welcome to the Emo Row and myself and Kelly = love forever.

emo vic

Gender: Female

Birthday: 12/25/1990

this is how i felt when those around me betrayed my trust and turned their backs on me... and something that means allot to me from mc cute emogirl 101

"I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!" She silently screamed to herself in her mind .. They then rejected her .. As if she meant nothing .. She was nothing .. She couldn't achieve .. She couldn't bend to their expectations .. The only thing she could do as they all shunned her out of their lives .. one by one .. bit my bit .. Is cry and pray for the Lord to take her soul ... The shadows of her once known friends were now becoming dimmer and dimmer in the life ..'Lone she stood as a group emerged from behind her.. grasping her in their arms .. Only these few .. Loved her .. and at that .. She fell to her knees .. and cried ...
And as she turned to walk away and face the darkness .. she heard a slight whisper .. she looked back .. and there .. was light ..


Life is what we make of it.
Not what it makes of us.
Life isn't always fair.
But neither is love
I am a catastrophe waiting to happen
But life is a disaster we've already plunged in to.
Love is a disease
Not a cure
It takes your heart.
And destroys it.
But if there's one thing I have learned about life.
Is that I'm not perfect in it.
Because perfect isn't real.
So I am alive and here to stay.
But the perfectionists will surely fade to black.



by my awesome Gain sister MC cute emo girl 101
I love chu ^^icon_heart.gif

my Emo music like you care....

my somewhat average life -_-

I live with my brothers and sisters in New Hampshire
i have 8 brothers and sisters wich i love and care about very much.
i enjoy playing video games like halo and resident evil..
i also have an identical twin named Ashely me and her love to fool our boyfriends alot or talk to each other about personal or fun stuff
i enjoy talking hanging out with friends and riding bikes with or alone, I go out for walks my faveourite food is cookie dough ice cream like my twin sister..im an easy girl to get along with and i enjoy helping others when i can ..most people say i and my family has a rough past wich is true we do have a troubled past very few friends know about it...my al time game at the moment is halo 3
i kick a** on legendary difficulty have fun tryin to beat me haahaa ...i love to write my own music i have a few songs i written myself with my family about our lives and one of a few is in my journal and is called ETERNAL DARKNESS...i never knew my real mother i she died after my mother gave birth to my little sister monica i wish i met her...i live with my step parents and im now goin thru a family divorce with my family and step mum...i love to work on cars i own a nissan skyline GTR R34 and a 1970 mustang boss 302 i love to drive both of my cars i also race both of them in drift and drag races i love racing ...icon_smile.gif
i am a bisexuall if you hate me for this i cant change who you are nor can you change me and i am in love with my girlfriend Kt and she is my early childhood friend and GirlFriend she and i love each other :heart:my all time fave game is star wars KOTOR (knights of the old republic) any way this is who i am and if you dont like me lol just kiss my a** and leave my profile

songs i relate to.....

songs aren't in order on my playlist i relate to deeper than the other songs.
the first 12 songs on my playlist i relate to deeper than the others

leave out all the rest Linkin park

Given up Linkin park

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams Green day

What's This Life For? - Creed

Creepin Chamillionare FT Ludacris

Hero - Skillet

How To Save A Life - The Tray

Lost Little Girl- Ja Rule

Lying From You - Linkin Park

Some Day - Crossfade

Forgotten - Linkin Park

Lithium - Evanescence

Last Resort - Papa Roach

My Immortal - Evanescence

so cold - breaking Benjamin

Never Leave Me by - Seether

songs i relate to that aren't in order on my playlist
never leave me by seether
if today was your last day by Nickleback
innocence by Avril Lavigne
my last breath evanescance
why by Avril lavigne
Rocky Road by chamillionare
run away love by ludacris a song that means alot to me and my family....thank you alice for letting us listen to it love you icon_heart.gif
(because of me) my friend jackie's song that she made for me

Murder She Wrote By Eminem
Whats This Life For By Creed
Savin Me By Nickleback
Pain Inside By Adema
Far Away Nickleback
Prayer By Disturbed
Someday By Nickleback
Bleed By Evanescence
One Step Closer By Linkin Park
Never To Late By Three Days Grace
Betrayed By Adema
In The End By Linkin Park
Stay For The Kids Blink182
Broken By Seether
My And Family Own Writtin Song Eternal Darkness
Hope By Twista
Like Suicide By Seether
Broken Like An Angel By Crossfade
Numb By Linkin Park
Scars By Papa Roach
Here By Me By 3 Doors Down
Tell Me Why By Blink182
Never Will I Break By 3 Doors Down
Crawling By Linkin Park
Blue Jeans And A Rosary By Kid Rock
My Own Prison By Creed
Eternal Light My Family Song Part 2
Dazed And Abused By Seether
Sober By Pink
Slipped Away By Avril Lavigne
Lonely By Akon
My Happy Ending By Avril Lavigne
What I've Done By Linkin Park
Faint By Linkin Park

what im questing/wanting...donations of any item or money is greatly accepted please and thank you

