emogirl0782

Gender: Female

Birthday: 12/25/1990

...........emptyness

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Death Lullaby(the gruesome song me and some of my family sings)

death we Knock at your door kill us now in the most grim fate no one truly cares about us.

Behead
poison
decapitate
Electrocution

Slit our wrist kill us off in your own eyes we beg you to do this for us those we care about Betrayed us they never cared they want us to suffer.

Death
Hate
Cold
Lifeless
Betrayal

Drown our souls in your warm loving embrace no one would care if we died every one would rejoice if we died today or tomorrow no one truly cared.

Drown
Souls
Darkness
Hate
Suffering
Pain
Blood
Death
Malice ....

oh dark one we are here, you hear our cries you hear our pain and yet you make us suffer even more being in this cruel world why do you defy us ?
are we supposed to be here ?
are we supposed to find answers to the questions we seek?

Just end our miserable lives here and now my family await your call dark one We wait for your cold and dark embrace.....

my twin sister Vicky's bridal avi that she is working on help needed please and thank you ^^

me and Vicky

yea thats me and my twin i love her greatly =)
questing fremere gaurd 10k/400k needed please donate.


i pray for every one that i care about or those who are in need
may god be with you and your family and forever protected by his gaurdian angels

live your life and not dwell on your past help others and feel great about yourself :)

send me a friend request if you dont hate emo's....=(

my beloved Julias i hope you found peace with God my beloved boyfriend =(











my beloved Julias i love you so much i miss the good times we had i miss the times you always woke me up the times you brought me breakfast and flowers in bed the silly things we always fought over i miss you to much i hope you found peace with god i love you so much and i know you wouldn't want me to Cry but its hard because i need you and i love only you i haven't been my self since you passed away R.I.P my beloved icon_crying.gif


Play guitar from our hearts.


From time to time.
We play guitar, right from our hearts
Days may pass, nights maybe cold
But we know that we will
All see the truth
See the love
See the care

See the strings on the guitars which we play from our hearts.
Cause we play day and night
Play what we feel
What we see
Playing what we hear
Cause we play them from our hearts

Let us play day and night
Let us see the light
Let us pass threw the days
Without any pain
Cause we’re together, forever
Singing the songs of friendship

Cause when we
See the strings on the guitars which we play from our hearts.
Cause we play day and night
Play what we feel
What we see
Playing what we hear
Cause we play them from our hearts

The days we will listen to day and night
The voices we remember
The faces we see, and love
Cause we know along as we see each other

Everyday we’ll
See the strings on the guitars which we play from our hearts.
Cause we play day and night
Play what we feel
What we see
Playing what we hear
Cause we play them from our hearts

We’ll know we’re safe with
Each other, our friends
Our family.. everything we love here
Once and for all… let us see the peace at heart..
The light of day

See the strings on the guitars which we play from our hearts.
Cause we play day and night
Play what we feel
What we see
Playing what we hear
Cause we play them from our hearts


my average life :)



Im a nice girl to know and easy to get along with,
I like to listen to mainly rap or a mix depending on if
i like the music i pretty much will listen to every thing ,
if any one needs help with anything i can help the best to my knowledge of that problem he/her has.Other than that my
fave food is cookie dough ice cream .I love to play video games like
halo and call of duty.my favourite game is halo wars, and
resident evil 5.I also live with my boyfriend Jules or Julias
in austin texas but we moved cuz i had personall problems with
my father wich he hated me n my siblings. I have 8 brothers n
8 sisters we all are their for each other n i like to ride bikes ,
go out for walks chat with friends n family i also play guitar
i dont sing but i can play a few songs like lifeline by papa roach
n my dog n her pups never leave my side i had my dog
sheeva when she was just a puppy she has her own
husband Milo he is a devil dog kinda haha n he only loves
sheeva n my bf i have 3 kids of my own there adorable
i love them alot ^_^
my fave band out of the ones i listened to would be slipknot and metallica
i do dirt bike paint ball skateboarding snow boarding surfing roller blading and base ball icon_smile.gif their is more than this but if you want to know more about me just pm me.oh yea and before i forget i am sarah and i am 19 years old.


