most of the time. lol. and i swear to you threaten to hurt Adam ever i shall kick your a** even though you could easily kill me.
Josh::
Joshua, to everyone else you seem like a cruel, sex obsessed creeper, but i know your story your whole story and i know you. I've known you since 3rd grade and watched you go down so many of the same roads as me, the wrong roads. our sorrows and scars are the same, and we both crave our revenge. both kinda gave up on the whole love thing but not entirely. Being with you in the rain showed me a different side of you, one i much relate to and until then i never would have know that our books are written nearly the same. u better up hold your drunken promise to me or so help me i'll kick your ******** a** child.

well that about covers my local partners in crime XD haha

music oh yes music is lik sexx for the ear drums!

MUSIC IS MY ADDICTION, I NEED IT TO LIVE <3

Here's my List::

THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE!!!, alesana, drop dead gorgeous, inmemory, lovehatehero, otep, hollywood undead, UVR, OAR, XP8, emilie autumn, garbage, three days grace, 3 doors down, papa roach, system of a down, skillet, sum 41, disturbed, passion pit, letter kills, a day to remember, a thorn for every heart, on broken wings, shiny toy guns, it dies today, from first to last, as i lay dying, a static lullaby, dead poetic, roses are red, senses fail, escape the fate, zoa, winter solstice, reggie and the full effect, 30 seconds to mars, under oath, funeral fo a friend, groove coverage, jeffree star, william control, oh!3oh!, hole, the used, suicidal tendencies, fabulous dung beatles, rev theory, greenday, red, goo goo dolls, avenged seven fold, metallica, bowling for soup, chevelle, seether, the black delilah, queen, marilyn manson, suicidal romance, him, kill hannah, tokio hotel, lost prophets, sylver, augusta, porcelain and the tramps, no doubt, september, spoken, katty perry, devil wears prada, kanon wakshima ...ect [could add thousands more to this]

My Art::
yea i know it could be better,
i dont claim to be the best or a professional
so don't hate or worship there's no need for such.
This is a chibi form of me in a dino suit XD 10-21-09

add my deviant art account : xXlifeless-loveXx

so thats pretty much a sum of it all..
any questions Pm me
i hope that we can be friends (:
the more the merrier if you ask me
oh and plz leave comments i adore them (: thx

suffering is optional...

...pain is inevitable

iHeart::
Adam, writing, singing, drawing, shopping, office supplies, kisses, huggz, talking, the ocean, the city, medieval stuff, manga/anime, french, colours, friends, music, jellybands, necklaces, jiggly puff, cupcakes, fruit ^^, kittis, gaia, converse chucks, studded belts, rainbows, unicorns, cute stuff, scary movies, mysteries, adventures, blood, gore, screaming, swimming at night alone, me time, photobucket, icons, hairspray, boys, equality, odd numbers, random moments, doodling, fights, giant headphones, eyeliner, eyeshadow, lip gloss, nifty words, comebacks that make absolutely no sense whatsoever, pple who laugh for no reason, funerals, corpses, suicide notes[im not weird], poetry, acting, manipulation, mindgames, jokes, sarcasm, band tees, laidback pple, heights, when it feels like ur flying, doing dumb s**t in public, mtn dew, pasta, ham, FRENCHY FRIES!, hot topic, my imaginary friends, my mind, "white lies" it just sounds kool.., TEDDI, "RAWR" thats dino for i luv u, babii robots, the letters i;x;y;& z, emotes... im sure there are many more things i enjoy .. but yeah i dont feel lik typing anymore

iHate::
being labeled emo, the come back "go cut yourselves and die", pple who talk s**t about me and my pals, pple who talk s**t about my family , sluts, preps, whores, cheaters, posers, assholes, labels, most rap, country music, liars, idiots, dumb questions, school work, preppy stores, snobs, beggars, braggers, large crowds, laws, rules, limits, distance, running far, reading boring books, being told what to do, scratchy material, not being loved, being used, being lied to, being cheated on, not having any money, judgmental pple ... and im sure i could add a lot more to this list..

I make avi art for low prices PM me for details

Mirror::
((me as of 10-20-09 want more pics go to my myspace page & add me))

[[Btw just so u kno that's 3 storys up, no floor just wire coolest thing ever, Mary took it. <33]]

Best-friends::
Adam, Shan, Mir, Kris, Liz, Ali, Josh

[[adding more pics soon]]

damn the human race and its intolerable cookie cutters of doom

Rainbow Politicains [[By::Me && Adam]] yesh i kno now laugh!

the blood spells tragedy

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