Wanted - Panda Plushie
Wanted - Superior Form
Wanted - Nightmare Box
Wanted - Ai the Lucky Cat
Wanted - Scarification tattoo
Donated - Henna tattoo
Donated - Summoning Tome
Wanted - Fremere's Guard 5th Gen.
Wanted - Gothic Veil
Wanted - Infernal Spirit
Wanted - Fremere's Guard
Wanted - Fremere's Guard 2nd Gen.
Wanted - Grizzly Hoodie
Wanted - Black Drome Egg
Wanted - Devil Imp Plushie
Wanted - Diapered Egg 2nd gen.
Wanted - Nano-C 12th Gen
Wanted - Nartian Rock 5th Gen.
Wanted - Gogh Reed
Wanted - Nano-C
Wanted - Yemaya's Pearl
Questing - Demonic Pendant
Wanted - Demonic Wind
Wanted - Hermes' Moon
Wanted - Gogh Reed 7th Gen.
Wanted - Plasma Gear
Questing - Chuchip's Blessing
Wanted - Heart of Gold
Wanted - Golden Fleece
Questing - Twister the Fire Phoenix
Wanted - Bone Demon Mask
Wanted - Raider Shih's Garment
Questing - Fallen Wish 2nd Gen.
Wanted - Alternate Sasha's Skirt
Questing - Gaia-sama
Questing - Gaia-tan
Questing - Divided Stars
Questing - Allegiance Bundle
Wanted - Frostbite Blade
Questing - Pixie
Questing - Zoku Inari's Beads (Yugure no Tama)
Questing - Rogue Narok
Questing - Angelic Manner
Questing - Demonic Anklets
Questing - CoCo Kitty Plushie
Questing - KiKi Kitty Plushie
Questing - Alruna's Rose 2nd Gen
Questing - Wed to Darkness
Wanted - White Drome Egg
Wanted - Rock Hard (Demonic Mic)
Wanted - Flame Sword
Wanted - Dander
Wanted - Lunar Cloak
Wanted - Lunar Hairpin
Wanted - Lunar Scythe
Wanted - Fall of the Morning Star
Questing - Gimpi
Questing - Seracila Pendant
Wanted - Angelbow
Wanted - Demonbow
Questing - Angelic Bracelet
Wanted - Angelic Lace
Questing - Angelic Pendant
Questing - Angelic Scarf
Questing - Angelic Sash
Questing - Elegant Veil
Wanted - Dreamer's Dust
Questing - Dark Halo
Questing - Mythrill Halo
Questing - Angelic Item Bundle
Questing - Angelic Wind
Questing - Masquerade
Questing - Mercury's Moon
Questing - Tsurara the Demon Cat
Questing - Kokutan the Demon Cat
Questing - Matao the Demon Cat
Questing - Starbabies
Questing - Chyaku Norisu Scarf
Questing - Spirit Halo
Questing - White Neko Cosplay
Wanted - Oculus Magica
Wanted - Oculus Mythica
Questing - Let it Snow
Wanted - Snow Feather
Questing - Enchanted Book
Wanted - Cecil
Questing - Ancient Katana

a lil more about my life

I hate other people who tries to understand me when they don't see who i am a few ex friends i hate cuz they did things i don't mention to others but they will always be on my hate list....

I'm trying to get better but every one hates me and my family i dont feel like i belong here i never have and i have a rough past with my family and every one that i cared about hates me except my siblings....

I cut my self alot often and their is a reason why i do it but that i will not say even if you ask....

I have been betrayed by friends and family that i loved and cared for plus trusted them to help me and my sisters get thru our tough past but they stabbed me in the back...

Mine and my family's trust isnt easy to earn or keep....

I also do drugs like weed cuz its an addiction i have from my entire family and i rather be high all the time than being able to think properly...

Those who have earned my trust i am more open with about my feelings and personal issues, but if you made a friend with me you made a good friend that will always be their for you..

I am always depressed and emotional, i guess you all can call me emo or vic or victoria..Cuz i am always emo i never will stop being emo if yall don't like me or people just like me i cant change your mind nor can you change who i am...

My bird Monica ^^ (my Guardian Angel)


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Jack if you are Visiting my profile their are songs that i want you to listen to sister....


Leave Out All The Rest linkin park

Some day - Crossfade

pain inside - Adema

Losing grip Avril Lavigne

Why Avril Lavigne

Close friends - Adema <--you might of heard this i don't Remember.

