Your Zesty Taco Manual.
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Scared for my surgery. Lonely. But, pressing on.
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Christmas! ▌ USUK. ▌ Nuclear Disarmament. ▌ Iwantsnow.
although its been said many times many ways
merry christmas, to you.
My name is Zesty Taco; Zesty or Taco will work, but never both. I'm old enough to see R-rated movies without breaking the law, and I live in Portland's dirty little sister. It rains here a lot, and I'm surprised I haven't drowned yet.
Who knows, maybe one day I'll post a picture for you all to see. I wouldn't want to be breaking any monitors, though.
There's not much to say without going into detail. I like things. I don't like things. And, to avoid a shocker for later, yes, I do like manga. But no, I don't go spouting out 'kawaii-desu-chan' every time I see something remotely cute. Besides, I'd much rather learn Italian, German, French, or even Mandarin over Japanese. I also happen to roleplay because a) I have an overactive imagination and need to get some of it out, and b) there's nothing to do in this town. Something I don't like is Twilight. Again, to avoid future shock, I'm on Team Van Helsing: that way, both of them die.
And now for something completely different.
I think I'm a very boring person. I don't see how people can stand or like me, but it's their life, not mine, and I can't control them. I've been told I'm one of those people who's just 'datable', and yet I don't have a boyfriend. It's not a big deal, though. As Beyonce says, All The Single Ladies. I don't like making decisions, because I'm afraid that someone won't like what I want and it'll upset them. I try to appease people and stay out of conflicts. I fear a lot of things in life, and I've seen a lot as well. Even still, I try to live by my philosophy that there's always good in a situation; even if it's a good aspect you don't want to consider to be good, there's always something.
I have two groups of friends, and the occasional island friend who isn't in a group but is still close to me. There's the large group at home, and the small group half a state away. In the large group, I feel invisible and there are only three or four that I can say I really trust. In the small group, I can trust the three other people within. I hardly even know two of them, I speak with them on Gaia but I've only met them once for a course of three days. And one, I've known for almost five years and she still remains as my best friend.
Music is a pretty big part of my life; I need white noise almost all the time. But really, it isn't all about the band for me. I was raised around James Taylor and songs from the 60s-80s. I grew up watching Star Wars and playing Kingdom Hearts all day, or talking to my stuffed animals. Not to mention when I was five, I played a game where, when you lose, your health meter - a heart - explodes bloodily all over the screen, and the enemy dinosaur eats you. Oh, good times on the Super Nintendo. Not much has changed; now I watch World War Two documentaries, sit at a computer all day, listen to my music, and play with my cat. Such is the life. (By the way, two things: you just lost the game, and Royai and USUK for the win!)
Dinner.
... On that Zelda/YTP-related note, a very odd one to drop off at, I leave you.
Come back again ~
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bby, you can bother me any time you want. <3
... but that ... was ...
that was .. yup. :B
Pfft.
Thank you.
:]
Yeah?
Ugh.
I have an upset stomach.
Be back in a few~
It went well. : D
How're you?
Gonna shower.
I was?
Oh - I meant when you texted me.
I'll text you back.
Sorry about earlier - I had job fair.
I am. (/nod nod)
I might have a couple in back.
I'm just getting my teeth cleaned on the 19th of January though - not a filling yet.
First one.
I've never had one before.
I'm not afraid of needles.
Yes, a check up - but I have a few cavities that need to be filled.