xXMidnight TemptressXx
Birthday: 05/25
About
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If you have any other questions ask me, I might put them up here.
What is your real name?
I go by many names, some of which are important in meaning and how I got them; others are just silly little things people have dubbed me with. But my birth name is Mirra, something that I will never change because of the unique sound as it rolls off the tongue and most importantly because my great great grandmother used that as her shortened name and she was a great and strong woman in her time.
How old are you?
My exact age is not important so to say. I go by experience, and in life I have experienced and seen more than most have by the time they reach three times my years. But if you must know I am over eighteen and that is all I will say.
What religion are you?
Really that is hard to say. It depends on the manner of speaking really. I don’t believe there is a higher power forcing us to do one thing or neither another; nor that we should worship such beings even if they do exist. I believe in free will, freedom of the mind, and freedom of the spirit. But I am a Wicca practitioner, and have been for many years. I do pray to the god and goddess from time to time when things are getting to hard. For those unfamiliar The God and The Goddess represent The Sun and The Moon. So I guess if I had to come down and label my self I would say to get my religion you put in one part Atheist and one part Wiccan, then blend till smooth and frothy.
What do you believe is in the afterlife?
Honestly I do not know what to believe. I like the idea of descending into a paradise where I will spend out the rest of eternity in perfect bliss with those I love. I also have entertained the thought of reincarnation which if that is the case I hope I come back as a gothic bisexual woman with huge tits. But if it comes to the fact that after death there is nothing. Then I will die graciously knowing that I never held back in life what I wanted to do.
Do you have any regrets?
I can honestly say I have not a single regret. I have lived a life not of luxury, but I have not lived a life of total suffering. I have had sadness, sorrow, misery, and times where not even the glimmer of hope could bright the abyss that was my heart. But at the same time I have known kindness…I have known friendship, though some have not lasted…I have known the gentle hand of giving to another even though you are in need…I have felt remorse for those I’ve hurt…I have felt pity for those that feel they need to hurt others…I have given my self to several people, to have them tear me apart…I have given the gift of life, just as I have taken life from others…I have experienced things most would turn away from…I have done many things in my life, things that some people ask why I would not change them. And the answer is simple, if those things had not happened. If I did not live the way I had, and if I was not the giving person that did charity work for those that needed it…I would not be my self. I might be down on my self, but deep inside I love the person I have become.
Are there any qualities you see in others that you wish you had?
I see many things in people around me. The man who holds my heart is gracious of himself. He is kind, even where I would have snapped. He is apologetic, even when it is not needed. I have friends that are the same, the people that I talk to, that I have in my life, they all have qualities in them I wish I could posses. But since I do not, and I cannot, the next best thing is to be around those that do hold the qualities I admire.
Is that really you in that pic?
Yes that is me, in all my shame and glory. I do not see the need to change who I am, just because a few might not like how I look. I do not see the point in pretending that another picture is my self, because I feel I am fine the way I am.
Wait…are your tits real?
First I would like to express I almost did not put this up here, but I get asked it so often I figured what the hell. Yes they are real, completely one hundred percent me, naturally grown too. I get that I am busty, and it looks sort of funny on me since I am so short, but they are the worlds most perfect play toys and I have a pair that get me free drinks and make men, lesbians, and bisexual women drool. Hell, they even turned a few girls bi-curious back in high school.
Do you believe in love and soul mates?
Of all the questions I have been asked, this of which was the hardest for me to answer. To ask me is one thing, what I would answer…well that depended on the time of my life. There was a time, when I would have said that love is a word used by fools. “I love you…I love him…I love her…I love them…I love everything.” It has been overused, the meaning of it cheapened by our very tongues. But unlike many when I tell someone I love them, it comes from deep in the heart. This word I use sparingly, not wanting the meaning to be worthless when I speak it to that one special person. Which brings me to soul mates…in a way I do believe in them. Many have tried to make me see, that the world holds millions of people and no matter who you are with, there is another you would be better off with…I believe this. I have dated quite a few people in search of a soul mate. I have traveled the world in search of love before I was even sixteen. I was married never because of love, but because that what was expected of me. Do I believe in soul mates? That out there is one person who I am destined to be with? Yes I do…I know it seems silly to most, but I know exactly who he is…where he is…what he is. I have confessed my love to him, and even if we do grow apart nothing will change. I will look back on him as the one light in my life of darkness because…he made me open up and become a better person than I was. I truly love him with all my heart, and deep inside where no person may peek I hold onto the fact he is my one and only…my soul mate.
Is there anything you have ever held back on saying?
Many times, for many different reasons. Some were foolish and I wish I had let go of my tongue, while others were wise and I feel proud to have kept a hold on such a weapon. But I think the one thing I most regret holding back…is telling this stupid little thing to one person. That thing was this…
“Wherever I look, you are. All I see is you, and all I want is you. I think if I have to live five minutes in a world without you in it, it would be an eternity. I can’t face an eternity without seeing your face…without hearing your voice…without touching you. In fact, to taste the sweetness of your lips just once…I would die a thousand deaths, upon a thousand deaths, and so forth. I can’t get you out of my mind, the very thought of you consuming who I am, weakening my heart in ways that make it delicate and breakable to the touch. It frightens me the way I feel, makes me fear what is to come, and still I would face anything to hold onto that pure feeling…to hold onto you.”
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Are you disappearing for 'that' reason?
Hello Mii-chan, would you like to rally?
Hello Mii-chan
girls
Damn, you would have liked them =/ I'll send them again tomorrow, ok?
Hello Mii-chan, did you get the pictures I sent last night?
1. Your my friend ^^
2. I told you the other day =P
Can Omi be a kitten Mii-chan? *laughs*
Sorry I can't stay on longer, but I'm tired, Night Mii-chan
Mii-chan, what do you think of my avi? *tail swishes slowly back and forth*