Last resort - papa roach

Scars Papa - roach

Life Line - Papa roach

If today was your last - Nickleback

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Green Day

Numb - Linkin park

Invincible - Crossfade

Lithium - Evanescence

my fave bloodlines by DeathKlok

to my friends and people that visit my profile....



if you get a pm from this user don't answer it
"werido23 she claims to be an admin helper"
she had asked me my password and amongst my birthday
user name and such when no GAIA STAFF WILL ASK THAT make sure that gets to your friends to i don't want them getting hacked. no one deserves to be hacked
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Item List:
Gaia-sama<---the items i want the most 3,3m >.<
Fremere\'s Guard
Fallen Wish 4th Gen.
Fallen Wish 2nd Gen.
Kung Fu Panda (white belt)
Inari\'s Beads
Kuro Kosode
Kuro Hakama
Shinto Priest\'s Trousers Black
Wooden Sandals - M<-- swapped for my genders sandals and i have ^^
White Tabiicon_heart.gif

meh is a sexy b***h and my sister sarah will say da same :)

Angel Wings Back Tattoo
Soft Black Underwear
Black Strapless Bra
Romani Glasses
Sweetheart Gold Earrings
Scar of Duelist
Black Tabi
Inari's Beads
Frigid Night Jewel
Sven the Penguin
Winter Rose
Audrey's White Long Gloves
HSM microphone
Rock Hard (Demonic Mic)
Summoning Tome
Seracila Pendant
Mythrill Halo
Lunar Hairpin
Heart of Gold
Snowbored Pants Blue
Snowbored Jacket Blue
Snowbored Gloves Blue
Freakstyle Boot Blue

funny/wierd friends that randomly show up on meh profile :) any who hasant added me if you want to i will gladly accept it :)

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LucyCoffee 12/07/2009 11:09 pm
LucyCoffee

Hi Victoria! ^ ^ I'm Lucy. Obviously. xD

xXxCupcakes_of_DoomxXx 12/07/2009 10:59 pm
xXxCupcakes_of_DoomxXx

Yush, I know who you are. :3 And I would love to be friends with you~ n.n
How are you?

emogirl0782 12/07/2009 7:16 pm
emogirl0782

i'll make sure she is aware of that Vick but knowing Erik he does understand your feelings sister but this fight gotten out of hand to fast before these words flew between the both of you Just take it easy okay sister ?
on my way home now tho so i will do this as standard text so you know my mobile E-mail right Vick?
i'm sure you do any who see you soon sister and your welcome. (Faith if you read this i will take care of Vicky)

emogirl0782 12/07/2009 7:06 pm
emogirl0782

i will sister don't worry and i can see how that pissed you off sister alright take care i'll see you home shortly still at work but getting off in like 5-10 minutes to head home so i'll settle this the best i can and knowing how Erik is i can probably settle it peacefully.

emogirl0782 12/07/2009 6:59 pm
emogirl0782

i know how badly your hurting Vick but why did you call him an a** hole?
Sister Choose your words carefully i know your hurting from him being mean to you and back but still you shouldn't of said that i know you have allot to deal with As does he but this fight tho sister should never of happened and if you did Sisster i wouldn't be mad at you go lay down with Kelly and i will Sort this out with Erik okay?
i love you sister but go lay down with Kelly ASAP so you don't harm yourself and the babies.

MC cute emo girl 101 12/07/2009 6:50 pm
MC cute emo girl 101

>< .. Yeah .. The media's acting like there's no more jobs .. Umm there is .. Wtf. I could drive a couple miles outta my way and get a job on the spot. It's not that hard. All because some places aren't hiring doesn't mean not everyone isn't .. And not to sound racist.. But it's mostly because of all the Mexicans .. :/ Most of them are illegal immigrants .. They come into America and reproduce ALOT .. (Some lady down the street whose sons tried to choke me to death has about 19 children ..) and take all our jobs cause they can't find any of their own .. In my opinion Mexicans aren't even really allowed over into Texas really .. :/ .. We fought for Texas to be part of the US and to break away from them. The pretty much piss us all off so they need to just leave .. Also they're using up alot of healthcare. They're getting it free while we have to pay for it! .. And Obama lied. He said they closed off the border .. THEY NEVER DID! .. :/ .. So .. we're gonna over populate and the economy's going to turn to s**t .. I'm probably just going to create my own wedding planning business cause I don't think I can find a job by the time I'm old enough looking at the way things are now .. Most teens are actually creating their own jobs. Like this one guy created football helmets that are like those transition glasses so when you're playing football out in the sun you can actually see the ball when it's flying in the air. So .. Idk ..? :/ Some other guy also started his own signature line of shirts. -Shrugs- Maybe do something like that I guess? :/

MC cute emo girl 101 12/07/2009 6:24 pm
MC cute emo girl 101

It's ok. Lol. :/ Idk where I'm going to work.. I'm going to try to get these forms filled out so I can be allowed to get a job at 14 instead of 15.. I want to work at this resteraunt my brother worked at called The Gratzi. He only made $2 an hour but got over $200 in tips a night .. Idc where I work really as long as it pays good .. I'm working to get my own car, take care of myself instead of my mother doing it, and pay my own way into college. I'll get scholarship money and save up money .. But it's kind of hard nowadays since banks aren't really loaning and everythings freezing on people's accounts. Also, college funds have gone up over 4 to 10 thousand dollars in the past few years .. Also harder to get a job .. I'm going to work about 2 jobs if I can even get one. I know I can probably work at the drive in near my house on weekends (Taking up my free time but I don't care) and probably at HEB, The Gratzi, or the chain of resteraunts my bros gfs dad owns. >< People at HEB have been asking me since I was 10 if I wanted a job! I've been having to explain my age and everything .. rolleyes It's cause I'm faster then their baggers, real good at making sure they do the price scan right, and I'm just so damn tall x x;; lol. :/ ..