my lil angels jackie and miranda wer so cute when they said this lol :) yes i know Jackie and alice that your names are the same as yours haha :)


they sorta copy off of Laura and Luna wit their litle pulling down your pants and playing weird all the time about it lol....that or they would go into another room and call either me or my sisters to them lol and they go aunty or mommy whats this thing here and points at something they drew that day about that particular family member or mum and me and my sister goes thats us loving and caring about each other and jackie goes oh so like you both love each other like us and i reply yes we do then miranda goes oh so you like being each others b***h i replied back miranda what a potty mouth and she goes yes i know i gots a bad mouth but you taught me that word and she starts laughin about it lol and i reply *sigh* yes i did and my fault for teaching you that word and jackie goes ya it is your fault mum but we love you i started to cry when i herd them say that and i went up and gave them both a hug and told them that they are the best i could ever ask for after that they told me that they wer drawing something that ment alot to them about family and that they know somethin was botherin me and my sisters...
i told them when they get older i would tell them what i and my family went thru and both jackie and miranda goes you can tell us when you feel that we are ready to understand but we dont want you hurting mum... so i brought them both and sat them both down next to me on my lap and told them and they started to cry after that and jackie goes im sorry to hear dat mum but i didnt know this would affect you and our family like this i told her that i and my sisters would be fine and they fell asleep next to me and havent left my side since i told them my past....and im shocked that they understand all of the words i said to them....
they are very cute and i love them very much and Alice is my lttle girl she cant talk yet but she does say ma and mum and ma was her first word icon_heart.gif but jackie and miranda lol their first word was b***h (my fault) lol i will tell you this if you want to hear about it haha icon_biggrin.gif

weird and funny people that visit meh profile hehe :)

my awsome best friends that care about me :)

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Nymn 11/30/2009 6:37 pm
Nymn

Hihi! I've been doing well, and I'm just counting down each second...'til the freedom of the last school bell ringing winter break. xD
What is you're job? (just curious) :'3 lol I don't never can stop worrying for all of you because you and you're friends/family mean so much to me ;u;

emo vic 11/15/2009 6:54 am
emo vic

*sighs* i know that sister but in turn tho i say things to Zoey and she gets upset easily with me ....
but i do know that she is 13 and i know i told you that and the fact you have a better understanding sister than i do...
thank you for being their for me last-night i really needed you ...
i love you to sister..

christina dark 11/14/2009 11:43 pm
christina dark

haha that did make me smile Ashely that was a good birthday present ^^
and thank you*hugs* i love you ^^

Sakura Hi 11/14/2009 3:22 pm
Sakura Hi

nothing

KitKira 11/12/2009 6:21 am
KitKira

she'll be fine
ok

SurlyJackie 11/12/2009 6:09 am
SurlyJackie

Okay...
Love u too

Anolinde 11/12/2009 2:49 am
Anolinde

Orly? Yeah I know he's been through alot, deffinitely, I met him at a not so good time aswell, and I certainly was going through a very hard part of my life. We just connected and helped each other through. I dunno about the comparison about who knows more, we both know alot about each other, and yeah he doesn't accept help freely that's for sure, but I'm pretty stubborn >.<; I'll make him talk to me occasionally, though I have no idea if I even help, sometimes I think I make things worse..but god I love him more than life itself and I'd do anything in my power to have him happy again. I know i hurt him and I'm doing my penance for it, he's the one and only reason I'm who I am today, I'm so much better a person, it's amazing, but he's so much more than that, he's the most remarkable guy I've ever met. I know he means so much to his gaia family, and you all mean just as much to him. But I wouldn't worry so much about him if you can, I know it's hard but he'll be okay I promise. And yes we can be friends, I'd like that biggrin

Anolinde 11/12/2009 2:28 am
Anolinde

Nice to meet you Ashley smile He's....he's "reclusive " or so he puts it >.< But I think he's getting a little better lately, I sure hope so, I do all I can without suffocating him, I love him and care about him and I just want him to be ok.

