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names sara madrox<33. i don't believe in love. trueblood is better than you. eric northman is amazing. i probably hate you. i love skaters. vans make me happy. beanies are sweet. my friends are cooler than your mom. i can be real mean. i'm pretty funny. i don't pretend to be anything. i don't sugar coat anything. i won't lie to you. i'm usually mean, but occasionally nice. if you're hella cool i'll tell you. i'm a juggalette. i love my family. my best friends are the cool kidds. i could live on peanut m&m's. i'm always drinking monster. i'm usually hyper active. sometimes i bust out in song and dance. i've been through so much in my 17 years. your not important to me. i hardly get crushes. photography is amazing. music is my life. im a colorful person. rainbows amaze me. i love peace signs. wanna be vegetarian. texting whore. nail biter. judgmental. nuff said.

i usually seem 'happy'. i'll be smiles and laughs around you. i'll pretend everything is fine. if you ask if i'm alright i'll reply, i'm fine. i'll never tell you what's wrong and i'll never show you my weakness. i'll continue to put on a mask.

::photography? i love photography. i love looking through a lense and seeing beauty. i wanna be a photographer<33 i wanna be able to take pictures of how i see the world. potography is more than just taking picutes, its about expressing the way you see things. photography is my passion. a photograph is never wrong, it can have so many different meanings. a picture can say so much to someone. most people think photography is just pointing a camera and clicking. but its so much more than that. its art in a natural setting. my version of art may be different from someone else, but all art is beautiful. there is art in everything you witness. i want to own my own studio someday.

::love? to me, love is nothing. i see love as an excuse. its an excuse to all our stupidty. to everyone else its all they want in life, its their 'everything'. i dont believe in true love. maybe i'm stupid for that? i would say i hated love and never want it, but that would be a lie. yeah, i wanna feel love. i wanna see if its real or not. i want those butterflies i hear about. i wanna meet the one that is 'perfect' for me. someone to cuddle with. when i'm crying i want that guy to wipe away my tears. someone to make me feel important, safe, beautifull, and like im the luckiest girl in the world. someone to take a million pictures of and with. someone to play video games with me and let me win if they're better. thats all just a dream guy, it'll never come true.