When I get into college .. I want to learn the basics before I become a wedding planner. Design and fashion, architect, business, law (Yes you have to learn law), and alot of other stuff .. Even though everyone says I should be a doctor all cause of how I write my name rolleyes I write it how doctor's sign theirs. Like a scribble. >< I'm called Faith Scribble Clause in my Science class .. D; Lol.

MC cute emo girl 101 12/07/2009 5:14 pm
MC cute emo girl 101

Eh. My mom makes about $300 dollars a day (She's an RN, works in homehealth care), but we have really REALLY bad credit because my brother's dad never payed the child support even after it was lowered. We have a warrant for his arrest in Harris County. He owe's us like over 48,000 dollars but I'm pretty sure it's been raised higher then that .. That's how much he owed us like ..3 years ago. So we're living in averagely. Not really so high not really so low .. :/ She's gonna try and get her credit cleared so we can buy a new house and send me to a fancy private school .. I wanna go to boarding school :/. Idk we haven't really talked about that yet .. I'm probably just going to end up going to Concordia Lutheran High (All the private schools in Tomball are either Catholic or Lutheran. But I'm not Lutheran even though it's practically the same thing as Christianity ><.) But at least I get to wear a cute uniform biggrin .. Again x3.

Autumn Breezy 12/07/2009 4:52 pm
Autumn Breezy

hah good you????

MC cute emo girl 101 12/07/2009 4:43 pm
MC cute emo girl 101

Awww. Lucky! I only have one brother. The rest of my family are distant and reside in diff states. My Aunt Judy and Cousin Natalie live in Florida. My Godmother Lennea lives in California. My "fake" grandma lives in Arizona (She's "fake" cause my mom's family had problems growing up so her and her brother, my uncle Stanley, were placed in foster care and my "fake" gma and grandpa, may he rest in peace, wanted to adopt her but couldnt cause my mom's dad, my grandpa, came down and got her), My grandpa in Michigan, and the rest of my family members, we have newly discovered, live in Hungary. So I guess I'm hungarian smile Lol .. Sucks that I'm still the only pale person in our family D:< And as for my dad .. Idk where he lives or even know if he's alive so .. -Shrugs-

yea me and my crazy twin >.> sarah is the crazy looking one lmao :)

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a song i relate translated to spanish "pain inside by adema"

Darse cuenta de que he perdido el control, mantener los impulsos intermitentes a través de mi cabeza
I'm on the outside Take up all my life inside, why would I let them make up my mind Estoy en el exterior Toma toda mi vida en el interior, ¿por qué iba yo a dejar que decidirme
And be mislead Y ser inducidos a error
Go ahead make up your mind Adelante se decida
I have had enough of who they want Ya he tenido suficiente de lo que ellos quieren
Leave me alone Leave me alone

This pain inside I can't understand Este dolor en el interior no puedo entender
This hate in life that will not go away (Go away) Este odio en la vida que no va a desaparecer (Go Away)

Go ahead make up your mind Adelante se decida
I have had enough of who they want Ya he tenido suficiente de lo que ellos quieren
Leave me alone Leave me alone
Realize that I've lost control, impulses keep flashing through my head Darse cuenta de que he perdido el control, mantener los impulsos intermitentes a través de mi cabeza
I'm on the outside Estoy en el exterior

This pain inside I can't understand Este dolor en el interior no puedo entender
This hate in life that will not go away (Go away) Este odio en la vida que no va a desaparecer (Go Away)
This pain inside I can not live with it Este dolor en mi interior no puede vivir con ella
It feels like no one really understands Se siente como nadie comprende

It's always killing me (Killing me) Siempre me mata (Killing me)
The problems I face daily Los problemas que enfrentan a diario
It's always things that I have always take in vain Siempre las cosas que siempre he tomar en vano
I'm sick of you judging me Estoy harto de que me juzga
I'm sick of you judging me Estoy harto de que me juzga
I'm sick of you judging me Estoy harto de que me juzga

This pain inside I can't understand Este dolor en el interior no puedo entender
This hate in life that will not go away (Go away) Este odio en la vida que no va a desaparecer (Go Away)
This pain inside I can not live with it Este dolor en mi interior no puede vivir con ella
It feels like no one really understands Se siente como nadie comprende

It's always killing me Siempre me mata
The problems I face daily Los problemas que enfrentan a diario

my friend kira

we all care alot about you hun look for the answers you seek cuz our love for you never will go away for you sis dont deny our love for you accept it and cherrish the love we have for you take it easy sis you know erik didnt mean he hates you cuz he doesant he cares so much about you he knows you changed he has a hard time wording things so you and i can understand he thinks you as family and cares so much about you sis he loves you ....me and sarah will always be their for you if you need us cuz your part of our family to and when we need you we always will talk to you about our problems cuz we trust you more than most people we known to help us with our problems...icon_heart.gif icon_heart.gif take the time you need and thos feelings you have for that someone isnt wrong sis
i know you are confused but i know that person wouldnt hurt you cuz you love them like i do with my boyfriend...
my friend and family member kira please take it easy on yourself dont dwell what you did look forward no matter what you did to others you have changed me erik and my sister seen it we love you to much for you to be hurting like this icon_crying.gif i love you sis ...

