Gaia Online

My name isn't really important, though I bet you wish I would tell you. I'm the tiresome age of seventeen, yes I'm a big girl now. My life revolves around hating everything I am, and yet loving it at the same time, weird balance, but it works out. I enjoy watching everyone else have their happy ending. The girl, who never really gets her own, but I'll live. I am understood by all, and at the same time by none. The type of girl, who could be your best friend one moment, then stab you in the back the next, for no real reason. I'm a loner with friends, which doesn't work all the time. I'm in love with the most amazing guy I will never have. Oh yeah and did I mention that I can be a little morbid at times...yeah I'm a really fun person to hang around. But in truth I'm pretty happy...and funny. I love spending time with people I love, but love spending time alone, with the ghosts in my room...

Your mask is pain. For some reason or another you just can't seem to find a positive outlook on life. You get angry when people try to relate with how you feel, because you're convinced they won't understand. Deep down you know there should be a million reasons for people to want to get to know you, but you often find yourself closing yourself off from those around you. You have your select friends, but can't help but want something more. You find opening up difficult, but you do find your ways to let things out. You have your good days, but even through the good times, you feel like there is always going to be those feelings that don't sit right.

If I were a month, I would be:... December
If I were a day of the week, I would be:... Friday
If I were a time of day, I would be:... Midnight
If I were a sea animal, I would be:... Squid
If I were a direction, I would be:...Upside Down
If I were a sin, I would be:... Lust
If I were a historical figure I would be:... George Washington...not saving the British Children
If I were a planet, I would be:... Saturn
If I were a liquid, I would be:... Ramune
If I were a stone, I would be:... Onyx
If I were a tree, I would be:... Cherry Blossom
If I were a bird, I would be:... Crow
If I were a flower/plant, I would be:... Black Rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be:... Rain
If I were a mythical creature, I would be:... Vampire
If I were a musical instrument, I would be:... Flute
If I were an animal, I would be:... Some sort of Bear
If I were a color, I would be:... Black
If I were an emotion, I would be:... Depressed
If I were a vegetable, I would be:... Potato
If I were a fruit, I would be:... Tomato
If I were a sound, I would be:... Dying Screams
If I were an element, I would be:... Fire
If I were a song, I would be:... Over and Over (Three Days Grace)
If I were a movie, I would be:... Silent Hill
If I were a book, I would be written by:... Mead
If I were a food, I would be:... Sushi
If I were a place, I would be:... West Midlands
If I were a taste, I would be:... Lemon
If I were a scent, I would be:... Roses
If I were a religion, I would be:... Wicca
If I were a word, I would be:...A cool one
If I were a body part, I would be:... Eyes
If I were a facial expression, I would be:... Sad
If I were a subject in school, I would be:... Music
If I were a cartoon character, I would be:... Something Kawaii
If I were a shape, I would be:... Triangle
If I were a number, I would be:...19
If I were a piece of jewelery, I would be:... Onyx black bat necklace
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be:... Couch
If I were a car, I would be:... Jeep
If I were an item of clothing, I would be:..Tank Top