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I feel too lazy to type much, so i'll just do this.

Name: Cole (It means dark. No joke!)
Age: A million and a half.
Gender: Male, duh. O_o
Sexuality: Straighter than a 2 by 4.
Status: Taken by my best friend evers, Bwidget. icon_biggrin.gif I luffles you baby!
Nickname: Pumpy. Don't insult Halloween b***h! >:]
So, I guess thats all.

THE VOID

Deep down in my heart,
I feel like i'm lying to myself.
Deep down, I'm hurt.
I can't think of anything else.
I've began to wonder,
What it is like, my outside barricade.
To me, it is still weird,
Mirrors, Pictures...
Everytime, I ask myself,
"Is this the real me?"
I don't know how to answer,
I don't know what to think.
I discovered friendship,
Found back family's love,
I know I am being supported,
Being loved,
I finnaly saw,
the outside world,
Outside my shell.
But, something is missing.
It's more than just a feeling,
More than a presence.
Inside of me, growing.
Stronger and stronger...
I've began struggling,
My mind has then been wandering.
Who am I, what am I,
My strength is being consumed,
By that strange feeling.
Fighting what I first thought a simple doubt.
I am drowning inside my own soul,
This is a curse no more...
I'm suffocating,
I feel like i'm going to disappear.
I've already began fading away.
Right when i found something dear...
Was it something i said,
Was it something i did.
I close my eyes to it,
I look away. I look away.
Like a fool, i tried not to care,
Like a fool, I let it grow.
I was wrong, so wrong.
It's a curse no more...
Because,
Deep down in my heart,
Deep down, I'm hurt.
I've been lying to myself,
Hiding from reality.
This isn't me,
I've been torn apart,
I've been used,
I knew it, and yet...
It's more than just a feeling,
More than a presence.
Inside of me, growing,
It's a curse no more.
It's a curse no more...
Even though the sky is clear,
My sight is blurred.
I've said nothing,
I kept it inside me.
Deep inside, burried.
Even though the sky is clear,
I can't see the stars,
I can't see the stars.
It's a curse no more...
I fear it's awakening.
It's more than a feeling,
Strange, and familiar void...




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XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 8:32 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

True, But you have no idea how strong my body can be when its determined to do something other then what i want XD It's like "Screw You bish Im sleepin" XD and i like pass out.
XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 8:27 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

So true, But i have no time to get them xP besides after everydays end.
XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 8:19 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

I sleep during English, Luckily i dont have science or i would just bomb it xP Ever since i got my first F there i never did do science right
XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 8:14 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

Wows XD thanks ;P, At my school i feel retarded this is what happens when you sleep through 8th grade XDD
XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 8:00 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

Ha, At my school theres alot of emo kids but mostly boys. At my table, I stand out a lot for lots of reasons one being im the only emo kid there =P
XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 7:55 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

In my school pretty much anyone could be that way xD
XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 7:52 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

I like t.v or movie drama,im not involved in it xD
XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 7:47 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

Nope Im usually involved in all sorts of drama, and im listening to music and singing with it so i guess thats how i dont get bored XD
XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 7:42 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

Yes and then they were returned also gaia land is getting very boring as the reports of some of my friends
XxDreams-of-LovexX

11/26/2009 7:36 pm

XxDreams-of-LovexX

Yay! =DDD Im asking for more sweaters fur christmas Cause my friend rose keeps stealin mine D<

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