dht ft.edmee - listen to your heart

dream on -Aerosmith

my real family in real life that i known and was born with and i added my self to it cuz i am family to them as they are to me :)

My Sisters And Me
Sarah, Victoria, Luna
Laura, Emily, Kimbery
Melissa, Monica,kira,Annie

My Brothers
Samson, Brock, Erik,
David, Nick, Dylan
Mark and Dan






these are my real brothers and sisters that i was born and raised with they all care so much about me and each other.... since our past happend my family fell apart and we havent talked to each other for a few years till my sister sarah met a really close friend to me and her his name is the same as my brother erik but a little less calmer than my brother...but my friend erik gave sarah ways to improve our family bond and our lives over a few months after she talked to erik about that we started to talk to each other once more and i wasant talking till i met a close friend that helped me talk again and she has been their since my early child hood and she understands what i and my family are going thru ...we are talking once more to each other and helping each other get thru this tough nightmarish past of mine ...a few well trusted friends knows my past and they gave their support and continue to and im very greatful to have them to...icon_heart.gif icon_heart.gif icon_heart.gif

my angel avi that i am working on its the cheapest please help me with it thank you....

my gaia family :)

my sisters

surlyjackie
fides et amor
sakura hi
emogirl0782
kira
kallie
bunny

my brothers

chivalrous erik
amnick
naruto
intervention
justin

my bestfriend brian
and my sister sarah's boy friend julias

my gaia family that has been their for me and my sister
we thank you all and proud to call you a member of our family thank you so much =)

this is a song for my step mother cuz she has been their for us ever since my terrible past happend and she iss a close friend of my real mother that we never met...

Step mother, step mother
You took us in, you gave us love
You gave us care
You gave us everything we have
You kept us together

without you I dont know what we'd do
We all love you and we know you'll be here for us
Because we care
Becaue we know you'll be there

you are family to us cuz we know you care we love you alot step mother you gave us everything we have you made us who we are now you are our mothers friend you saved us from being split up between foster homes

Step mother, step mother
You took us in, you gave us love
You gave us care
You gave us everything we have
You kept us together

without you I dont know what we'd do
We all love you and we know you'll be here for us
Because we care
Becaue we know you'll be there

you are our mother you saved us helped us with our nightmare past that we dwell on each day you gave us the support we desperately needed without you step mother i dont know what we'd do we might of not been talking to each other or the closest we have been in our lives
thank you for caring and loving us step mother you are the awsome mother that we would want to be a part of our family my real mother im sure would be happy that you helped us get better with everything that happend to us...
we love you ver much step mother thank you for being their for us...

Step mother, step mother
You took us in, you gave us love
You gave us care
You gave us everything we have
You kept us together

without you I dont know what we'd do
We all love you and we know you'll be here for us
Because we care
Becaue we know you'll be there
the songs we play we know hurts you but we try not to hurt you we love you to much step mother we promise we wont hurt you and we will be their for you always we all love you step mother thank you so much for being their for us this song is dedicated to you step mother me and my gaia friend jackie made this song and she has helped the best she could and still continues to we love you alot step mother thank you icon_heart.gif

always worried about these people its part of who i am and no 1 can change it...if you try or force me to I WILL SHUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE

Fides et Amor
Sakura Hi
kitkira
chivalrous erik

emo vic (myself)
kallie
justin
KT my(girlfriend)





sarah (my real sexy b***h/sister)
julias0782 (my twin sister sarah's bf)


their is a few reasons why i am always worried about them
and one of them is cuz they are like family to me and my sister if they hurt we hurt they happy we happy etc...
i am worried about my self cuz i am not strong as i use to be and i do have bad thoughts that would litterally scare every one icon_sweatdrop.gif

a song that my best friend jackie made and it means alot to me its called (Because of me)

Hearing the words hate and you hit me hard and painfully
I wish I could take it all back please forgive me
Hearing crying and I know my souls dying
I wanna go back, I wanna know it wasn’t me….
Why me, why me, tell me why me…..
Please I’m sorry…
I take it all back

Help me, tell me
Because of me
Because what I said
Because of me
Because of what I did
Because of me
Because now theres more pain then there should be

I wanna turn back
I wanna be hugging you tightly.
I wanna stop crying
I wanna stop denying
Because of me…….
I shouldn’ have done that
I should’ve turned back

Oh…..
Help me, save me, forgive me
Because of me
Because what I said that
Because of me
Because of what I did that
Because of me
Because now theres more pain then there should be
Please forgive me…

Help me understand right from wrong
I care, I swear it won’t happen again
You’re family, and I don’t want to cause you pain….
I wanna help, I wanna be there for you
And now….