Anolinde 11/12/2009 2:22 am
Anolinde

HI, I'm Leanne, Don't think we've met, and yes I talked to Erik Last night over the phone.

nurglechampion 11/11/2009 6:07 pm
nurglechampion

hello theres. How are you today?

what i am questing/wanting if any one can help me with this i will be greatful but if it says owned or donated it means i have it alread please and thank you:)

Wanted - Heartbreaker
Wanted - Grizzly Hoodie
Wanted - Lawl and Order Blue Officers Cap
Wanted - Order of Atlantis
Wanted - Midnight Gothic Bat Corset Dress
Wanted - Midnight Gothic Bat Stockings
Wanted - Midnight Gothic Bat Boots
Bought - Stress Relief Candles

those who i and my sister are worried about and no one can change who i am or why i am worried so much about these good friends ..if you try to force me to i will shut you out of my life



Fides et Amor
Sakura Hi
emogirl0782 (myself)
chivalrous erik
kitkira
SurlyJackie
emo vic
kallie
justin



brian my twin vicky's ex bf)
julias (my boyfriend ..)
and KT my twin's current (girlfriend)

their is a few reasons why i am always worried about them
and one of them is cuz they are like family to me and my sister if they hurt we hurt they happy we happy etc...
i am worried about my self cuz i am not strong as i use to be and i do have bad thoughts that would literally scare every one


my real life family that i was born and raised with and mean alot to me more than any word can describe it i love them :)



My Sisters And Me
Sarah, Victoria, Luna
Laura, Emily, Kimbery
Melissa, Monica,kira

My Brothers
Samson, Brock, Erik,
David, Nick, Dylan
Mark and Dan




these are my real brothers and sisters that i was born and raised with they all care so much about me and each other.... since our past happend my family fell apart and we havent talked to each other for a few years till i met a really close friend to me and her his name is the same as my brother erik but a little less calmer than my brother...but my friend erik gave me ways to improve our family bond and our lives over a few months after that i talked to erik about that we started to talk to each other once more and i wasant talking till i met a close friend that helped me talk again and she has been their since my early child hood and she understands what i and my family are going thru ...we are talking once more to each other and helping each other get thru this tough nightmarish past of mine ...a few well trusted friends knows my past and they gave their support and continue to and im very greatful to have them to...


a song that means alot to me by taylor swift

the saints are comming by green day

a song that means alot to me jackie vicky and nick broken by seether feat amy lee

songs i relate to (NOT ON THIS PLAYLIST ON PROFILE)



run away love by ludacris (this song means the most to me and my sisters) thank you alice for putting this song on ur profile

my last breath evanecance
rocky road chamillionare
white horse by taylor swift
because of you by kelly clarkson
behind these hazel eyes kelly clarkson
Murder She Wrote By Eminem
Whats This Life For By Creed
Savin Me By Nickleback
Pain Inside By Adema
Far Away Nickleback
Prayer By Disturbed
Someday By Nickleback
Bleed By Evanescence
One Step Closer By Linkin Park
Never To Late By Three Days Grace
Betrayed By Adema
In The End By Linkin Park
Stay For The Kids Blink182
Broken By Seether
My And Family Own Writtin Song Eternal Darkness
Hope By Twista
Like Suicide By Seether
Broken Like An Angel By Crossfade
Numb By Linkin Park
Scars By Papa Roach
Here By Me By 3 Doors Down
Tell Me Why By Blink182
Never Will I Break By 3 Doors Down
Crawling By Linkin Park
Blue Jeans And A Rosary By Kid Rock
My Own Prison By Creed
Eternal Light My Family Song Part 2
Dazed And Abused By Seether
Sober By Pink
Slipped Away By Avril Lavigne
Lonely By Akon
My Happy Ending By Avril Lavigne
What I've Done By Linkin Park
Faint By Linkin Park


a song my sister made for her friend kallie and me and herself its called (tough times but we are strong) this song means alot to me and kallie thank you vic and jackie :)



