To pretend I don't care,
To say I don't love you,
To live my life without you there.
it's just too much...
I got the point that I should leave you alone
but we both know
That I'm not that strong.
To say I'm happy
when I know thats wrong
To fake a smile
when inside I'm gone.
When everything falls
and I'm left standing
I know you wont be there
that much I understand.
It's pointless to say I don't give a ********
thats too much guilt to pay
you were all that I had
I'm not going to be okay.
I told you forever,
and by god I meant it
because no force in heaven, hell or on earth
will make me forsake it.
Do you care
or am I wasting my breath
You were what kept me alive
now I've got nothing left.