Oh…..
Help me, save me, forgive me
Because of me
Because what I said that
Because of me
Because of what I did that
Because of me
Because now theres more pain then there should be
Please forgive me…

Saving my life you did
I love you as the friend you are
I care and I’m there
No worries threw the days of darkness
Seeing the truth with only one eye
How could I have been so blind….
You opened them both
Helping me see the light…

Waking up to everything theres to see
What a close friend you’ve become
I care, I swear, I’m there

Friends.(a song my friend Jackie and Rick made)

All these days, all these faces…
They don’t change, it’s not insane
It’s just my love, my want, my need
Cause without them I would be nothing so..

I’ll be protecting my friends forever
Be there whenever they need comfort
Protecting they from others
Friends are there, cause I’m here
Forever in my heart
I cant lie, cause they are

See it isn’t just me, it’s them too
Whatever they’d need
I’d give in a heart beat
Cause if I could be like them
I know I’d still give anything
Cause…. Cause… cause….

I’ll be protecting my friends forever
Be there whenever they need comfort
Protecting they from others
Friends are there, cause I’m here
Forever in my heart
I cant lie, cause they are

My love, my want, my need
Will eat me, if you leave
You are perfect cant you see
I care, I’m there, I’m here
Not leaving, no that’s not like me
I love you, I want you, I need you
Cause… Oh… Cause….

I’ll be protecting my friends forever
Be there whenever they need comfort
Protecting they from others
Friends are there, cause I’m here
Forever in my heart
I cant lie, cause they are

Hm…. I cant lie, I cant lie
Not to you
My love, my want…. My need
It all rests on you

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what i never will be

You can try everything but I will never be a girly girl. I don't dress in pink. I dress in ripped jeans and a tank top, black or gray. I won't fix my hair up so I catch everyones eye. I won't think people are under me cause their not, I'm just like them.... I hate those who are stuck up and snobby. I'm just like everyone one else. I won't stay out in the sun for hours getting a tan, nor will I wear pink. I won't shop for hours and hours. I don't take 5 hours to get ready for a date, I take 10 minutes. And the friends of mine who think I'm like this PM me and give me s**t.
If you think differently, comment saying what you think I am. Most important I WILL NEVER LOOK LIKE THIS!!!

emo wrights


we are normal people like you ...

we cut ourselves to feel pain for every one that hurts or hates us....
we all feel like outsiders even me...

we want some one who would care about us show us love not hatered no one will show us that they love us or even care...

emo doesn't mean you cut. emo doesn't mean your gay. emo doesn't mean your suicidal. emo is real. emo is people. emo is everything. emo is a label. emo is being free. free to be you. free to express. free to tell everyone to ******** off!! emo is just a word. *emo's.. -are not cry babies -do not always wear black -can be very nice -don't always cut them self -are not always depressed -can be happy too -are normal people just like you p.s. we love music [put this on your profile if you agree

tough times but we are strong

We've both been threw alot
Hard times, hard dimes
Time passes by
But we're fighting threw the day,
living threw the night
I'll tell you now I'll tell you here
Cause you should know by now that

There will always be someone there for you
Someone scared for you
someone who will care for you deeply...
and I'm telling you this cause that someone is me...
i am here i will be their to comfort you threw each day
we both are strong we both can get thru this together
by now you know that that some one who will be their for you is worried about you my dear friend and cares alot about you you are my best friend dont dwell on your past with your friends that hate you or your past with your father as i continue to help you my dear friend you always will feel safe loved protected and cared for as i feel the same way for you my dear friend take this time reflect on your good times with your family and friends that prove to you that hasant betrayed you live the best times with your good friends like me my dear friend....
Hard times, hard dimes
Time passes by
But we're fighting threw the day,
living threw the night
I'll tell you now I'll tell you here
Cause you should know by now that

There will always be someone there for you
Someone scared for you
someone who will care for you deeply...
and I'm telling you this cause that someone is me...
we pray for each other to get better we continue to help each other thru this tough time my dear friend that one special friend that will be their for you always is some one who made you this song...i am here for you this song me and a friend thought up for the both of us and any who needs help with this tough time we are going thru now my dear friend....
your
bffl
emo vic
and my bffl
jackie's song

what i think of my friends :) before i never knew this cuz i denied the fact that they cared this much about me and my family ='(

my friends that i made care alot about me and my family and wouldnt like to see me or any of my family member hurting emotionally or physically but they give awsome love/care and support that means alot to me and my family
from what i known of my friends they are loving caring kind passionate respectful and gentle ...this is what i think of my friends cuz they show their true colors to me even tho i am partially blind but i can still see what they mean thru words and thats all that matters to me is that they care love and supports me and my family when ever i need it ...thank you all for being their for me and my family icon_heart.gif icon_heart.gif

how i feel everyday and the friends that care about me :)

loved cared for happy sexy smart passionate loving and caring sarcastic random and respectful of others feelings .. =)

if any of you hate emo's leave me alone please thats all i ask ....icon_crying.gif

if you are kind enough and dont hate me for being emo you can send me a friend reqeust i will gladly accept it .....


my emotions i feel every day ....
my awsome friends care alot about me and my family...

i have had it rough with my family but we try to be strong for each other but its hard to do even just that but my friends are helping us deal with this nightmare that me and my family went thru....

my awsome friends are naruto kira jackie nick erik brian my real sister sarah my boyfriend brian my sister sarah's bf julias melissa and every one else that i met in my life or here on gaia ..thank you all for the support we really needed it and you all continue to help us get better we never truely can repay you all back for what you did for us but you all have earned our trust and will always have our thanks and a member of our family....