We've both been threw alot
Hard times, hard dimes
Time passes by
But we're fighting threw the day,
living threw the night
I'll tell you now I'll tell you here
Cause you should know by now that

There will always be someone there for you
Someone scared for you
someone who will care for you deeply...
and I'm telling you this cause that someone is me...
i am here i will be their to comfort you threw each day
we both are strong we both can get thru this together
by now you know that that some one who will be their for you is worried about you my dear friend and cares alot about you you are my best friend dont dwell on your past with your friends that hate you or your past with your father as i continue to help you my dear friend you always will feel safe loved protected and cared for as i feel the same way for you my dear friend take this time reflect on your good times with your family and friends that prove to you that hasant betrayed you live the best times with your good friends like me my dear friend....
Hard times, hard dimes
Time passes by
But we're fighting threw the day,
living threw the night
I'll tell you now I'll tell you here
Cause you should know by now that

There will always be someone there for you
Someone scared for you
someone who will care for you deeply...
and I'm telling you this cause that someone is me...
we pray for each other to get better we continue to help each other thru this tough time my dear friend that one special friend that will be their for you always is some one who made you this song...i am here for you this song me and a friend thought up for the both of us and any who needs help with this tough time we are going thru now my dear friend....
your
bffl
emo vic
and my bffl
jackie's song


Eternal Darkness



Eternal darkness take us away away from our miserable lives every one hates us they don't care about us they never show us love all they show is hate...

Fear
Hate
Pain
Suffering

Eternal Eternal we chant thy name take us away away from this place no one cares no one love us we are outsiders we feel the cold warmth of you love Eternal darkness you are thy family we head your callings we listen we learn you teach us not to care...to care about anything except family friends and people that care...

Eternal
Love
Friends
Family
Care

Eternal we want People to care to care about us our lives
but no one That we me Does care about us Eternal we chat thy name again show us people who does care about us our dreaded past..

fear
suffering
pain
hatered
love
family
friends
care

These are the things you showed us Eternal darkness you proved others do care about us you are thy mother we always will be with you even as we sleep for eternal
you love us you care you hate those who do not love or care about us...

Thy wish shall be done for those who show love friendship care and that are family we chant thy name again one final time Eternal eternal thank you for thy help we will always be there even as we sleep cold and lifeless...

My Sisters and me
Sarah, Victoria, Luna
Laura, Emily ,Kimberly
Monica, Melissa,Kira

My brothers
Samson ,Brock, Erik
David, Nick, Dylan
Mark, Dan

my brothers and sisters thanks you for caring about all of us we have each other to look out for even in tough times we also should thank Erik ,Dante, Julias, Jackie Brian and Nick for being their for us thru our tough time you all are a great suppot for all of us thank you all so much icon_crying.gif


how i feel every day and the great friends that supported me and my family and made us feel better about ourselves thank you so much :)



happy loved cared for smart intelligent sexy
funny icon_smile.gif

my awsome friends that i am proud to have in my life and they helped me and my family feel better about ourselves
the awsome friends that helped me and my family feel better are kira,nick,erik,jackie,melissa,trish,brian,diane,and my best friend ray and my boyfriend julias thank you all so much for supporting me thru this tough time icon_smile.gif

i love my daughters very much their names are jackie miranda and alice both miranda and jackie are twins and they both are 4 years old and alice is only a year old...


my first child people would be surprised how young i was but ehh i dont really care what they think im just thankful to have my daughters their for me.....

both miranda and jackie i had when i was 14 years old...*sigh* a young age i know but i was raped and abused when i was 14 years old and even younger....

my step mother wanted me to abort them but she also wanted me to have the choice in raising them i decided i was going to have them 9 months later dec 25th on my birthday they wer born i was very happy to have them and i still am icon_biggrin.gif they are my precious baby's


Equipped List

Neutral Starter Rocker Girl Top
Deluxe Cat Ears
Soft Black Underwear
Black Strapless Bra
Red Skull & Bones Arm Tattoo
Red Heart Face Tattoo
Black Goth Skirt
G-LOL Dark Dollie Socks

Eternal Light



Eternal Light show us the ones we can help we want to help or those who that are in need..

