behind the pixels

I'm a writer. I think dramatically. When someone says "doctor's appointment" I hear "final arrangements."

"When I was little, I didn't want to be a princess or have a pony... I just wanted to play in river's of blood."

Just The Ramblings of a Psychopath:
A Happy Girl, with a Depressing Life Story...
"Coming soon to a dark alley near you!"

If you can't convince them, confuse them...

I am role-player, a writer, a poet, artist, and dreamer. I am a muse of essences that projects different auras around me.

I'm the usual unusual-girl-next-door person.
Some say I'm strange but I say define normal.

I've become a VERY difficult person to understand and it will take quite some time to actually get to know ME.

I've been in lower middle class all my life, always lived on a budget, and always bought a good three fourths of my wardrobe from thrift and resale shops. I cannot stand people who don't know the worth of money and hard work.

At present, My family is my reason for being anti social. Not many hear that from where I come from, but then again not many people have a family who fight like dogs. My mother is the black sheep of the family. My aunt is a whore, my one uncle is gay, and my other is a fat b*****d. Now there is more to this, but I don't think this is the issue.

As for my social life, I have a few very close friends, and some people at my school who think they're my friends, but certainly aren't very loyal. Though they are very on/off about whether they enjoy my company or not, they almost always take time out of their day to talk to me, whether it be about the next social event, or how much of a jackass I am. This is rather confusing to me, but I was never one for human sociology anyway.

People tend to think I'm sulking or in a bad mood. What they don't seem to understand is that I'm a daydreamer. And when I daydream, my face shuts down. Unfortunately it sets into a sulky face. *shrugs* What can ya do?

I actually a lot more positive than you may think. I get excited over little things and am usually quite happy. You just can't tell from my expression...

I over analyze quite a bit. I'll think about different outcomes and why people said certain things. Maybe it's boredom that makes me do it but I do a lot.

I guess you could call it paranoia. I call it a time waster.

Want to know how creepy I can be?: If you turn around or look away, I'll have thoughts to where I'd want to kill you. I don't even have to know who you are, I'll just look at you, and want to kill you. I snap out of it in less than a few seconds.

Why I'm so mean/happy/sad ect...: OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder), ADHD (attention deficit hyperactive disorder), MPD (multiple personality disorder), and some skin disease.

So yeah, that's basically me.

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Picolitrosso\'s Urn 9th Gen.
Angelic Lace
Angelic Lace
The Cosmos
Pixie
Sky Blue Tavern Wench\'s Blouse
Picolitrosso\'s Urn 9th Gen.
Fremere\'s Guard
Kuro\'s Induction