Eternal Darkness a song me and my family writtin about our lives

Eternal darkness take us away away from our miserable lives every one hates us they don't care about us they never show us love all they show is hate...

Fear
Hate
Pain
Suffering

Eternal Eternal we chant thy name take us away away from this place no one cares no one love us we are outsiders we feel the cold warmth of you love Eternal darkness you are thy family we head your callings we listen we learn you teach us not to care...to care about anything except family friends and people that care...

Eternal
Love
Friends
Family
Care

Eternal we want People to care to care about us our lives
but no one That we me Does care about us Eternal we chat thy name again show us people who does care about us our dreaded past..

fear
suffering
pain
hatered
love
family
friends
care

These are the things you showed us Eternal darkness you proved others do care about us you are thy mother we always will be with you even as we sleep for eternal
you love us you care you hate those who do not love or care about us...

Thy wish shall be done for those who show love friendship care and that are family we chant thy name again one final time Eternal eternal thank you for thy help we will always be there even as we sleep cold and lifeless...

My Sisters and me
Sarah, Victoria, Luna
Laura, Emily ,Kimberly
Monica, Melissa,Kira

My brothers
Samson ,Brock, Erik
David, Nick, Dylan
Mark, Dan

my brothers and sisters thanks you for caring about all of us we have each other to look out for even in tough times we also should thank Erik ,Dante, Julias, Jackie Brian and Nick for being their for us thru our tough time you all are a great suppot for all of us thank you all so much icon_crying.gif

eternal light

Eternal Light show us the ones we can help we want to help or those who that are in need..

Love
Kindness

we chant thy name eternal light eternal tell us the ones or show who are in need of help so we can help them..

Passion
Love
Kindness
Caring
respect

Eternal Light we chant thy name show us who are in need so we can help them get better like me and my family...

Love
Respect
Passion
Kindness
Care

we chant thy name eternal light one final time Eternal Light, Eternal you've showed us people thar are in need we will do our best to help those who are in need that you've showed thy friends strangers and family we will be glad to help...

My Sisters And Me
Sarah, Victoria, Luna
Laura, Emily, Kimbery
Melissa, Monica,kira

My Brothers
Samson, Brock, Erik,
David, Nick, Dylan
Mark, Dan

this song is dedicated to those that helped us get better and those that are in need of help with their tough past..from my family and i we thank you all

(broken by seether feat amy lee) a song that i relate to and means alot to me and nick and jackie

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i am also questing for the allegiance bundle i would be grateful to that person who donates it ^^
any help with the items i am questing for would be greatly appreciated please and thank you heart


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Welcome to my store please don't ask for anything free business comes first life can be cruel sometimes sweatdrop

I am working on this avi i have on my store list you can help if you want to i would be really grateful to those who help me with it and will be on my Store and profile donation lists

May the heavenly father watch over you and your family.

I will be their for you if you need me forever loved by me and my family =)

I love to give out and receive hugs if you want to give me a hug it would make my day =)

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Stay for the kids by blink182 ) (and the song that relates to my family)

Don't

Look forward no matter what....
Keep your dreams close don't let them
fade away...away away....Don't lose fate
Don't look back in the dust of your past... Feel the wind blowing...
Don't fill yourself with more pain...
Cause it will drive you insane...
Don't tend and thing to wounds of your past,cause it will only cause more pain...
Cause it wil only drive you insane...
Don't tend anything to the wounds of your past...Cause it will alonely cause more pain
Dont look back
Dont look down
You cant let this win
Everything you hate is getting the best of you...
See the bright sky so bright in the night....
Don't look back
Don't look down
Don't lose fate
Don't look back in the dust of your past...
Cause your here with me now...(with me)
I'm here for you cant you see
No matter what happens your strong your here...
See we're here for you...
Deep within you know,you know....
Don't look down no matter what
Don't lose fate in those who love you
Don't,Don't,Don't let the past get into your futre
Cause we care for you...

Jackie
and
Sarah's wish...

Those that have a tough time with their past please copy this to your profiles...

tragic love

A New Student (boy) comes and meets the girl of his dreams....
The girl would never tell...