Love
Kindness

we chant thy name eternal light eternal tell us the ones or show who are in need of help so we can help them..

Passion
Love
Kindness
Caring
respect

Eternal Light we chant thy name show us who are in need so we can help them get better like me and my family...

Love
Respect
Passion
Kindness
Care

we chant thy name eternal light one final time Eternal Light, Eternal you've showed us people thar are in need we will do our best to help those who are in need that you've showed thy friends strangers and family we will be glad to help...

My Sisters And Me
Sarah, Victoria, Luna
Laura, Emily, Kimbery
Melissa, Monica,kira

My Brothers
Samson, Brock, Erik,
David, Nick, Dylan
Mark, Dan

this song is dedicated to those that helped us get better and those that are in need of help with their tough past..from my family and i we thank you all


emo wrights



those who hate emo's should go ******** die...
we are normal people like you ...

we cut ourselves to feel pain for every one that hurts or hates us....
we all feel like outsiders even me...

we want some one who would care about us show us love not hatered no one will show us that they love us or even care...


 
 
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Chivalrous Erik
Intervention
shadow 0782
The Diavolo
ritrinisha
shadow 0782
Sakura Hi
blacksoul71
emo vic
Die-Trav
Fides et Amor
emo vic
angelina 0782
shadow 0782
Emo Kelly 087
emo sandra0782
emogirl0782
Leina 0782
angelina 0782

My friends Rule

my friends rule

Every One Finds The Love Of Thier Lives As I Found my Love My BF named Julias

MY FRIENDS ARE AWSOME ^_^

Me And My Boyfriend Julias

those that we lost
do to tragic times will always
be im our hearts they will always
be with you even when you cant see them through
our own eyes their love will always be with you...

those that lost a loved one please copy this to your profiles

i am her sister's girlfriend and i love vicky so much and they both are me and my twin alice's early child hood friends :)

sarah helped me and continues with my tough past im glad i have her as a friend

i met sarah on runescape and also helped her and her sisters with their past and i continue to help them cuz they helped me with my problems and i care about them alot and she is my best friend as i know i am hers

im the funny guy i make sarah laugh all the time and im fun to talk with

My identical twin sister is meh b***h haha and i love her so much she is fun and very talkative and helpful with problems any one has ^_^

this is what i dress like most of the time same hair and look :)

i do this all the time when i am stress out or angery about something and i also dress this way to

this is how close i am to my little sisters and vicky :) and to my children :)

how i look part of the time when i am just relaxing :) or when i want to be cute :)

this is the color i always wear and i also wear this same clothing to all the time...

me and my sister vicky and my boyfriend and her ex boyfriend brian...this pic was taken outside of our shop that we own :)im the one kissing my boyfriend julias and vicky is the one hugging her ex brian :)

yes this is my name lol i dont care who knows this :)

yes me and my sister are identical twins lol if you wer wondering ^_^ me and vicky forever haha ^_^

rest in peace my step brother you always be in my heart my love and memories of you are eternal and never will fade away they always will be with me and our family .... R.I.P Kai

sarah welcomed me and my sister kira also known to some people as KT into her home i am really greatful for this thank you sarah and vicky :D

i and my family wer living on the streets for about 6-7 months till me and my family's long time friends found us under a bridge im really glad her and vicky offered us a place to call home....my parents didnt give a damn about us i dont understand why bot i dont care about them anymore.....except my new family love you sarah and vicky and of course the cute one to angelina :D

sarah and i are doing something for our awsome brother that passed away recently we are havin a tough time dealing with this but we are making a movie/tribute of him for the family and us... R.I.P my brother Kai

my step sisters leina and angelina they are identical twins like me and vicky :) i love them both very much :)