Boy:Hey
Girl:Hi....
Boy: Are you busy tonight?
Girl: Yeah busy bee
Boy:Well...*sigh* See you later
Girl:Bye
They were in the market

Girl: Hey!
Boy: Huh? Oh Hey!
Girl:Fancy meeting you here...
Boy: yeah *half way smile*
A sudden voice says : THIS IS A ROBBERY HANDS UP!
Boy and girl put them up and the robber grabs the
girl and holds her at gunpoint.
Voice: Don't anyone move! Or The girl gets it!
The boy charged at the guy knocking the girl
and gun down.
The robber grabs the gun and shoots at the boy.
Girl: NO!!!!! I CAN'T BELIVE YOU!!!
She screamed and grabbed the gun and shot the guy.
The boy went to the hospital....

The next day...

Girl: Is he ok?
Friend: His in the hospital,
they say his making a recovery,
but can't open his eyes....
Girl: I can't belive this!
Friend: Yeah I'm sorry....
(Bell rings)
Girl: See ya
The girl goes to the hospital and sees the boy.
His eyes close,but his mouth move
Boy: Who's here?
He said strongly
Girl:It's me
Boy: Your here?
Girl: Yeah
The boy slowly open his eyes.
Boy: Before I die I wanted to see you.
Tell you what I want to say I--
Girl: Your not gonna die! You can't! You won't!
Boy: *frowns* I will and I wanted to say
I love you I always will I'll watch you too!
-Silence-
Girl has tear
Boy wipes it off.
Boy: Good-bye
-Beeper goes off-
Girl: NO!!

2 days later they found the girl
dead with a knife in her heart.
Her mother heard her say
"Here I come"
What really happend was
she missed him and
couldn't stand it.
She couldn't love anyone
like him.

If you would die to save
your love post this to your
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me and my sister have alot of funn together i love her and she is very friendly to and she is my b***h as i am hers >.> and yea i do call her sexy and theirs a reason behind it that she and a few friends i trusts knows :) love Ashely :)

im her best friend and she is fun to talk to

please comment back to me what you think of pitbulls just from this picture of them

Pit bulls are good dogs people that mistreat them give these beautiful dogs a bad name those who mistreat these dogs shouldn't of had them to begin with ... if you ask me those people who wer attacked that mistreated these beautiful dogs got what they deserved

you and your sister sarah mean so much to me and i promise i wont leave you both alone here on gaia if you want to talk to me i am here for you and your sisters and will help the best i can love you sis :) and thank you for what you posted for me to read that was the sweatest thing any one did for me *hugs* thank you very much sis

if any one hurts my sister they have to deal with me and i dont take s**t from any one if you hurt her i WILL b***h YOU OUT!!! just a fare warning to any who hurts vicky... love you sexy :) oh and by the way if some one says our past was a good thing to me or my sister i will be a pycho b***h at you out for that and perhaps 100times worse than just me being a pycho b***h ....better hope i dont see any comment like that or else or any thing similiar to it except friendly advice...you all have been warned and the only one you get....well i wont be hard on you if it was a misunderstanding aslong as your honest and truthful to me and explain in detail the best you can and i'll do my best to calm her down love you sexy :heart: :)

haha thats my sister sarah for you just dont get on her or my bad side just a fare warning cuz if you are on our bad side we tend to be really umm wats da word oh yea pycho bithces :) but if your on our good side we are always their for you and we are nice and friendly :) Love Vicky :)

those who has listend to his music should know who he is and is my all time fave rapper :) well 1 of 2 all time faves

haha my fave finger to bad no nuclear weapon does this that be awsome if they did :)

this is how i dress and partially who i am and nothin would change who i am....

i love to listen to music all the time when i wake up thats the 1st thing i go to lol and i always play music while i shower hehe :) and i am like this girl here hahaha :)

this is how i feel when my suicidal thoughts enters my mind...usually something mean harsh or cruel would be when i would think like this ....but i wouldnt go to extreme....the worst i would do is cut behind my legs but other than that i wouldn't do this bad...well 50-50 that i would/wouldn't do it like this

even with the love of friends and family i will always feel like this i been hurt to many times and a few other reasons i wont say why even if you ask me....i do love partially but not as it is known to most people.....

and this is erik to and what he loves to give out to every one :) even meh his special sister :)

this what i look like part of the time :)

this is what my sister sarah does for me and my best friend brian :)

this is how i feel about my friends and is a part of who i am...i love you all my dearest friends :)

my step mother says this songs means so much to her and she says thank you to jackie for helping me with this song and being with her special babies :) (me and my siblings)

my all time fave charecter from bleach Madarame Ikkaku =]

this charecter acts like my sister sarah all the time lol Matsumoto Rangiku

this is wat my real brother erik sorta looks like hehe but he does act like him :) ichigo and he agrees with me :) (not chivalrous erik)

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my gaian sister i love her Very much she reminds me of my younger sisters Laura and Luna (my younger twin sisters)she always will be in my heart as will all of my friends

this is how i feel each and every day it wont ever change....

glad to have my best friend Jack back i still regret hurting her but i always will love her no matter what happens i love you Jack.

the girl i love and always will and my soon to be irl wifey ^^ she is a great woman that i love with all of my heart ^^

she is awesome i am glad to have met her she is like a sister to me ^^